Zhuo Feng stood at the door with a sigh. He kept silent for a long time before he went outside. He looked at me when he turned and closed the door. "Drow. Some things are not as simple as you think. Don't daydream. What you need now is to study hard and go to bed early! "
He always does. It's always like this. I'm mad. I dropped my pillow. Hit the door.
I thought he left. I just let off steam. But I don't want him to push the door open again and stand at the door looking at me with a taut face.
I took a deep breath and opened my mouth. "Brother in law. You, you... "
"What do you want to know, drow?"
Yeah. What do I want to know? When I know. What would you do?
I panicked for a moment.
He came in and closed the door. Standing in front of me, I looked up at him. Some dim lights were hanging over his head, straight down. The light on his face made the helpless light on his face very clear.
"Brother-in-law, I'm sorry. I am... "
He sat down with a sigh of relief and grabbed my hand.
I didn't move. He was silent for a while before he said, "the affairs of the Li family are very complicated. The Zhuo family is just a gangster who has been doing business for many years and hasn't been transformed successfully. It's very difficult for me to get rid of the Zhuo family. Even if I get rid of the Zhuo family, my family name is still Zhuo. Many people behind me are staring at me, but the Li family is different. Her family is clean and powerful, and I'm not alone What I can do is not to offend her or to please her. At least I can make use of it. I know you hate me and think I'm a villain, but I have to do it. You are indispensable to me. If I don't get strong, what will you do? "
I, I
I was speechless.
What he said about it was very general, but I also heard about it. That is to say, in order to be able to stay with Zhuo Feng, Li Xiangxiang took advantage of his family behind him. I don't know how many things he did to make Zhuo Feng inseparable and unable to turn over. Instead, he could only marry Li Xiangxiang.
But isn't my brother-in-law's marriage extended indefinitely now?
How much does the brother-in-law have to pay?
"Brother in law, if you don't marry Li Xiangxiang, what about the Zhuo family and what about you?"
"It doesn't matter. As long as you get better, we'll talk about it later."
"What do you mean? I, I, brother-in-law, I hope you are happy. I hope you find a woman who loves you, but you don't love Miss Li. I know, it's not worth your doing this. I'm not worth your doing this. "
He heaved a heavy breath, "no, drow, it's worth it for you."
I was suddenly defeated and tears flowed down the line.
He hugged me and buried his face in my neck. His low voice seemed to come from the sky and vibrated in my heart. "Drow, as long as you get better, everything is worth it. It doesn't matter whether you get married or not. The important thing is to have a good life. I know my ability is limited and I don't give you much. As long as you are happy, you know? "
I think this is one of the few affectionate words that my brother-in-law said to me when I grew up.
I took a deep breath, held back the tears again, nodded heavily, "I know, brother-in-law, I know."
However, life is always like a roller coaster, full of excitement and adventure. I think such a brother-in-law is the brother-in-law I want to see. He still ignores the people together for me. Even if we can't get together, I will be satisfied. I will stay with him willingly and pay for everything I have.
But his next words are like falling into an ice cave, freezing to the bone.
"You get along well with Gu Chengfeng. I'll take care of everything, you know?"
He still refused to ask me. In the past, maybe he still blocked me more or less, which made me think that he would not give up on me. But now, he pushed me away, as if he had pushed me into the arms of other men, and then he still asked me if I would.
Can I?
It's not my choice. Can I?
He said, "promise me, don't make trouble any more. I'm helpless when you're not happy. Tell me what you think and what you know. Then I know what you need. If you want to take care of Cheng Feng or know the truth of everything, I will do it according to your wishes. "
But I don't want Gu Chengfeng.
I, I
I can't say it.
"Brother in law, do you think I like Gu Chengfeng?"
"At least he suits you."
So it is.
In order to fit and choose together, in order to fit and choose to pull each other together, but never consider whether really love after fit.
“…… Brother in law, I know. "
I can't refute his arrangement, just because he did all this for me, for I no longer have the people I love, for I didn't hesitate to be controlled by Li and miss my family, for some things I did against my own will.
I'm the culprit.Then I have no reason to refute his arrangement.
I think I'll do whatever he wants me to do.
"Brother in law, I know how to do it. I know everything."
I wiped away my tears and looked at the sadness in his eyes.
He helped me wipe away my tears, patted me gently, "go to bed early, don't daydream, I'll wake you up tomorrow."
"Good!"
Sitting on the bed, I watched him leave, went to the door, turned and closed the door, the door was locked, with a click, my heart fell to the ground with a click, broken into dross.
Late at night.
Gu Chengfeng habitually came back from work to send me a message. I'm not sleeping yet, and usually I won't reply, but I took the phone and took the initiative to send him a video.
He was very surprised and yelled at me on the phone, "fool, fool, you haven't slept yet, but I'm so happy that you can contact me, ha ha..."
His laughter was the same as the thunderous thunder. I frowned slightly and touched my eyes. "Gu Chengfeng, I can go to France to participate in the mathematics competition in a week. You wait for me to come to you."
"Good, good, ha ha ha Really his mother's happy, you go to bed early, say, is Zhuo elder brother called you sad again? "
I shook my head and lied, "no, I've been reading for a long time. My eyes feel bad. I rubbed them for a while and that's it."
Gu Chengfeng certainly didn't believe it. He was skeptical, but he still nodded, "then you go to have a rest. I'll buy you eye drops tomorrow. I know it's easy to use. Go to bed early and be good!"
He blew kisses on the phone and gave a bawl, as if saliva had come to my face from the phone.
I giggled, and he also followed me. When I hung up the video, the laughter stopped suddenly, but I cried with the phone in my arms.
No one is right or wrong in this matter, but I know that the root cause of the biggest evil is me.
I will fall in love with Gu Chengfeng, not to disappoint my brother-in-law, but to reassure him and make Gu Chengfeng feel comfortable. I think so.
The next day, my brother-in-law knocked on the door on time to wake me up and opened the door, but I saw my aunt. She told me, "Mr. Zhuo left home early. The company has something to do."
I nodded with a smile and took my aunt downstairs.
My aunt patted my hand, took care of me and said, "I'm ready to deliver it to the car, you can eat it directly in the car."
I asked curiously, "why, I want to eat with my aunt, I still have time."
"Li Yan is downstairs."