I nodded. "I want to see him."
My brother is good to me, but not good to me. It doesn't matter. I've been thinking about this for a long time. In any case, in the past, we were all in a forced environment. I can't blame him for my innocence. In fact, he is also an innocent person under that system.
Zhuo Feng arranged for me to meet in two days.
After I didn't go to military training, I stayed in a hotel all the time and occasionally sent messages to people in the dormitory. Go to the classroom in the evening. During the day, I went to Zhuofeng's company. I've been listening to my brother-in-law talk about the same thing with me these two days. Lu Shao is separated from happy.
I don't have any idea, but I don't think it's that simple according to Zhuo Feng's reaction.
But I didn't ask much. I just wanted to know what I should do after seeing my brother.
This uneasiness has always been with me. It lasted two days. I was nervous until the moment before we met.
But I didn't expect that after the meeting, I was not nervous.
I met my brother when I went to the countryside with Zhuo Feng to find the person who remitted money to me, and then I saw him in the photo. He helps me a lot and we talk on the phone a lot. Once we met, there would be less strangeness between us that I worried about.
He is very talkative. I like to laugh loudly and don't smoke. He drinks a lot. He has the highest voice on the table.
My brother-in-law sat next to me. My brother is beside me, and Lu Shao is on the other side of my brother. There are Gu Chengfeng, who is accompanied by his brother, Du Fei, the boss of the bar, and some people around Lu Shao and Zhuo Feng.
Three tables full of such a large hotel box, toasts, congratulators, the atmosphere is very good.
From time to time, my brother helped me to pick vegetables. He knew what I liked to eat and what I didn't like to eat. Occasionally, he looked at me with a happy face.
I didn't understand why he was so looking forward to such a relationship before. But after listening to what he said after he was drunk, I also felt sad.
"I have no ability and education. I always wanted to make my family have a good life, but what can I do for a good life? It's not about getting ahead. I want to escape from the environment and the mountain village. I don't want to be a part of it, but I can't help it. I have to work hard and think of a way. When I finally got a good chance, I found that my sister I care about most was gone. I was very sad at that time. I searched all over the mountains for two days and nights. The little girl I had been sending candy was gone. I feel sad. "
Speaking of this, my brother's eyes are red, not the kind of red after drinking. There is water vapor in them, which covers his eyes. With a choking sound, he looks up and drinks.
With a sound of putting down the wine glass, the box that was still busy just now suddenly quieted down.
It seems that all of us can understand the helplessness and helplessness at that time, and feel the same sadness.
For a long time, my brother raised his hand and patted me on the shoulder, with a heavy nasal voice. "I had a lot of sisters, but I liked her at that time. I went to see her when she was born. I thought at that time, I must be good to her. I don't know why. Maybe it was because I was the loneliest when I gave birth to her. I was not lonely when I gave birth to her. Ha ha, are you a child It's strange, but she insists on it all the time. I give her things and food, and she goes on. Occasionally, I see her passing by my door. I'm very happy. If only she stayed at my house, but I didn't keep her. She disappeared later. "
My brother's words were intermittent, and my tears came back.
I have never stood in his point of view to think about the problem, but only stubborn that his inaction is his evil.
But we are still children, limited ability, limited vision, I do not understand the truth why he must understand?
I feel deeply before I to his indifference remorse, cover a face, silently looking at his every expression, heart inside dripping blood.
My brother-in-law patted my hand gently. When he comforted me, he didn't say a word, but only looked at me silently.
I wiped the tears off my face and finally burst into tears.
My elder brother pulled me into his arms and held up his glass to shout, "this is my younger sister, my elder brother Xiao's younger sister. Her business is my business. Who dares to bully my younger sister? I told him to come in vertically and go out horizontally. I don't want to touch my younger sister in my life."
His brother's heroic words were announced after drinking on the wine table. It seemed not solemn, but he took this oath and insisted on it until the accident happened.
I think, in my sad voice, there are a few people who treat me like this. No matter how much suffering I suffer, I will not have any complaints. But I was really not sensible at that time.
My brother was so drunk that he was carried away by three people when he left.
Zhuo Feng didn't drink much and his eyes were red. He didn't speak after we came out. He just stood at the door of the hotel and looked at the sky. He didn't know what he was thinking.
Lu Shao also drank a lot, and went upstairs to find a foreign girl. She said that she wanted to contribute.
Gu Chengfeng never spoke. Standing not far behind me, I turned back to tease him, "Gu Chengfeng, don't you find a foreign girl?"
He glared at me, "I'm a foreign guy, do you want to?"I can't laugh. He said this to show that my words made him angry.
I didn't dare say anything more.
"Gu Chengfeng, go back. I'll ask the driver to see you off."
Gu Chengfeng shook his head, "Zhuo Ge, I want to talk with Zhuo Er for a while. Go to your place. You are not at ease here."
Zhuo Feng did not hesitate, nodded and said, "let's go!"
To the hotel, on the seventh floor, the elevator opened, Ding, Gu Chengfeng's chatterbox opened.
"Drow, I haven't graduated yet."
I know. Why do you say that all of a sudden?
I looked at him from the side of my brother-in-law's body. Gu Chengfeng kept looking down at the ground and said, "well, I want to tell you something."
It's not so simple.
Without waiting for me to ask, Zhuo Feng suddenly interjected, "do you think about it?"
Gu Chengfeng continued to nod, "think well, now the company is in the off-season, and I'm on the right track. Everything is very good. There's no movement on my brother's side. I think I still have a lot of time on hand. "
What is this for?
I heard it in the clouds.
"Don't worry, Zhuo. I don't think I'll regret it."
I was in a hurry and asked, "what are you talking about?"
Zhuo Feng looked at me with a strange expression.
I stamped my feet in a hurry and stood at the door of the room, looking at their faces. What does it mean that they are plain and happy?
"What's the matter, say it."
"Drow, are you still friends with me?" Gu Chengfeng suddenly asked me.
"Yes, I am." I nodded heavily.
"That's good. I'm not alone at school."
"Ah?" I stared at Gu Chengfeng with a big smile.
Zhuo Feng helplessly frowned, gently pulled my face, pulled me in, and then said, "Gu Chengfeng is going to your school to be an exchange student, you are alumni."