Chapter 143

He should know what I mean.

I asked how I should do well is how I forget him, I know, he knows. I can't forget.

This kind of repression will make my feelings stronger. I'll be more upset.

He reached out his hand. Hold me tight, chin on my forehead, exhaling all the time. It seems that the chest has been unable to have something to hold down, not to breathe.

But he never told me what to do.

In the middle of the night, he told me to go up and have a rest. He lives downstairs. When I came out of the bathroom, I saw that his room was still on. My footstep didn't listen to make the downstairs, directly pushed the door into his room.

He fell asleep askew, covered in a quilt. The books in my hand hang down. The desk lamp above his head still glowed faintly, hitting him in the face.

I went over and squatted down. The movement is gentle, and the breathing becomes very light. For fear of waking him up.

His curly eyelashes are silhouetted in the light of a desk lamp, like a small fan. His eyes are moving. He should be dreaming. Maybe it's a dream, eyes and brows stretch. It's so beautiful that you can't move your eyes.

Put the phone on the bedside cupboard to mute and light up again and again. The name above jumps out like dazzling light, which makes my eyes ache.

Miss Li has been looking for him, but Zhuo Feng is hiding here. Zhuo Feng like this is something I have never seen before. No matter what he is facing, he never wants to escape, but now he is always escaping, escaping everything, avoiding everything.

I turned off the phone, put it in the drawer, got up and went out, but my hand was suddenly held by him.

I was stunned, my heart beat faster, suddenly looked back at him, "brother-in-law, I woke you up."

"You don't sleep yet?"

"Well, I took a bath and came out to see your room. The light was on. Then I came down to see you. You, go to sleep. I'll go back."

He didn't say a word, still looking at me, hand is still held by him, very firm, I didn't want to go off.

He was lying there, without the light of the table lamp, especially weak when he was illuminated by the slender moonlight outside the curtain. Suddenly, I was very distressed for him, and turned around and rushed into his arms.

He likes to take a bath with soap. The taste of soap is very light and fragrant. It attracts the nose and makes him feel comfortable.

He patted me. "What do you want to say to me?"

I shake my head. At this moment, it's like he can hold me all the time. No one disturb me.

"Fool, tell me what you think." His gentle like the moonlight outside, spread out in my body, become a strong barrier, protect me.

“…… Brother in law, I'm so worried about you. "

I'm afraid of losing him. Even if I'm with Gu Chengfeng, I can still see him and know where he is in the world. But if he wants to leave us like Xu Jiaojiao, where can I find him? If I lose the best person in the world, do I have the courage to continue to live?

But he laughed, laughing out of breathing spray in my neck, numb I feel uncomfortable.

He gently shook his head, "it's because of this. I'm ok. Haven't I been resting recently?"

"Brother in law, don't leave me, please!"

I helplessly pray in the secular in exchange for no use, but I am still unable to use this most clumsy way, want him to stay with me.

I can see it and touch it.

He nodded heavily and held me tightly. "I won't leave you. I've been there all the time."

"Brother in law, I..."

I don't want to. Gu Chengfeng's voice of opening the door is very light, but I still feel it. With his steps, I am stiff and suddenly break away. Zhuo Feng stands up. I think my face is ugly at this time.

Gu Chengfeng half body stands at the door, he did not come in, should be saw what.

I feel guilty to call his name, "Gu Chengfeng, I, I..."

"Still talking so late? Go back to sleep. Come here He waved to me.

I was stunned for a moment before I walked over.

He took my hand and said with a smile to Zhuo Feng, "brother Zhuo, don't worry, I won't do anything. Zhuo'er just likes to have someone around to sleep well."

Zhuo Feng didn't say a word. I looked back at him. I couldn't see clearly on his face hidden in the shadow, but I still didn't dare to see much. I was quickly pulled out by Gu Chengfeng, and the door was closed tightly, which cut off my heart.

Gu Chengfeng looked back at me, breathed a little at me, released me, and walked forward by himself.

Knowing that I was wrong, I hesitated to follow. I stepped on the wooden floor, creaking and creaking. I felt uncomfortable when it came to my ears.

He went upstairs, went into the room, and shut the door with a bang.

My nose was almost flattened by the door.

Leng Leng looked at the door close at hand, the pain of heart rupture up.

I knocked on the door, and there came Gu Chengfeng's low and tired voice, "Zhuo Er, go to your room and sleep. I'll sleep here and get up early tomorrow. I'm afraid it will disturb you."I'll knock on the door stubbornly and ignore his reasons.

He sighed helplessly and opened the door. Our eyes were opposite. I apologized to him, "sorry, I, I I'm just worried about my brother-in-law. Seeing him staying up so late, I thought he was working, so Don't be angry, will you? "

He pulled me in, closed the door, handed me a nightgown and said, "I'm not angry. I'm just worried about you. Zhuo'er, you don't have me in your heart. I know. I don't blame you, but you don't have to care about my thoughts every time and apologize to me. I know you don't mean it. You can't help caring about him, but he's your brother. You don't care about who he cares about, but it's hard for me to torture yourself like this. "

My heart is extremely uncomfortable, Gu Chengfeng does not blame my selfishness, but is worried about me.

I have no place for myself.

I don't know what to say. I can only look at him and look at his heartbreaking appearance. My heart hurts even more.

He tugged me, held me, buried his head in my arms, and continued to sigh, "drow, don't put too much pressure on yourself. What you did is right. It's not wrong to like anyone or not. You just have a clear conscience. Now you should know that your study is the most important, you know? "

"I know."

I wipe away the tears on my face, but still like a tap that is not closed tightly, clattering.

He helped me wipe, pinch my nose, joke me, said, "fool, small head so smart, don't want to useful things, daydreaming, won't you have a headache?"

I shake my head, this matter does not want to continue, many things I hope I can improve a little bit, rather than endless self blame.

"Gu Chengfeng, let's go to bed. You should get up early."

"Well, I'm really sleepy. You can't seduce me when I sleep."

“…… Oh, good

He threw a place for me and asked me to sleep in.

I turned to sleep in it, and he held me.

We curled up in a ball, like two poor babies who could not warm each other but could not warm each other.

After a while, the sound of his sleeping breath came from behind. I turned over to see him.

He still held me under the unconscious effect and said vaguely, "don't leave me, be obedient!"

My heart suddenly trembled, huge cracks inside the clattering out of blood red pus, make me all stiff.

I stretched out my arms to hold him tightly, he barely opened his eyes, still smiling at me in confusion, also hugged me, kissing me on the forehead, vaguely told me, "don't think much, sleep!"

A night of no dream, let me sleep is still solid.

In the morning, Gu Chengfeng's shadow was gone, and his trace was covered up by me, only his smell.

I have always been unable to find familiarity in such a pleasant smell, but I don't know when I have been used to it.

Stupefied, downstairs, came a woman's scream, "you don't want to face..."