Chapter 220

My brother called me before he left. Although he didn't say anything, he wanted to send him.

I didn't think about how to face him. Just take it as if I don't know. He's been in touch with me since he got to the next city. Occasionally, they send me some food and flowers that I order online and send them to me.

Then there was money and clothes and some books I needed.

Looking at the clothes and books in the alley, and then looking at the heavy money and bank cards in hand. My heart is very hard.

People around me are persuading me to accept my brother, but they don't know why I dare not face my brother.

Only Zhuo Feng knows. Only Zhuo Feng understands me.

I thought my brother knew. Can see him so often contact me, should be also not clear!

I look at the phone. That number how can not dial out, in the end, I still did not have the courage to choose to send information.

**My brother's reply is very slow. He hasn't been to school. Big words are also very impolite. Occasionally there will be typos, but I can feel his nervousness and worry over there.

I asked him to send voice, but he still stubbornly sent text. One by one, sometimes a sentence takes a long time to reply.

Today, he chose to send voice to me.

I can hear it in the voice. He was very worried about me, even if the engagement wasn't publicly reported. A lot of people know that.

"Big girl, are you OK there. Is Zhuo Feng OK? You, you where. Is there anyone with you? "

"I'm fine, brother. Brother Lu and Gu Chengfeng are here. I'm in the hotel and my brother-in-law is in the hospital. I'm not seriously injured. "

"That's good. You, um..." Voice interruption, he did not seem to know what to say, only after a string of silence, sent a few words, "I'll contact you back."

I looked at him a string of words, all written correctly, the speed is also very fast, he should be practicing for a long time behind his back.

I looked at the phone in a daze, a blank in my head.

Lu Shao said that my brother had a bad life in the city next door because his business was crowded out and it was not easy to make money. It was all a matter of life and death. If Zhuo Feng hadn't dealt with boss Zhang, it would be even more difficult. Now uncle Xiong has gone back, it is estimated that it will not be easy. Lu Shao means to call my brother back, but it can only be through me to call my brother back, because my brother only listens to me If you want to.

I don't know if my words are really useful to my brother, but I still want to have a try.

Before going to bed, I sent a string of voice to my brother, saying the recent things, my school, my arrangement, and my worry about him, "brother, come back!"

I didn't say whether I would go to see him or not, I just hope he is good, as the kind of care between relatives, maybe I can't do it, but I don't want him to have an accident, not at all. After Zhuofeng's accident, I was more worried about his safety and hoped that he would be safe.

The next day, brother's phone call came in, extremely happy, but also only in the phone that a silly smile, followed by said to me, "OK, I go back, I go back."

I didn't tell me that even if he came back, I wouldn't go to see him because I wasn't ready.

I know that Zhuo Feng has been giving my second cousin money, even though our money is not much.

Zhuo Feng doesn't want my family to disturb me, but he ignores the final point that my family are all poor.

Especially the women born in that environment, as long as they have money, they can do anything.

This idea has been hidden in my heart for a long time, until the day before the beginning of school, I finally told Zhuo Feng.

At that time, he was still lying on his stomach in the hospital. The doctor made the examination and told him that he could not walk around casually. Even if he was discharged from the hospital, he could not exercise violently. Zhuo Feng insisted on leaving the hospital. He just wanted to send me to my university and help me arrange my residence and admission procedures like many parents.

After he got into the car, I told him, "brother-in-law, second cousin, don't give me any more money."

He took a breath, put his hand on his back and nodded, "OK!"

I explained, "if you give them enough, people's hearts will change. At the beginning, maybe they are really suffering. If you give them more times, they will feel that it is right to give them money. They will be unscrupulous and make things worse. Brother in law, do you know what I mean?"

Even if it is regarded as cold-blooded and merciless, I don't want to put Zhuo Feng in a dilemma.

That home, that once, even if there is a good, has been covered up in a solemn past, just like the blue sky is full of cobwebs, airtight pressure people breathless.

Zhuo Feng patted me on the top of my head. "I know, this is the last time. I won't give it again. The school is here."

I got out of the car first and helped him down. He turned back and asked the driver to help me take down my salute. Looking at the big school, he frowned, "drow, I regret it."

I asked curiously, "what's the matter? Isn't school good? I don't want to study abroad. "

"No, I regret calling you to live in school."

My heart thumped, as if someone had cut the rope that tied my heart, and my heart fell directly on the ground, smashed to pieces.He went on, "here, I can't take care of you, don't worry."

I looked up at him, he reluctantly stood up straight, tall figure blocked the sun above his head. But I seem to see the pain of his body, is the kind of lost their own baby but helpless.

I fell into his arms, as if such a hug has not appeared for a long time, his taste I am a little strange, but I his warmth is still so that I am intoxicated.

In the face of reality, we are all fighting. Knowing that it is impossible, we still stick to it, holding hands together and rushing to the abyss under our feet.

Arranged the accommodation, he had to help me to flush the campus card, all kinds of card money, fees, but still not at ease, pull me standing downstairs in the dormitory, has been silent.

He endured the pain, frowned, and his face was not very good. My incomparable heartache, "brother-in-law, you go back, I send you back, I always independent."

"I didn't know when the class was coming, didn't I?"

"Brother in law, I don't have class today. I just go back to the classroom to study at night. Some of my classmates haven't come yet. I just sit around."

My brother-in-law looks even more nervous and reluctant than me, which I didn't expect.

"I know. I'll see you again."

"Brother in law, it's not that we can't see each other. I'm just staying at school. I can still see you. Your hotel is next to the school. Brother in law, let me take you back to the hospital. "

He shook his head and looked down at me with a frown.

"You didn't leave me, drow. I was worried about living in high school for a week at most. Now you have to live here for four years. I'm really worried."

I also don't trust him. He lives in a hotel alone, and I can talk with him when I am here. But now he is only lonely except staying up late at work.

But I had to live in school.

He doesn't know. On the night I went through the formalities, I met his father. Xuan'er brought his father over.