Chapter 361

Zhuo Feng didn't speak all the time. The car stopped on the side of the road and looked at the front quietly.

A long time later. He just said. "Are you ready?"

I don't know. I just had this idea all of a sudden. I wanted to see him, or rather. It's OK to scold him, at least to make myself better.

He continued. "He's the beginning of all your bad luck. Do you really want to see him? "

“…… I don't know. "

"Think about it. People can die and meet at any time, but you have to know that you only live once

Zhuo Feng took good care of me for five years. I feel the good things he brings me all the time. It's like I've long forgotten all those nightmares. Can face again, I really have courage?

I looked down at the vamp. No strength.

He held the hand tightly. Tell me softly, "people are always there. You want to see just one step on the gas, but you should know. And after that? "

Yeah, after we met. What did I do in the past? Scold him. What can be solved by beating him? It may be counterproductive.

"Drow, your father He is incompetent. You can totally recognize him. He is different from your second cousin. You always feel sad about your second cousin. After all, she protected you when she was very young, but what she did afterwards has hurt you. Your second cousin told your father about your life and leaving the country, you know? "

Ah?

I was shocked.

He took a breath and hesitated to go.

I opened my eyes to his face, waiting for him to continue to tell me some more unacceptable answers.

After a long silence, he continued, "I don't want to tell you a lot of things. I want to protect you, but I find that sometimes such protection hurts you. Maybe Lu Shao is right. My overprotection will make you lose some ability to protect yourself, but I don't want to look at you sad. Why did your second cousin come to you because she wanted to buy a car for her three sons and live the same life as others. People who idled all day and didn't go out to work also wanted to get rich. Do you think this is kind? Maybe she did help you in those years, but why did that kind of kindness change? I often wonder why people become so kind Like, can money solve everything, family is not important? I didn't know until I saw my father and the changes of your second cousin that money is really the first evil, including your father. "

"I'm not going. Don't do that."

Zhuo Feng may not be much better than me. I feel even more sad to see him sad.

"I'm ok. I'm just worried about you, drow. You should know that it's wrong to guess some things with a kind heart. People have ulterior motives. You can't see the deep heart through a layer of belly. Many things will go bad, especially greed. There are too many examples of family becoming enemies for money. I think I should be glad to meet you, even if I suffer too much pain Bitter, you still keep the original intention. I don't want you to become like them, blinded by hatred. You can go to see your father, but you are not ready to face it with an ordinary heart. It will make you very sad and become like others, you know? "

I know. I know everything.

I'm not fragile. Zhuofeng doesn't want me to be hurt by hatred and become cold-blooded.

I nodded heavily. "I'm not going. I'm not going. I'm not ready."

He nodded, sighed, and held me in his arms! It's nice to have you. "

I looked at him a little confused, his grief at a glance, my heart was shocked, very painful.

Is he really talking about me? Does he really love me? If the people who are accompanying him now are not me, but some other adopters, will that be the same?

Is not unique, then this love or love?

"Let's go back!"

I think I should go back and think about it.

After dinner, we were in the study together, I reviewed, he reviewed the documents, occasionally looked at each other and laughed at each other.

At night, I agreed to ask where all the people he had funded had gone. Zhuo Feng didn't hesitate and said to me, "there are three in all. Now two of them have taken part in the work. One had a car accident some time ago and has already left."

When he said this, I kept staring into his eyes, trying to find different emotions.

He chuckled, pinched my face, laughed at me and said, "fool, what are you thinking? I haven't seen any of them. I only have their information. They are all homeless children I found by accident when I was sketching from life, and then I sent some money. I haven't seen them for so many years. "

"Do they know who you are?"

He shook his head, "unless someone just told me, the information is confidential. Don't you know there is an adoption website, there will be many children in need of financial assistance. You can go to it when you have time, but now many of them are false information. You also want to do good deeds. I can help you connect."

I shake my head. I can't make money myself. I didn't go back to work in the bar for a few days before. Where I have money to give to others, my money belongs to my brother and Zhuo Feng. Even if it's subsidized, I have to wait until I make my own money in the future."I just asked."

He hugged me and patted me in his arms. He coaxed the child like, "fool, don't think about it. Go to bed quickly. Get up early and go to school tomorrow."

"Yes."

He turned off the light, covered the quilt, I nestled under his arm, carefully sniffed the smell of his body.

Quilt is new, there is a little sunshine aroma, I gently closed my eyes, enjoy a quiet sleep, do not want to, the phone came.

I turn over irritably, Zhuo Feng answers the phone, also some impatient, "what's the matter?"

"Zhuo Ge, that man called me. Just now, I'm going there. It's near the school. You should be able to make it. I'm almost there." It's Gu Chengfeng.

Zhuo Feng and I are all over, and both of us sit up straight. Zhuo Feng yells nervously, "don't mess around, don't go there, wait for me."

Zhuo Feng hung up the phone, put on clothes, I also ran out, I also want to go, he looked at me, helplessly said, "can't throw yourself at home, then you put on clothes to go with me."

I casually put on a thick dress to keep up with him.

Zhuofeng's car was driving fast and soon arrived at the place.

No, we only saw Gu Chengfeng's car, but not his people.

Zhuo Feng pulled me around for several circles, and kept calling Gu Chengfeng. Gu Chengfeng had no one to answer.

We walked around the school for two times, and finally we sat in the car and waited. Zhuo Feng was really worried and called someone to look for him. Finally, someone found Gu Chengfeng's phone, but didn't see half of him.

It's too late. There's no one on the street, let alone someone to ask.

Anxious after we turn round and round, Zhuo Feng's phone rings again. It's Xu Jiaojiao's number.

He answered, hands-free, "who is it?" Zhuo Feng asked in a low voice.

"Ha ha, it's me, Zhuo Feng. Don't you miss me?"

My heart will fly out, if it's really Xu Jiaojiao's voice.