I didn't resist, just want this time to pass as soon as possible, usher in a different me.
But he stopped suddenly. Hold me tight. Take a big breath. Some of them were not very clear and said to me, "drow, I'm sorry. We'll take it easy. I don't want to hurt you. "
Maybe it's too much breathing. I can't hear her clearly. I didn't answer, just silently looking at the distant scenery. Feel the cold wind around.
After we went back together, he told me to take a shower first, and then he went downstairs. Seems to have been on the phone with someone. It's loud. It's in French. Wait for me to take a bath. He has hung up the phone.
I stood at the top of the stairs on the second floor and looked at him.
He sat on the sofa, squinting at me. Reach for me. "Come here."
I ran all the way to him. He snorted when he fell into his arms. My arms tied me in my arms and gently stroked my back. Never talk.
I realized that he was not right. I was in no hurry. Guess the importance of that call.
Before I could ask him, he said to me, "my dad knows about us."
Looking at his mood, I know that he should disagree.
No matter whether I'm Zhuo Er or not, Gu Chengfeng and I won't go smoothly, because the tool I got as a surrogate is not a rich second generation, and there is no family business. The only thing I can do is my academic performance.
"But I never care about his opinion."
But what if you don't care? Gu Chengfeng said at the beginning that he would not agree to go back to France, but in the end, he came back?
I asked him, "I won't do anything stupid this time. It's hard for you. I'll tell your father that I'll be with you."
I shouldn't be wrong.
But he refused, "fool, who wants you to do this? We don't have the habit of parents interfering in their children's families here. He has been living in China for a long time and can't distinguish his own position. Don't worry, I am here."
In the past, Zhuo Feng often said that no matter what happened, he would be told that everything would pass.
I have always told them to bear too much responsibility, will call me useless, stay out of the matter I show my incompetence.
"It doesn't matter. The last time you arranged for me to meet your father, I asked Gao coco to go there. I screwed it up. This time I won't. I'll take the initiative to go to him and tell me where he is. I'll go and say, "we'll be together."
He took a breath and said nothing.
After a long time, he said, "I don't want to see you with me because of guilt, and..."
And I'm using him to forget my brother-in-law.
Such a fact is like the stimulation of gas, all the time around us, breathing are uncomfortable.
But there was nothing I could do.
I hide in his arms, try to be closer to him, so that our hearts can be closer.
At night, Gu Chengfeng tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. I held his hand all the time. After hesitation and hesitation, I took the initiative to kiss him.
My technique has been bad, learning the way he kisses me before, I'm clumsy as if I'm gnawing pig's hoof.
After his brief refusal, he began to respond to me.
My movements became more intense.
His breathing began to increase
I don't know when, we have taken off our clothes, and the heat of naked entanglement once again wrapped my body tightly.
I lay down, waiting for him to attack me as soon as possible, waiting for the so-called pain.
But he did not want to take the next step, only kissing my whole body, which made me anxious.
Suddenly he stopped and looked down at me.
I reluctantly slowed down my breath and asked him, "don't you want to? I won't regret it. I've agreed long ago. I'll give it to you. You go on."
He shook his head and buried his head in my neck. His warm breathing seemed to have magic power. He whispered to me, "I can't do that. The last time I was wrong, Zhuo hit me and didn't fight back, I realized it was my fault. I can't do that."
"Why?" I'm in a hurry. Isn't it right for me to take the initiative to give it to him?
"You'll understand later, drow. You're still in a muddle."
Indeed, I am still in a state of ignorance, only watching the wonderful little movies, but I never know what men and women face after things happen.
He gradually calmed down, took my hand, put it on him, hot, as if something was beating, I opened my eyes in surprise.
He laughed and said, "you help me."
"How can I help you?" I asked
"With your hands."
……
I've seen it. I think I will.
I tried to make him comfortable, but I was all thumbs.
When he told me to stop, I really wanted to sit up like in the movie, but I didn't know where to put it.
But he chuckled at me, held me in his arms and held me close to my body, "fool, do you want that?""I don't know what to do."
"If I had known, I would have lost myself? Don't worry, wait a minute, at least until you graduate from high school. "
My eyes lit up. "Really?"
"Well, you'll know a lot at that time. I'll teach you."
Isn't he a virgin? How does he teach me? Does he have any experience.
I glared at him. "You're not a virgin. Sure enough, I doubt it."
He chuckled. "Why do you say I'm not?"
"You said you were going to teach me. If you were, how could you? Do you have any experience? "
He leaned on me and laughed like a fool. After a long time, he calmed down and said to me, "don't you know that men are born with it? Just have a look. "
Ah now I see.
I have no excuses.
But he was still smiling, his eyes narrowed into a gap, and then he continued to look at me affectionately, gently poking the bangs on my forehead, "fool, if I were not a virgin, I would have done you a long time ago, and I would have had something wrong."
"Then I'll help you, and you can make it stand up again."
He laughed, shook his head, turned to lie down, pulled up the quilt, "fool, no, go to bed early, so it's good to hold you. Don't seduce me in the future. "
“…… Oh
He encircled me behind me, a heavy kiss fell on the neck, some cool, some moist.
When I wake up, it's morning.
Zhuo Feng is about to blow up my computer. I didn't hear him.
Gu Chengfeng is making breakfast downstairs, while I call Zhuo Feng back in hesitation.
"Brother in law, are you better?"
Zhuo Feng on the other end of the phone has a low voice. It doesn't sound very energetic. I'm nervous, and I hope he won't lose his temper with me.
"Where are you?"
"I'm here with Gu Chengfeng." I'm telling you the truth.
Doesn't he already know where I am? Why do you ask that?
"You..."
He was really worried about what happened between Gu Chengfeng and me. I asked him, "brother-in-law, do you care?"
"You are still young."
"Brother in law, you answer me directly, do you care?"
He didn't say a word. The phone I was waiting for was quiet and didn't even breathe.
I continued to ask, "brother-in-law, if you don't care why you have to ask me, whether I am with Gu Chengfeng is not important to you, but whether I am with her is important to me, do you understand?"
He knows, of course he does, but he just refuses to admit it.
I said, "brother-in-law, I will be with Gu Chengfeng. A lot of things will happen sooner or later. You can't stop it."
“…… Drow His voice was a little hoarse and feeble.
My heart suddenly ached, and tears rolled around my eyes.
He suddenly said, "I'm in France."