When I went back in the evening, Gu Chengfeng didn't come to pick me up. He said he would accompany the customer to dinner. Ask the driver to come and see me off.
The driver is Zhuofeng's driver. The car belongs to Gu Feng.
Sit in the back seat. I tilted my body to the corner of the window, looking at the sky outside, row after row of street lights. One by one, the cars are busy. brilliantly illuminated. The streetscape is still beautiful, giving the blood of the city. But inside, the people came and went with different expressions. Each has his own mood.
How many people like me?
I listen to my brother-in-law. With Gu Chengfeng. I listened to Gu Chengfeng and promised that I would try to fall in love with him.
They all said it was for my good.
But have they ever thought that I only love Zhuofeng. I just want to be friends with Gu Chengfeng?
They know that they know my needs better than I do. But still a wave of back to adhere to the wrong direction.
Do they feel comfortable doing this?
The car was parked in the underground parking lot. The driver's uncle didn't urge me to get off. Just opened the window and lit a cigarette.
"Uncle!"
It seems that I haven't seen the driver's uncle for many days. He should be very busy recently, for the sake of the Zhuo family.
"Drow. What's on your mind? "
Uncle's family also has a little daughter, he often said his daughter's good. Lovely, but he can only meet at home, no time to accompany, no time to enjoy the lovely and happy.
I looked at his back, melancholy up.
Let's see, everyone has an unhappy thing and story, but they don't say it.
"Uncle, do you miss your daughter?"
He spat out a mouthful of white smoke and nodded, "I don't think I've seen her for days."
My uncle never goes home.
"Is it because my uncle has been on business a lot recently?"
He shook his head, "has been in the city, but too busy, Zhuo family accident."
Coax!
My head immediately burst open the pot, holding the back of the car and asking, "what's the matter, is it because of Li missing this time?"
"Yes."
Sure enough!
"What's the brother-in-law going to do? I saw him this morning. What's he going to do? If you help Li Xiangxiang, you will be implicated, won't you? "
The driver's uncle just sighed, but didn't say anything.
He smoked a cigarette, threw it out, opened the door, and then called me to get off, "come down, I'll take you up. Zhuo is upstairs."
Ah, by the way, my brother-in-law went to bed when he came back this morning.
I got out of the car in a hurry with my schoolbag, followed the driver uncle, and almost trotted upstairs.
He opened the door and looked at the open door of the study. The familiar figure and straight back inside gave people a feeling of prosperity at any time, but his face was very tired and pale. In front of him were some unfinished spaghetti and a glass of red wine. The medicine bottle was tilted aside, and his face was buried in the papers on the table. He was sitting in the middle of the file I didn't look up even when I heard the sound.
The driver's uncle said hello to him, and Zhuo Feng just said "thank you" and continued to do his own business.
The driver's uncle sat on the sofa. It seemed that he didn't want to leave. I put down my schoolbag and hesitated for a moment. After all, I entered the study.
The door is closed tightly. Zhuo Feng looks up at me.
He didn't seem to notice that I came in. When he saw that it was me, he was stunned for a moment. Then he put down the document in his hand, leaned back on the back of his chair, pinched his own no letter, and sighed, "are you back?"
I went straight over and sat opposite him, "brother-in-law."
"Well, how about three tests before the college entrance examination, the day after tomorrow or the day after tomorrow?"
Oh, I forgot if he didn't say it. It was the day after tomorrow, Friday afternoon.
I told him truthfully that we fell into silence, and unprecedented strangeness and alienation sprouted between us.
I'm a little scared. Once upon a time, I felt strange to my brother-in-law?
"Brother in law!"
"Go and do your homework. I have something else to do. The driver will take care of you."
"Brother in law, I've grown up." I'm not a child who doesn't know anything. I'm reminding him that I don't need company. I can accompany others now.
However, I know more about the relationship between me and Zhuo Feng at this time. He told me personally that if I want to forget him, I think I will do it. Except for that relationship, we are still relatives and he is my brother.
I care about him. That's right.
What's wrong with the Zhuo family? Isn't it just me?
I'm the Zhuo family, too.
"Why, not?"
He continued to look at the data, and occasionally stopped to write something on the document with a pen.
I think of before Zhuo Bufan said that Zhuo Feng handed over the company's affairs to him, is it a change of hands now?"Brother in law, are you going to give the company to Zhuo Bufan?"
When he stopped, he didn't write half of the words on his hand. He looked up at me and said, "no, it was just a temporary trusteeship."
So it is!
"Brother in law, you..." I don't know what I'm doing. I'm a little scared when I see his eyes.
"What's the matter?"
Zhuo Feng completely put down the pen in his hand, closed the lid and looked me in the eye.
I feel cramped. This tension is not real, but I am worried that I will revive my old love.
"Brother in law, I, I want to ask, I want to ask if something happened at home?"
He was obviously stunned, and then laughed out, "began to care about things at home?"
I always use the word "home". I have been subconsciously reminding myself that I am an outsider, Zhuo family is Zhuo family, and I am myself. But now I specially use the word "home" to tell myself that Zhuo Feng and I are family members, and I can't think of it separately. It can be seen that Zhuo Feng likes it.
"Yes I nodded heavily, but still some reluctantly.
"Well, it's home. That's good. Come on, what's the matter? "
"Brother in law, is there really something wrong at home?"
He shook his head firmly. "No."
Then something must have happened.
"Brother in law, if you don't tell me or don't treat me as a family member, I just want to know. Tell me, OK? How did Li Miss solve the problem? "
Zhuo Feng looked at me calmly, looked at my face, but was silent.
I stretched out half of my body, "brother-in-law, tell me, OK? I really want to know. "
“…… Drow, you don't need to worry. You just need to study hard. I'll send you to France. "
I don't want to go to France.
I wanted to go to France because I wanted to be close to Gu Chengfeng and far away from Zhuofeng. That's my best choice. But now I'm wavering. I don't want to go, I don't want to go.
I kept roaring in my heart, but I couldn't say it all the time. I just looked at him with a pair of angry eyes.
Zhuo Feng has been looking at me silent, suddenly stretched out his hand, holding my hand on the table, gently holding.
His hands are a little cold. I don't know if the window behind him is too big. It's freezing to the bone.
He said to me, "the Zhuo family is very good!"
"Brother in law, no, brother, Zhuo, don't you treat me as a family member? Is that right? "
“……”
Zhuo Feng was stunned and locked his hand.
My heart snapped and the healing wound opened.
He cares about me, what I call him, how I feel, everything.
Just a change of address, he was already sad.
I found the uneasiness in his eyes.