I lay quietly as if I didn't hear.
Zhuo Feng made a lot of phone calls outside, with warnings. There is a threat. And tell them how to do it.
I can't hear a word.
When he comes back. I pretended to close my eyes, but he found out.
"Did you wake me up?"
I shook my head and still closed my eyes.
"Get up. How about going out for a walk? "
He shook my hand. I jumped all over. Tears came out of my eyes. Burn my face.
"Zhuo Feng!" I cry out. If Zhuo Feng's attitude towards me is a little wrong, I will definitely give up. But his performance made me more determined to be together.
"Fool. What are you crying about? Get up, get up. " Zhuo Feng picked me up. We nestled up to each other and warmed each other.
On a dark night like this. I suffered from my family and he suffered from his family. I didn't think about it. It's a world of difference. The age difference is ten years, but now we have become the last dependence on each other.
"Zhuo Feng. Shall we go home? "
He was silent for a moment. He bowed his head to kiss me, a little cold, and said in a hoarse voice, "OK."
He came out with me in his arms, and then brother Li helped to open the car door, "do you want to go back now?"
Zhuo fengen let out a sound, sat in the car, bowed his head and told me, "brother Li has been discharged from the hospital, and has been with you ever since. Don't be nervous."
I held his hand, hid in his arms, nodded, and kept my eyes closed, but I could hear, but I didn't want to see anything around me.
The car drove very fast, and soon arrived at our home. Zhuo Feng didn't let go. He held me, got off, went upstairs, and went to the bed of the room.
When the quilt is covered, I hold myself together. It seems that only in this way can I make myself feel at ease.
Zhuo Feng lay down and helped me unbutton my clothes. We hugged each other tightly.
"Zhuo Er, you have a class tomorrow. I'll have someone show you a video in the classroom. You can watch the live class, but you can't go. I'll record it for you, OK?"
I nodded.
"There aren't many courses recently. I'll ask someone to tutor you for those left behind. Don't worry about failing."
"Good."
"Study is very important, life is also very important, you don't need to think about many things, you know? And me, and me, I'm sorry. "
He repeatedly apologized to me, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
I shake my head. It's not his fault, it's our distance.
Age, identity, background, family, this important mountain pressure down, make us feel powerless.
This night, I was extremely restless and always woke up. The reporter's eyes were like knives carved on my heart and my body. The sharp questions repeated in front of me over and over again. The microphone, camera, and many eyes waiting to see a good play would defeat me.
Public opinion will flatten a person, even if it is hard to beat.
When I got up in the morning and opened my eyes, there was no Zhuo Feng around me. I sat up and yelled his name at the empty bed, "Zhuo Feng, Zhuo Feng, brother-in-law..."
With a bang, the door of the bathroom is pushed open. Zhuo Feng's wet body comes out and looks at me in panic. Regardless of the water on the body, hold me tight, tap my back, "I am, I am."
"I thought you were gone. I thought you didn't want me."
"No, no, I will never want you in my life. I'm here. Don't cry."
Regardless of his wet hair, I held him tightly, trying to integrate each other into each other's bodies.
It was a long time before I calmed down.
He took a deep breath and said, "I'm taking a bath. I came back yesterday with sweat. Don't you dislike it?"
I sucked my nose, shook my head and said, "I didn't like it. I thought you were gone again."
"Fool, I said I won't leave today. Stay at home with you. Don't cry."
I choked, barely laughed and nodded.
"Fool!"
Looking at his wet body, strong body, tight muscles, I squeezed him.
He smiles, grabs my hand, "wash together."
"Good."
The bathroom was still full of dense fog, which covered the glass. He opened the shower, washed the bathtub, jumped the water temperature, and carried me in.
I stood inside waiting for him, he washed and helped me to take off the clothes inside and come in. We held together and half lay in the big bathtub.
The bathtub is round, half a meter deep. The water doesn't need to slow down. The body will float up involuntarily. He hugs me and leans on the edge. I fall in his arms and feel his temperature.
Water flow under the body, slowly flowing, like a pair of hands, around us.
He helped me wipe my back with a towel, gently.
"Drow, does it hurt here?"
I looked back in amazement and couldn't see it. Shaking my head, I said, "it doesn't hurt. What's the matter?""It doesn't matter. It will reduce the swelling."
"Oh."
I lowered my head to play with the duckling he put in the water conservancy and a swimming fishing boat. He laughed at my childishness.
"Childish, you still buy it. There are many small animals over there. Here, there are spongy babies."
"Well, I know you like it."
"Am I still childish?"
"Not naive."
He patiently helped me wipe my back, sprinkled bath salt, a little bit to scrub, rub to the armpit, I giggle, "itch."
"And here?"
"Cluck, itch, itch. Oh, don't move. It's itchy."
He didn't give up, grabbing me, grabbing my itch, splashing, flying in the bathtub.
After a while, he hugged me. I was looking at him from the opposite side. His face was full of water beads, which made his face even whiter. I don't know when he shaved his beard, which made his face even whiter.
I scratched his chest, he frowned, looked down and said, "it's broken."
"No, just a drag and say hello."
"What else is there to say hello to? What about this? "
Kiss stick up, I tilted my head, did not avoid, lips and teeth intersect, scared me half of the body are numb.
"Drow, is that ok? Now? "
I smile and nod.
Kiss up, with a touch of toothpaste flavor, fresh and charming.
This time he was very gentle, every time he asked me if I could, to test my heart.
"Is that ok?" Suddenly deep, I snorted, confused among them.
Coming out of the bathroom, it's more than nine o'clock. Brother Li has made breakfast downstairs. Now it's hot for three times. He is sitting on the sofa looking at the newspaper. When he sees us coming down, he immediately puts the newspaper away and gets up to look at us.
"Have you eaten?" Zhuo Feng asked him.
"Yes, your estimation is not good. I'll make it again?"
Zhuo Feng looked at me and asked for my opinions.
I shook my head, "no, you can eat it when it's hot. Thank you, brother Li. Are you really well when you get up so early?"
"It's OK. Go to eat. I'll talk to Zhuo Feng."
I nodded obediently and let go of Zhuo Feng's hand. I went to the dining room and sent the food to the microwave oven.
Outside the dining room, there was the sound of turning newspapers.
There was a crash, followed by the silence of the two.
I guess there are some reports about me in that newspaper.
I didn't dare to go out to see it. I was afraid that I would see something that I couldn't accept. I didn't want Zhuo Feng to go out and say, "it shouldn't be a big problem. In a small corner, I've asked people to check it. The other party said it's a new propaganda company, and the background hasn't been found."