Chapter 339

My brother has been living in our residence, never went out, and it doesn't seem that there is much problem. I don't like to talk all day.

Lu Shao found a woman to come here. My brother didn't look. With a wave of his hand, he entered the room.

Lu Shao jokes that my brother is a young girl who can't see a woman. He also tells me that Zhuo Feng and I are really abusive. It's not authentic.

That night, I went into my brother's room with wine and barbecue.

My brother is sitting on the sofa reading e-books. Watch me come in. After putting it down, he sighed at me, "drow."

"Brother. I'll talk to you for a while. I know you're not happy. "

He, um, helped me carry things. He opened the wine for me. He opened a bottle himself and said, "don't drink so much. I have a bad stomach. I vomit every time I drink it. "

I had a drink with a smile. Nodded and agreed, "I'll just eat. I don't want to drink too much to talk to you. "

"Drow. You've grown up. "

"Yes, brother. I'm twenty-one. Using our calculation method, I should be 22 now. Hey, hey. "

"Twenty one is just the end of the new year, not twenty-two. It's not small

"Hey, brother, I know. I didn't think I was a child. You eat this. It's delicious." I handed him a string of mutton kebabs, he took a bite, finished eating, put down the drill, touched his hand, sat up straight and looked at me.

He looks very ugly. He worries about it all day. In fact, no one blames him. Everyone knows his temper and he can't solve the problem by blaming himself. But we all don't know how to persuade him. Today Jiajia told me that if you don't enlighten me, don't keep silent. It will be bad.

Lu Shao helped me prepare barbecue and beer. Before I came in, Lu Shao told me not to say anything unhappy.

Unexpectedly, I didn't mention it. My brother said it himself.

"I was very sad to see you a little bit big."

When he said things in the countryside, I was one of the first two. I couldn't get in touch with them. I didn't want to face those past events, but my brother didn't know. He thought that talking about them often would bring us closer, and I didn't stop him.

Just, the barbecue taste inside the mouth is a little bitter.

"At that time, we were still young. I thought I was heaven. I could support a family. Who knows, I couldn't support myself. I had a hundred family meals for several years. Ha ha, before I came out, I still thought, if possible, I would make everyone have a good life. Who knows, it's gone. I can't walk and scatter. In the end, I'll see you and me The plague is the same, but I can't read, I don't mix black, I don't know what I can do, this is a most don't need to see people's education career

I breathe. My heart is heavy and complicated. My brother wants to come out. But for so many years, he has been forced, helpless and various reasons. He can't get out after lying down and sleeping. Even if he wants to change, it's probably half hanging. It's like the Zhuo family. Two generations of people have joined him. Zhuo Feng has been struggling here for so many years, hasn't he gone out yet ？

Black is black, only more and more black, not white.

"Later Zhuo Feng contacted me. I was very happy. I knew that I had a chance to have a direct contact with you. I also had a sister. Maybe I was too worried at that time. I didn't know that you had a shadow in your heart. I really didn't know."

I nodded, I never blame him, this is my problem, I did not deal with it.

"Brother, I don't blame you. It's my own problem, but I'm ok now." I smile, skin smile, meat don't smile, really uncomfortable.

"If you don't forgive me, at least it can make me feel better. I always do wrong things. I'm soft on your classmates before. I always think that I have to bear more burden on my brother, so Zhuo Feng said that he would take one or two away to give me a warning. I didn't agree. Who would have thought that something really happened later. Blame me. Blame me for not having a brain. "

The elder brother is not without a long brain, but he attaches great importance to friendship. He has never experienced being cared for and cared for since he was a child. Therefore, he is eager to cherish this hard won emotion, which will lead him to suffer losses in his brother's affairs again and again.

This time, the accident was not entirely because of him, but because one of his brothers was taken away. When Uncle Xiong sent the man back, the man was almost out of breath, so he moved his hand in a rage. Fortunately, Lu Shao passed in time, otherwise he didn't know what would happen.

Uncle Xiong took advantage of my brother's weakness to start from him.

But, after all, it's not because of me?

"Brother, do you know why Uncle Xiong is aiming at you?" I asked him.

"I don't know."

It's better not to know, so that I can help him, to be exact, everyone.

I am the source of the culprit, then I come out, will it be better?

As long as my brother is OK, my brother-in-law is OK, and Lu Shao is OK, it's nothing for me to be wronged.

Brother's topic has been entangled in our family affairs, later he mentioned our mother.

"I found her. Zhuo Feng had been looking for her before, but because the information he had was wrong, Li Xiangxiang gave him wrong at the beginning, so I didn't find her right. In fact, it's in the nearby village. People are still alive. It's very good. Don't worry about it."Finally, my brother should have said it to himself. I haven't worried about it from the beginning to the end. My mother's heart only thinks about how to live. She is sure that she is good to my brother. What about me?

I remember when I told my mother that my second cousin and I were bullied, but my mother looked at me and said, "don't talk nonsense, just bear it."

At that time, I didn't understand. I thought she was protecting me. Now I understand that she was the most vicious moment. In order to make her own life better, she even implicated innocent me. I had no choice when I was born. So why should she give birth to me if she can't be a mother? It's better to strangle me when I was born.

"Brother, I see. I'll come to see her when I have time."

I just perfunctory brother, I want to stay away forever, no longer recall those nightmares in the past.

Brother is very pleased, with a smile boast I sensible.

Our topic became more and more heavy. Finally, we talked about Uncle Xiong.

He said, "the worst result is that I go in for a few years, and when I come out, it's OK, or I can't get out in it."

I can't understand why I can't get out. It's not a big deal. How can I not get out? There's no domestic law that doesn't have this option, right?

I looked at him suspiciously, did not want to understand, carrying a wine bottle with his wine bottle hit.

He nodded and said to me, "I'll be by myself for a while. You go to play and clean up yourself. Zhuo Feng is coming out."

I nodded in a daze, came out with a bottle of wine, stood at the door and thought suspiciously, but didn't figure it out.

Just about to ask Lu Shao, Lu Shao over there came over with a phone and said to me, "Annie has come back and said to accompany you. Just tell me, I'll send someone to her sister and tell her not to walk around."