This sentence should be I ask him, but I always can't ask, I'm stubborn like throwing away a toy that I like for a long time. As long as you see it, you want to hold it in the palm of your hand. But I always realized. That toy has a soul, the soul of the people concerned about is not me, I will choose to escape.
I said. "No
He looked at me and nodded. Pull me out.
Helped me with my clothes. I said, "I won't send you today. From Monday to Wednesday, you have to have classes at school. If you want to come back in the evening, tell me in advance, and I will come to pick you up early. If you don't want to come back, send me a * *. I'll arrange my time. "
I wonder, "what are you going to do?"
"I'm a little busy recently. The company is handing over. It is estimated that you will need to sign temporarily, and your phone will remain on. "
"Oh."
Get in the car. He stood at the gate of the hospital to look at me and didn't see me on the bus. Relying on the appearance of the door is like seeing off his wife for a long time, but between us. But never tacit understanding with the husband and wife.
When the car started, Jiajia told me that brother Li would be discharged soon. She has been recovering well recently, so she's going back to Lu Shao.
I'm a little reluctant. But I didn't know what to say. I hung my head and kept quiet in the car. The atmosphere was very urgent.
When the car arrived at the school gate, Jiajia turned back and asked me, "Zhuo Er, I cry when I'm sad. It's heartbreaking to look at you like this."
I asked in surprise, "am I bad at hiding my emotions?"
She nodded.
I finally burst into tears.
Across the car seat, I hugged her. It was really crying. I longed for company. I always longed for it. Jiajia was different from my friends. She was more like my own sister, just like my second cousin who protected me many years ago. I didn't care about the reason, but I was so timid and selfish when I faced my second cousin.
I asked Jiajia, "what if I miss you?"
"I'll come back. Lu Shao didn't tell me where I was going."
"What if I don't know you like my cousin one day?"
She still silent smile, "then ignore, I think of that day, I must have done something wrong, will ask you to forgive.". In fact, Zhuo Er, your mind is too heavy. Some things are not suitable to be put in your heart. You care about Zhuo Ge. Everyone can see that. Zhuo GE has not been able to tell everyone recently, but you can't keep silent all the time. You are not happy in your heart. You have to ask, talk and make trouble. You are so rational that people look a little abnormal. Girls sometimes act coquettishly to make people feel normal. If you are too rational, people will think that you don't care about these things, you know? "
I know, I know, I know the truth, but I just can't accept it.
I can't watch Zhuo Feng unhappy because of other women, and I can't accept that it's because of Xu Jiaojiao.
If you can't forget the past, why accept the present?
I don't know if it's too selfish for me to think like this. I never thought about it like this before when we were not together. But now, I'm eager to get all of Zhuofeng's body, heart and even his hair should be mine.
"Sister Jiajia, am I too selfish? I know that he still has some illusions about the past. I know that he can't forget Xu Jiaojiao, but I just can't accept it now. "
Jiajia took a breath and said in a low voice, "it's normal to be selfish. You can't accept it. But you have to say it. Only by saying it can Zhuo know. Otherwise Zhuo won't realize it. He will always follow his own way of thinking and recall it. Do you want to make him unhappy? He's also in a dilemma. After all, it's a man, it's a clear path. He suddenly dies in front of you. Don't you care? "
I was shocked, and I looked at her in a daze.
Jiajia laughed, "you are just too sensible and thoughtful. Sometimes you need to make trouble out of nothing to save some things and people, Zhuo brother care about you, this is for sure, but have not forgotten Xu Jiaojiao, this requires you to find the answer together, right? Have you forgotten Xu Jiaojiao? "
I, I didn't.
My answer is very affirmative, so Zhuo Feng certainly won't either.
It's just that it's important to remember what the meaning is.
Is it because of emotion or memory or guilt? Many, many, many, I don't know. Is Zhuo Feng clear?
I can't participate in the memory of the past. I'm more inclined to interfere with power, but I can help Zhuo Feng forget to face it directly.
"Thank you, Jiajia."
"No, just figure it out. I don't feel good watching you all day long. I'll go back. If you go back on Thursday, it's brother Li who will pick you up. Brother Li said he would take over directly. I'll go back to help Lu Shao with a lot of things in the company."
I nodded heavily, "OK, sister Jiajia, I have time to ask you out to play."She said with a smile, "well, I like you and your classmates very much. Let's go when you ask me out. I'll be late soon."
I finally hugged her, very tight, this sister like woman, gave me a lot of protection, from the heart to the body, I sincerely appreciate her.
When I got out of the car, I saw Annie coming. One of her elective courses was near my class.
"Annie." When I called out her name, Annie suddenly looked back at me and turned white.
I nervously walked over and looked at her, "what's the matter?"
She nervously grabbed my hand, walked to the corner, looked around and asked me, "do you see anyone?"
"Who? I just got off the bus and was preparing to go to class."
"Ah, it's really big hearted. Your father came just now and pulled the banner at the gate of the school. He made a lot of trouble. He also spilled paper money and said that you killed the second cousin. He came to you to settle the accounts. The school security called the police and took the person away. Didn't you meet him?"
I was shocked and looked at her with wide eyes.
She stamped her feet anxiously, "don't be stunned, go back to the dormitory with me to hide."
I shake my head, I am afraid, very afraid, even if I have forgotten my grandmother's appearance, but I will never forget my father's appearance in my life, his ferocious face and the calloused hand, I always can't forget, I tremble at the thought, but I can't hide, can't hide.
"Annie, I, I want to go to class. Now my father has been taken away. He won't come again."
"Yes, but the influence is not good for you. Your father holds up your photo and doesn't know where the recent photo comes from. You are wearing high school uniform. Hey, don't look at it. Come back to the dormitory with me. Let's find a way."
She grabbed my hand to go to the dormitory, all the way fast, left and right observation, also want to be a thief.
But I'm not the one who does the evil.
"Annie, don't do that. I'll just go back. You don't have to go to class. You go to class. I'll go back myself."
"No, I'm not sure. Hey, hey, hide. Hurry up, hide. That's the group. Hide." Before I saw anyone, Annie pulled me aside and squatted behind the bush. After a while, a group of people came running in front of me. One of the men was speechless and scolded, "that bitch didn't come to class. If she caught her, she would definitely take her back to the village. If she didn't pay back the money she sold to my grandfather at that time, she would catch someone and give birth to a baby."