Because of Gu Chengfeng, my birthday has been cancelled.
I'm not in the mood. I can't say I'm bored. My heart is blocked.
That girl became a vegetable because of Gu Chengfeng. But Gu Chengfeng is innocent. Also because of that girl and was tied up for life.
Because of the family's persecution, led to three people's miserable life, think about it is sad.
It's like I can't see a wisp of hope. Floating on the lake in the world, we can't catch any harbor we can rely on. Even if Zhuo Feng is with me. I still feel floating and insecure.
"Drow. It's not your fault. You can't help. It's family business
"Brother in law. That's true. I'm very sad, because it's family, I feel sad. If it's my business, I can still make a choice, but I can't do anything now. Gu Chengfeng is innocent. He can't be bound by such a marriage all his life. The other party is a moral kidnapping. Gu Chengfeng should not accept it. "
“…… You shouldn't think that, drow. Gu Chengfeng also volunteered. "
I am a Zheng, some don't understand Zhuo Feng. He knew that Gu Chengfeng was forced. Why did he say he was voluntary?
"Brother in law. What do you say? Gu Chengfeng was forced. He didn't volunteer. Why do you say that? "
If he insists again and again, who can push him to the wedding scene.
The truth is that, but isn't Gu Chengfeng also forced by the pressure of his family and the parents?
"Brother in law, he can escape, can't he?"
Zhuo Feng took a deep breath, hugged me, "can be can, but he did not have the courage, after escaping, how to face, how to face? If he has another hope, a running head and a goal of his own, he will do it even if the consequences are very serious, but now he gives up on his own and sees a road without hope and prospect, then since it will be the case in the future, why not jump into this circle, follow the rules and enjoy it? In fact, it's all his own choice. "
Does this mean that Gu Chengfeng didn't see any other way to live to do so?
But why? I don't understand. I'm going to ask.
It took me three days to get in touch with Gu Chengfeng.
In the phone, he is especially quiet, not as much as before, no more talking.
"Drow, I can't go crazy with you in the future."
"Gu Chengfeng, you are a coward." I said.
He sneered, "otherwise, I've always been a coward. At the beginning, I tried my best to rob you every month, but I won't do it any more. I'm really a coward. "
"Gu Chengfeng, you need to be sober. The things between us have nothing to do with your future. Even if we are together, what can you do in the face of today's things? You still choose to shrink back. You always compromise. When did you really fight, you are a coward. I choose my brother-in-law right. He is at least working hard for our future, no matter how hard he is If you persist in difficulties, you will complain. You have never worked hard. "
Gu Chengfeng didn't say a word, just gave me a heavy sigh.
I heard that my heart was even more sad. I roared at the phone and asked him why he had become what he is today, his revenge and lofty ideals. At the beginning, the naughty boy who wanted to fight against the wind and his father lost his backbone because of a very common lovelorn. Why should Gu Chengfeng like me? He didn't deserve it.
I reprimanded him with the most vicious words and wanted to protest against him, but I found that I was the only one who was most excited. He didn't move, even if he didn't return a word to me.
I can't cry out, only he sighs in exchange. This kind of Gu Chengfeng disappoints me so much.
"Gu Chengfeng, you're giving up on yourself. It's another lifetime for you."
I threw the phone, angry shivering, if he really want to insist, I will not go to blessing, he deserves it!
Zhuo Feng stood at the door to see me, but frowned. I looked at him and felt guilty.
Maybe my performance is beyond the concern as a friend, but I really want to help Gu Chengfeng.
"Brother in law, I, I don't mean anything else."
"I know."
He came in and took me to sit on the bed with warm palms, telling me to calm down slowly.
"I know, you know, after all, you've been with each other."
Zhuo Feng's tone is not happy. He is angry.
I want to explain something, but I find I can't explain it. My performance has proved that I have more feelings for Gu Chengfeng than for my friends. No matter how much I say, I can only describe it more and more.
Gu Chengfeng is true to me, I really paid at the beginning, I tried, I can't deny the past between us.
But what about Zhuofeng? He knew that everything between Gu Chengfeng and me at the beginning would be even more sad, because it was he who personally gave me back to Gu Chengfeng that would have been you and me today."I'm sorry, drow."
He said suddenly.
My heart hurt and I fell into his arms.
He hugged me tightly and continued, "at the beginning, I thought that we were really impossible. I was like him. I didn't think that I would work hard. I thought that as long as you live well, I don't care. But after a long time, I found out that I did wrong. I shouldn't push you out to hurt others and myself."
"Brother in law, I don't want you to say that. It's all my fault. I shouldn't eat what's in the bowl and look at what's in the pot."
"No, drow, you don't understand. You don't know what I'm thinking. At first, I thought I was really mean. I occupied you and left you around, but I didn't allow you to approach others and accept you. My abnormal protection and comrades delayed us all. It's my fault. "
Zhuo Feng would never talk like that. It's a bit abnormal today.
I get nervous.
"Brother in law, what do you want to say?"
When he looked at me, his brows were dignified and wrinkled tightly.
"Drow, I respect your choice."
No
Lost voice roar, I can imagine my ferocious face at this time, tears instantly covered my eyes, I don't know, Zhuo Feng can easily push me away, say such words, in his heart, what kind of position am I, why must push me out, he is willing.
"I don't agree."
I pushed him away with great strength. With all my strength, he fell on the bed. When I got up, I pushed him away again, gasping. I could hear the sound of heartbreak.
I glared at him angrily, and with the last breath of my mouth, I passed this hatred to him, "I hate you."
I ran out.
This time, I did not run out of the house, only shut myself in the study downstairs, squatting on the ground, looking at the scenery outside the window.
Zhuo Feng is knocking on the door. He is very worried.
"Drow, drow, be obedient, open the door, listen to me, drow."
"Go away!"
I first told him to get out of my sight. I didn't want to see him again. Why did he push me away? Is separation the last choice? I'm so unimportant. I have to send me to other people's arms before he is willing?
I can't imagine how he can say it.
"Go away, I don't want to see you."
I threw my shoes and slapped them on the door.