Chapter 391

It's my fault. I like Zhuofeng. I wanted to use Gu Chengfeng to forget Zhuofeng. It's mean.

He hates me. It should be. But I didn't know he hated me all the time.

"Yes..."

"Don't apologize. I won't forgive you for apologizing. Go out! "

My heart is very painful, the harm to Gu Chengfeng has become a gap that we can never cross. Friends can't do it, lovers can't do it.

"Gu Chengfeng. I... "

"Stop it. Let's go. It's still a friend. Just don't mention your engagement to me

I nodded heavily. I wanted to say something more. Zhuo Feng knocked at the door behind me. Shut up immediately.

"Let's go!" Gu Chengfeng turned his back to me.

I gave a hum. Turn around and come out.

Zhuo Feng's face is not very good. My estimation is the same. Let's have a look at each other. Without speaking, Zhuo Feng looks at Gu Chengfeng inside. I pulled Zhuo Feng to go outside, "go. Come on, I'm hungry. I want to eat supper

“…… Let's go Zhuo Feng is still looking back. He wants to ask Gu Chengfeng what I look like.

Come out. Zhuo Feng drove to a nearby night shift, which was very busy. There were many people coming and going. Zhuo Feng ordered a light rice porridge, while I held a bowl of soup and didn't drink it.

He handed me the spoon and asked, "aren't you happy?"

I nodded and asked him truthfully, "why do you care about Miss Li?"

"Because she is Miss Li."

That's a far fetched reason.

"Zhuo Feng, we are engaged." I showed him the ring.

He grabbed my hand and wiped it. Then he put my hand down. "Miss Li is Miss Li. You are you. You are different. I owe her

"You have enough. Now she owes you."

"No, much worse."

I don't understand. I put down the soup bowl with a touch, but the sound was not loud. I still felt that I used my strength, and I was very angry.

"Don't be angry, drow. Let's go back and talk about it."

"No, now that you're making decisions without asking my opinion, have you ever thought about my feelings? You say you owe her, but I don't understand why you owe her. Is it enough to buy her a life with all your money? Now that she's out, isn't it enough to send her to Gu Luo? What do you owe her? Because you used her? But don't forget that I also used Gu Chengfeng. Should I help Gu Chengfeng now? Zhuo Feng, you should make it clear that I am your girlfriend now. It's me, it's me, it's me. "

I speak very quietly, like chatting, but I really can't restrain my emotions. He Zhuofeng can stand up to everyone. Why must I be sorry?

Miss Li is a scar on his heart. Don't I?

He felt sorry, Li Xiangxiang would always be responsible. What about me?

Should I go to sympathize with Gu Chengfeng and help him regardless now?

If today's thing was me, Zhuo Feng would not agree, or even pull me away without giving anyone face. But I can only watch him stick to his own ideas and do what he wants to do, but I have to face Gu Chengfeng's resentment against me and can't do anything.

It's not fair.

Zhuo Feng stares at my eyes for a long time, the mark of brow is deeper and deeper, take a breath, but he doesn't say anything.

I drank up the soup, ate the noodles, had enough to eat and drink, threw the money, got up and left.

Zhuo Feng followed me silently.

He got into the car and smoked a cigarette outside before he came in.

We never talked.

At home, I am used to changing clothes first and then taking a bath. When I take a bath, Zhuo Feng is not in the room. The balcony window is open. Behind the fluttering curtains is his smoking figure, standing in the corner, looking at the lonely night.

I stood behind him and didn't call him.

Who is wrong in this matter today?

I think I'm right.

I lay on the bed, holding the quilt and shrinking into a ball. When I was confused, I knew Zhuo Feng was lying down behind me, so I took a bath. I had some moisture on my body, because I had to sleep under a thick quilt with the air conditioner on. He helped me pull up the quilt, put his hand on my waist, very quietly, and whispered to me, "I have to do this."

I suddenly wake up angry, staring at the curtain in front of me, how can't sleep, suddenly get up, back to him and ask, "give me a reason, OK?"

He turned over and after a while replied, "I owe her."

I sneer, "I also owe Gu Chengfeng. He told me today that he hated me all the time, you know? "

He didn't speak, just lay quietly.

He won't compromise on this matter, and I won't compromise either. How can he calm us down regardless of my feelings?

I turned around and stuffed him with a pillow. "You sleep next door."

He was stunned for a moment, did not move, and put the pillow back, pull my hand, "don't make a fuss, Miss Li is Gu Luo's girlfriend, I help out of friend's face, you don't think.""I don't think about it. Zhuo Feng, we are engaged. Miss Li is your ex girlfriend. Now you tell me that you take the initiative to help me because you owe her. Have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever thought about it? If it was me, the missing one was Gu Chengfeng. I said I would help you and I owe Gu Chengfeng, would you like to?"

“…… Zhuo Er, things are far from as complicated as you think. Can we not be unreasonable? "

Well, I've always been like this. Why do you say I'm unreasonable now, just because I don't agree with him to go to miss li?

I shake off his hand, "Zhuo Feng, if you don't go out, I'll go out."

He also reached out to pull me, I was very angry, thinking that he used to hold Li missing's hand, I was inexplicably uncomfortable. Turning back, I patted him on the back of his hand with a loud bang.

I was surprised, staring at him, he also looked at me, but I still said, "I don't accept this reason." Holding the pillow, I came out.

After thinking about it, I didn't go next door. I ran to the first floor and entered the study.

Looking at the dark study, my heart is like falling into an ice cave, very cold, very painful, very helpless.

Miss Li, Miss Xu, have really become a barrier between us.

I can't sleep on the sofa. I don't know why the air conditioner here is so cold that I can't adjust the temperature. I can only sleep in a blanket.

When I woke up in the morning, I was in bed.

I look around, I don't know when I came back.

Behind him came Zhuo Feng's voice, "don't move, you have a fever."

I tried my forehead. It's really hot, and I feel uncomfortable. My bones are going to fall apart, and my head is very heavy.

I lay down again with my back to him.

He walked around my body, touched my forehead, and asked me, "what do you want to eat? I'll do it. I've just taken some medicine. It will take a while to reduce the fever."

I shook my head, do not want him to touch me, "you go to Miss Li, I want to sleep, do not want to eat."

He was quiet there, retracted his hand, and said for a while, "have some. I made some soup."

If you don't answer my question directly, you just want to go to miss li.

I really don't understand why he has to do this.

How I feel really doesn't matter at all?