Chapter 394

As I wash clothes, I scold Gu Chengfeng as a jerk, but he sleeps soundly.

But when I went out with the clothes I had just washed, it suddenly occurred to me that I had no clothes on. Looking outside, Gu Chengfeng fell asleep. I just want to go out and look for his clothes. Just crept to the wardrobe, Gu Chengfeng's hand stretched out.

I was startled to see that he still had his eyes closed. I also turned back and turned off the light, "Gu Chengfeng, you let me go. Stop it. I'll find a dress and go

"Drow, drow. I miss you so much... "

"Gu Chengfeng, you drink too much, you wait. I'll go out and have a look. I think I heard the door ringing. I remember I closed it

"Drow, drow. You don't go

He didn't let me go. I didn't pull it out after several times. Just then, the door opened.

My face stiffened with shock. Qi and blood are surging up, and the premonition is not good.

Did Xie Jingjing come up. Is she the one who opened the door?

No, with the light of the phone. I saw Zhuo Feng's face.

I was completely shocked, and a white shirt I was carrying fell to the ground with a crash. Just about to pick it up, Gu Chengfeng used his strength to drag me over.

Bad!

It's hard to argue.

I don't know how Zhuo Feng pulled me out of Gu Chengfeng's arms. All I remember is that he kept calm, held me in his arms, sat in the car and said nothing.

I was still wearing his coat, which was very thick and made me sweat.

I rubbed my hands awkwardly and looked at him secretly.

I think I should explain.

"Gu Chengfeng vomited all over me. After I washed my clothes, I remembered that I had no clothes to change. I was looking for clothes, and you came in. He was drunk."

“…… Yes

My heart hissed in pain.

Zhuo Feng is always silent when he is angry.

"I came out to play because it was too boring, and Gu Chengfeng said that there were others, so I called Xie Jingjing together. Many of us knew each other and were classmates. We went to the bar we used to go to, but we didn't go anywhere else."

“…… Yes

Hiss makes the heart ache.

I continued, "I didn't tell you because I was worried that you were asleep, and I just came out to play. It's nothing. I haven't played with my classmates all the time, and I think it's very novel. I'm also eager to be with my classmates. I didn't know it before, but now I've lived in school for a long time. I've been with people of the same age for a long time before I know it's actually very good. I can adapt to it. "

“…… Yes

Ah, it's very painful. I can't breathe because of the pain. I don't have the courage to continue.

I'm wrong about this.

But I don't know where I was wrong.

He did not speak, I did not have the courage to continue to say, if still misunderstood, I can only say so, really misunderstood ah.

"Drow."

"Yes?"

"We're ten years apart."

I nodded. Yeah, I know. I don't care.

"You should be at the age of playing with your classmates at school, crazy and energetic."

I nodded. "Yeah, I feel energetic with them, too."

"But I don't have it. I don't want to play now. I can't play any more. My idea is different from yours."

"I know. I didn't force you, so I'm explaining. You can't accept it. I'll pay attention next time. I Zhuo Feng, what do you mean? "

I have a bad feeling. What does he mean by that? Isn't it always like this between us?

"This is the generation gap, which I have been worried about. I can't fit into your circle, and you can't adapt to my circle. It will make us have no common topic. Even if there is, we can only focus on our past. Xu Jiaojiao, Li Xiangxiang, Gu Chengfeng, Feng Ke, these people will call you. I only think of the bad past. "

No good?

I frowned and thought, it seems that there are few.

"Zhuo Feng, what do you want to say?"

I look down and hold the ring on my ring finger. My heart is bleeding.

He started the car without saying anything. After a while, he said, "let's go back."

I sit awkwardly, quietly listening to the wind blowing outside the window door, clapping on my face, incomparable pain.

At home, my face was feverish, but my whole body was shaking.

He opened the door and got out of the car. Come and help me open the door.

I got out of the car, he took my hand, startled, "you still have a fever."

I shook my head. "No, I just blew it. I blew it too much. That's it."

He didn't believe it. He touched my forehead, and then came up to me to test with his cheek. He held me up. I feel a whirl, blink of an eye on the third floor.

He was a little asthmatic. He had a thin sweat bead on his nose. He closed his lips tightly and helped me cover the quilt. He turned back to find the antipyretic medicine for me. I held a water cup and waited for him to give me the medicine. He looked up and ate it. He pulled me to lie down and put a towel on my forehead.I looked at him eagerly and felt that we were really poor.

We can not do without each other, but also know that there are too many involved between each other, these involved are not happy but sad.

He can't be magnanimous, and I can't fully accept it. We are closely integrated, but there is a knife across each other.

He noticed that I was looking at him, took a breath, leaned on my side, and asked me helplessly, "don't be willful, OK?"

I shook my head. "I'm not self willed. I'm sober now. I know what I'm doing. I'm not angry. Zhuo Feng, don't you look at me? Take a good look at me. I've grown up. I'm not the little girl you raise around me now. I'm a woman. You can see clearly. "

Women should be independent, have their own ideas and be able to do their own things.

I am growing up slowly, but Zhuofeng is still living in the days when I am by his side and look up to him forever.

He looked at me in a daze, and the emotion in his eyes was very complicated.

I continued with a smile, "you're not used to it, are you? Didn't notice I was a woman, thought I was a little girl? "

He bowed his head and said nothing.

"Zhuo Feng, I will always grow up, but I haven't changed to you. If it was in the past, I would not care what you were thinking in your heart. My world is so big, only you, but people will grow up. Now I can't tolerate others in your heart. I really can't tolerate them at all. Can you understand?"

He remained silent.

I don't want to go on. There are many contradictions between us.

He doesn't want to face it head on, so I won't say it!

Close your eyes, I turned my back and never spoke again.

Throughout the day, the high fever repeatedly improved several times. Zhuo Feng insisted on taking me to the hospital, but I couldn't go. After taking the medicine several times, the fever finally stabilized and I had an appetite.

Xie Jingjing scolded me for being a pigeon, but it was really a pleasure to have breakfast with the male god. She also showed off in her circle of friends. She happily went back to the dormitory in the car of Gu Chengfeng male god, and when I got well, she went back with her to commit flower mania.

Zhuo Feng has been at home all day, occasionally calling to ask him to go out has been postponed.

Although we face each other, we never talk to each other.

In the evening.

I took a bath, packed my schoolbag and planned to go to the classroom early tomorrow morning.

At this time, he came to me and hugged me.

"I've been thinking about it all day. I'm sorry. I'm too selfish."

I turned around with a smile, "I don't blame you."

His phone rings at this time. He hesitates to take it out and take a look at the name. At the same time, our faces change greatly.

It's Miss Li.