Chapter 161

Gu Chengfeng gas of beat bed surface, Dong of a ring, turn head to ask me. "I'm mean? Drow. Are you calling me mean? "

I was stunned.

Yeah. How can I say he is mean? I am the real mean person.

I stood still.

He continued to ask me. "You think I'm not sad, don't you? You think I'm a mindless fool, don't you? Don't you think you and I don't know? "

I followed Zhuo Feng. Nothing really happened. If so. That's my problem, too.

For Gu Chengfeng's question, I can only listen in silence. All this is really my problem.

"Drow, if you really think I'm mean. That's good. I'll let you go

I was dazed and looked back at him.

He let out his breath and lay on the bed, looking up at the ceiling. "I'm sad, too, and I have a heart. The meat is not made of iron

My tears pattered down. Wet on my chest.

There was a blur in front of his eyes, but his appearance became clear.

The three of us. It's hard for anyone.

Gu Chengfeng added, "the mark on your shoulder. Your fault, your heart. They don't belong to me. "

Boom!

The thunder came unexpectedly, rolling over my head, like a giant axe splitting my head.

"Drow, I know that you have never had me in your heart, never."

In addition to guilt, I always treat Gu Chengfeng as a friend, a good friend, and even like Annie, we can talk about everything, and even say something intimate to each other, but we can never get together.

My heart is not with him, more because of the distance between me and Zhuo Feng, and the relationship between me and Gu Chengfeng has become more elusive.

Even, sometimes I hate his appearance.

His presence in front of me is tantamount to reminding me all the time that I'm a useless person Zhuo Feng would rather let go of. It reminds me that I'm just a silly girl pushed out by Zhuo Feng. Even if I can know that Gu Chengfeng has done a lot for me, I can't stop him and I can't report.

“…… Gu Chengfeng, have you thought about it? Shall we separate? "

"Yes, think about it. It's good for you and me. Drogo is very good. Go after him. He will agree. "

I took a last look at him. He put his arm on his forehead and covered half of his face. His cheek was crystal clear.

"Gu Chengfeng, don't cry. Maybe you're right. It's good for us to be apart."

It's true, but it's very hurtful. It's like a knife.

"You go. Zhuo is in the study downstairs."

What is Gu Chengfeng's determination to say such a thing? He has made many vows since he came here, but he pretends to be confused. At this time, he pushes me to others. Is this the same as Zhuo Feng?

I can't understand the feeling of returning my beloved to others. I just feel that when I hear Gu Chengfeng's words, my heart seems to be taken out and gnawed in front of my sleep.

I'm in agony.

I stood still and couldn't move. If I leave, will there really be a good result?

I took a deep breath, tears still can't stop, down the cheek, make me all over the pain.

"Gu Chengfeng, I'm not going?"

He laughed and sneered, "drow, you are not stupid, but sometimes you are stubborn, but emotion is not possessive. I'll help you and Zhuo, you go! "

I shake my head, yes, I'm stubborn, stubborn like a cow, so I won't look back.

"Gu Chengfeng, my brother-in-law told me that if I forget him, I think I can do it."

He didn't believe it and shook his head. "No, you can't do it. Be obedient. Go and find him."

"Gu Chengfeng, do you feel better when you say that? But I don't want to go. I really don't want to go. Going out with him before, those things It's my fault. I took the initiative, but Zhuo Feng refused. He told me that he wanted me to forget him. He doesn't want me anymore, and you don't want me either? "

In my life, I've been pushed around by everyone.

At first it was a mother because I was a daughter, then it was a father because I was a daughter, and then it was my grandmother because I was a daughter. Finally, Zhuo Feng needs to bring me back, but Xu Jiaojiao stays, because I am a woman who can have children. Up to now, I can play my role. Zhuo Feng also refuses to push me out again and again.

Here in Gu Chengfeng, I realize what is needed, but I can't accept it.

So much so that he would drive me away.

Maybe I made a lot of mistakes, even if I was born.

But I also have reasons to stick to it.

"Gu Chengfeng, I admit that I don't have you in my heart. You can't want me, but don't push me to Zhuo Feng. I'm pushed back and forth and I don't know how to do it."

I really don't know. After listening to my brother-in-law and following Gu Chengfeng, I thought that the world would be peaceful. But Gu's family didn't agree, and the Zhuo family still doubted me.Now Gu Chengfeng no longer needs me. Where else can I go?

Sure enough, as Xu Jiaojiao said, I am a wild child who is not needed by people. Without the village, I don't even have a place to settle down.

"Gu Chengfeng, we can break up. Don't push me to Zhuo Feng. It's impossible for me and him."

Pushing the door open, I came out, but I didn't go downstairs. I didn't even stay.

Every day when I come down, I will see the light in my study is on, and there is a figure I am familiar with. Even if I don't go in, he will ask me to go in, pass me milk, ask me about my studies, praise me for being obedient, and give me warmth.

That door is where I've been longing to get in.

Today, I didn't stop. I put on my shoes, carried my schoolbag, grabbed the money in Zhuofeng's wallet and came out directly.

The door was closed tightly. I threw the key at the door and went straight outside.

May, the weather is still a little cold, but the street is still a lot of people wearing short dresses, come and go, stream.

Bustling city, everywhere is noisy, lively streets, young men and women, laughter, all this has always been far away from me.

I don't know where to go. I don't have a home or relatives, including my brother who is also in Japan. I felt my pocket, but I didn't take the phone. I only had 1000 yuan in cash.

Where can I go?

Sitting in a corner of the park, watching the old people's social dance, square dance, gongs and drums of Yangko, such a bustle is far away from me.

Before Zhuo Feng asked me why I like to slip out when I'm in a bad mood. It's worrying.

At that time, I didn't know how to express it. I was sad and couldn't give a reason.

Today I seem to understand.

I do this because I am a homeless child, like an empty plastic bottle of water. Apart from being recycled, I have no place to go, let the wind and the sun blow and float everywhere.

In a bad mood, I have no sense of security, so I want to go out and find a place where I have a sense of security, calm down, it will be better.

Time is not early, I decided to find a place to settle down, the rain stopped, stopped, no one on the square.

I got wet and went to the hotel opposite.

Just enter the door and see the man standing here with wet clothes