See Zhuo Feng, I am inexplicably flustered.
It seems that he is a fragile porcelain vase, lying in front of me. As long as I breathe out. He'll be gone forever.
"Brother in law!"
Click. My tears came down in an instant.
"Don't cry." Zhuo Feng's voice is hoarse, and he has lost his former powerful power, but I feel at ease after listening to this call.
"Brother in law. I'm sorry
I don't know why I apologize, I think. Only apologizing can make me feel better.
"Don't apologize. It's my carelessness. Don't cry. Don't cry
His hands are still very hot, give me warm, but his hands are shaking. There was a white bandage around the wrist. It's still permeated with bleeding water. "
"Did you come by yourself?"
"No, my brother is waiting for me outside, and sister Jiajia is also there."
"Who is Jiajia?"
"Jiajia is my bodyguard from brother Lu. He said that after you have an accident, I will also have an accident. It's safer to ask many people around me to protect me. "
Zhuo Feng smiles. Nodded, as if satisfied. "Good. I'm much more relieved."
Does Zhuo Feng know something. Did he come to see me to warn me of something?
But he did not say, just silently holding my hand.
I sat quietly beside him for two hours. Before he left, he told me. "A few days later, I was discharged from the hospital. I'm in my new home. You can go and have a look!"
He has accepted my previous request, I want to leave him, completely leave him.
I don't want to step into a new home in this way.
"Brother in law, I, I will go."
He nodded with a smile, raised his head, gently rubbed my head, and then said to me, "don't walk around. It's dangerous. Come and see me tomorrow."
I smile with tears, "OK, I will come."
After I came out, I held my brother and cried for a long time. I said a lot, "brother, I'm such an asshole. I shouldn't leave him. If I don't leave him, I have reason to take care of him. But now I can even take care of him here. Brother, I'm such an asshole. Why should I leave him? Why? Why can't we be together? Why can't we? Is identity that important? I have nothing now, but I will have it in the future. I can leave the Zhuo family. I don't want the money. I won't fight for anything from the Zhuo family. I'm very grateful that they took me to raise me. How can I want those things? I just want to be with my brother-in-law. Age is very important. We are not brothers and sisters at all. We are not brothers and sisters at all. Ah... "
My brother's voice was stuffy. He patted me on the back and told me, "the problem you are thinking about is too simple. It's very complicated. Do you think that Zhuo Feng, who is so powerful, really cares only about these superficial things? When did he care about his status and money? If it is really the kind of people who care about fame and wealth, they have already made a career, and they can give out more than one billion of assets just to save Li Xiangxiang? You don't know how much influence it had on him at that time. There must be other reasons for this, but we don't know. But you leave doesn't mean anything. If you don't live together, Zhuo Feng will take care of you. Do you think I bought those clothes and shoes for you? I gave you a lot of money, but Zhuo Feng gave it to you. What my brother did was not half as good as what Zhuo Feng did. You are so stupid
For a while, I looked up at him in panic, not believing.
But he laughed, "don't look at me, what I said is true. You make small temperament, say to leave, still say so hurtful words, do you think Zhuo Feng doesn't care? But there is no way, he has to respect your opinion, can only let you go, now regret? Then I'll take you back? "
I pursed my mouth and shook my head. "I don't, I can't go back."
Even so, I can't be together with Zhuo Feng?
"Brother, what can I change when I go back?"
He frowned and thought for a while, shook his head and breathed helplessly, "I don't know, maybe nothing can change. But Zhuo Er, brother said a word from his heart, for you later, you'd better leave him, really, Zhuo Feng worry too much, the burden of responsibility is too much, even if you are desperate together, will not be happy, will harm you. It's better to go now and thoroughly. It will still be a good memory after many years, and it won't become each other's enemies. "
There are many people who hate because of their love. I don't know if Zhuo Feng and I will become like this after we are together. At least now, there are many regrets between us.
"Brother, let's go back now!"
After my brother sent me to school, he gave me a bag and told me, "Zhuo told me I bought it for you. I always want to take care of you, but I've been single for more than 20 years. I don't care about people. Zhuo Feng always reminds me when to buy anything and the brand of milk should be specified. I've bought two. When you drink up, tell me, I'll buy it for you 。”
I took the bag and was in a mixed mood."Well, don't think about it. Go back. Jiajia also lives in your dormitory. There won't be an accident. Don't worry!"
I'm not worried about myself. Ah, my brother is so stupid.
Tomorrow is Friday, we only have one class, or in the afternoon, so today Li Yang and Xie Jingjing went out, it is estimated that they went to the Internet bar, intending to play all night. Recently, they fell in love with a large-scale online game, and they were very happy.
There is only Liu Wei who likes learning and has no entertainment in the dormitory.
She looked up at me, took off her glasses and asked me, "drow, you're back. I thought you wouldn't come back either. I forgot to get hot water."
"It doesn't matter. I'll go and play now. I'll have your kettle, too."
Liu Wei shakes her head, she smiles, "no, I'm used to cold water."
In the school, it needs money to draw water. The previous water room was not repaired, but now it's a personal water room. If you want to go outside the school, you can't take a bath. However, if you want to use hot water, the dormitory will decide who has time to go. Before, it was me and Xie Jingjing. The money was taken together, but Liu Wei never took part in it. Sometimes I don't charge money to draw water. I played it once Water costs two yuan, which is the price of a meal for Liu Wei.
Ah
I thought I was the only one who had troubles. In fact, everyone had troubles.
Liu Wei's family is poor. She is subsidized. She is the first in the mountain area, but she is the last one here. Her foreign language is not good, so she has been watching her reciting words with a foreign language book, working very hard.
In Li Yang's family, her father is an official and her mother is in the court. Her family background is very good. But her favorite boyfriend is childhood sweetheart. However, she was scolded by her family for cheating on her boyfriend not long after she was separated from other places. She was once depressed.
Xie Jingjing's family is well-off, but she comes from a small city. She says that she doesn't lack anything in her family, but it's not very good. But her biggest problem is that she doesn't make progress. She comes in because of her relationship, and her grades can't keep up with her. The fight is first-class. She was almost dropped out of school because of fighting in the past, but now she has been restrained.
And me?
I'm afraid it's the most complicated one.
Ah!
I carry a kettle and Jiajia sitting on the bench outside the school dormitory, looking up at the moon in the sky, curved, really good-looking.
I will drink all the milk box again, Jiajia sister is still sucking the pipe, looking at me with a smile.
I also laughed. Jiajia is so beautiful.
"Sister, you are so beautiful. How did you think of learning Sanda to be a bodyguard?"