Chapter 292

He looked at me. The door of the car was unlocked. I pushed the door open and left. Despite what he told me in the car. "Don't get in touch with her. Be obedient

I don't care what he says when I'm angry.

But I opened the door into the house, this suffocating in the heart of the gas is gone.

Actually, he's right. It's just that I'm picking on the pricks. The anger I bought makes me look down on myself.

In the evening. Zhuo Feng comes back. In the hot milk downstairs, I stood in the stairwell on the second floor with my book and looked at him. He was very tired, his back seemed to be bent, and he frowned deeply. Standing in front of the kitchen. I don't know what I'm thinking.

When I went by, the milk was already in the pot, and I turned off the fire before he recovered. Looking back at me, I was stunned for a moment and washed the pot under the tap. Brush the pot, pour in the milk again, and fire again. Just said to me, "haven't you slept yet?"

"Brother in law. I'm sorry

I hugged him behind me. I apologized. It's from the bottom of my heart, although I don't know why I had to be angry at that time.

"It doesn't matter. It's good to know that it's wrong. Step back to avoid scalding you. "

I let go, he stood aside, he poured the hot milk into the cup, helped me open the chair, and gave me a smile, "come and sit down, drink up and go to sleep."

I obediently walked by, but sat by his side, relying on his arms.

We are like a couple who have loved each other for many years. We don't know how long this dependence has been repeated in our life.

"I expect to be on a business trip tomorrow. It will take me many days." He said suddenly.

Are you going on a business trip again? Recently, he often travels on business. Every time he travels on business, something happens to me.

Even though Zhuo Zhentian has returned to the countryside, I am still like a bird in shock. It seems that I can meet Zhuo Zhentian's people every day to harm me.

"Brother in law, Gu Chengfeng has gone. Who else are you going to call to take care of me?"

Zhuo Feng was stunned. His shoulder was stiff. He shook his head and said, "I told you to live on campus for a few days. No one will come."

"That's good."

"I'm sorry. I thought you'd feel better if Gu Chengfeng was here."

I smile and don't say anything. Sure enough, Zhuo Feng doesn't know me as well as I thought.

"Angry?" He stretched out his hand to pinch my face. I turned to look at him. I could see clearly the black and blue under his eyes. I was extremely worried, "brother-in-law, I'm not angry. I just know something."

"What?" He asked me with a smile.

"You don't really know me."

His hand holding the milk will be in the air, stunned for a long time, then put the cup down, repeatedly rubbing the red fingers of the cup, staring at the table.

I continued, "brother-in-law, am I right?"

He said nothing.

"Gu Chengfeng is my friend. We don't have the relationship you imagined, but friends have boundaries. Gu Chengfeng knows how to avoid it, don't you know? Every time you leave, you have to give me back to him. I can't figure it out. Have you ever thought about how Gu Chengfeng and I felt? The embarrassment of having to face each other? "

Zhuo Feng still didn't speak. My question is not difficult, he just needs to answer yes or no, but I still like all the previous questions, can't get any reply from him.

Zhuo Feng is more and more difficult to understand.

This feeling makes me feel very depressed. I always open my arms and open my heart, but what I get is Zhuofeng's hard shell and even colder silence.

This cold violence makes me very helpless and bored.

I continued, "brother-in-law, when you gave me back to him, you thought we would not be together, but have you ever thought about how I felt at that time? Have you ever thought about Cheng Gufeng? At that time, I didn't know so much. I thought maybe I could forget you when I was with Gu Chengfeng. But I found that I remembered you more deeply. What about you? Do you forget me? When you are together with Miss Li, are you also thinking about me? You can not meet Miss Li now. What about me? Do I have to do the same to forget my previous unhappiness? But why do you return me to Gu Chengfeng every time? As soon as I hear that you are on a business trip, I will think of Gu Chengfeng and me face to face in embarrassment. This kind of injury makes me helpless. Do you know? "

I don't think he knows.

Zhuo Feng still didn't respond. If I didn't see his eyelashes swinging up and down, I thought I was sitting next to a puppet.

I know, these questions, still can not get any answers, he is still like this, always like this, treat me as a child, give me barriers, confine me in his arms, but never ignore my feelings, he is really selfish.

I drank all the milk that was not very hot, touched the corner of my mouth, got up and said to him, "brother-in-law, I want to sleep alone. Good night

I rushed into the study on the second floor and closed the door with a touch, which cut off his silence to me.

But the dark room and quieter study in front of me made me feel more sad.After a while, Zhuo Feng came to knock on the door, "Zhuo Er, come out."

I nestled in the sofa reading, looking at the closed door, ignored.

He continued to knock on the door and whispered, "I'm sorry. Will you stop being angry? I'll explain it to you. "

I was stunned, but this surprise did not bring me any pleasure, I just want to escape.

"Drow, I know you didn't sleep. Listen. Open the door. I'll explain to you. Don't you want to listen?"

Across the door, his voice is a little dull, can be gentle, patience and heavy fatigue.

I can't bear it, "brother-in-law, I'm sleeping. I'll wait until you come back, OK?"

“…… I'm going on a business trip for half a month. Don't you really want to hear it? "

Half a month?

It's been a long time, but it's nothing compared to the five years I've been waiting for him before.

"Brother in law, let's talk about it later. I'm asleep."

“…… All right

He didn't leave in a hurry. There was no footstep outside. For a long time, I heard a sigh from him. It was very heavy, and the footstep of leaving seemed particularly heavy.

This night, doomed me to be unable to sleep.

When I got up in the middle of the night, I drank some water and went back. Looking at the light on in his room, I hesitated to knock on the door, but after hesitation, I turned and left.

I think we need each other's quiet for a while. His business trip is good for me.

The next morning, he didn't knock on my door. I overslept. After I got up, I was dazed and looked at the dazzling sunshine outside to know that I was late.

And he, for the first time, didn't leave me any notes or text messages, even a phone call.

I stood at the door of his room, looking at the traces of his bed, and knew that he had not slept all night.

When I was stunned, my phone rang. I knew it was not Zhuo Feng, but my teacher, Zhang duo.