"Drow!"
Zhuo Feng cried out my name powerlessly, and his eyes turned red.
I kept shaking my head and put on my clothes in a panic. I think I'm a clown now. They amused each other. I feel happy, but I'm just a monkey in a circus.
The tears came down and snapped. I broke away from Zhuofeng, grabbed my hand and screamed. "Let me go. You're an asshole. "
I always thought that this kind of calculation was no longer needed between us. Even if he went, he could make it clear to me. I couldn't have agreed to explain why, but he did it first and then. I thought that if I wanted it like this, I could let everything go. This is the man thinking of Rencha, taking women as dolls.
I rushed down the mountain like crazy, wiping my tears as I ran. Behind him is Zhuo Feng driving after me. At first, I was still shouting my name. Later, I just drove silently to follow me.
At the foot of the mountain, I was very tired. Sitting on a stone, looking at the sky that is getting dark.
I used to think the stars in the sky were beautiful. Twinkle, twinkle in the endless darkness. But now I feel that the black is really terrible, the black can't see the bottom. It's disorienting.
Zhuo Feng got out of the car, came over and stood one step away from me. The slap I just slapped him was still looming on his face.
I stare at him, full of contempt in my heart, I never know that Zhuo Feng is a scum like many men who don't know how to take care of women's feelings.
"You go away."
I said in a cold voice.
"Come back with me. We'll talk about it later."
"It's none of your business where I go."
“…… Drow, I know you're angry. I've been explaining. Why don't you listen? " Zhuo Feng doesn't understand.
Don't he understand? What I said is very clear. Don't treat me as a child who doesn't understand. Why can't you tell me directly when you do something and never consider my feelings? I've really had enough.
He can do what he wants, but what about me? I've always been passive with him.
"Zhuo Feng, you explained clearly, but this is not the reason between us."
“…… I know He still walked towards me, although he sat beside me, looked at me, and said with a weak sigh, "I'm wrong, but I have to do this."
"So don't worry about my feelings?"
"No
"But you did. Zhuo Feng, you know, you know in your heart, Miss Li will only threaten you, she will not be upset, she is different from Xu Jiaojiao, she uses you because she knows what you fear most is women's suicide, you will be cheated every time, right? "
Zhuo Feng said nothing.
Now that the matter has been made clear, I have to say, "Miss Li said that you have three of us in your heart. She asked me who is the most important position in your heart, ha ha..." I sneer, can not continue to say, in short, I am not important.
Zhuo Feng hangs his head and grabs my hand.
I took my hand out. "Don't touch me. I feel sick."
He froze. "Drow, come on."
"You forced me, Zhuo Feng. I said I didn't agree with it. You can do it. But why didn't you ask me for advice? Why? You still think I'm a kid, don't you? Once upon a time, when I was a child, you gave me back to Gu Chengfeng. Later, when I was a child, you missed Li together. In the end, when I was a child, you only said that you would take care of me for a lifetime. You have always lived according to your own wishes. Have you ever thought about me? Look at me. I'm a man, a living man. "
I tugged at his collar, and he looked up at my face.
I know that at this time my appearance must be very ugly, ferocious face is full of tears, my heart is bleeding, I want to fight to tell him that I am not a child, do not use the excuse that I am a child to hurt me.
"Zhuo Feng, I'm not going to die."
I pushed him away and continued down the mountain.
I didn't know how long I had left. I felt my pocket. All the money was in my schoolbag. Looking back, I saw that Zhuofeng's car was not there. I didn't know if he didn't come down with me. But when the cars came and went, I chose to take a taxi. Fortunately, the phone was in my pocket.
I told Anne to wait for me at the school gate. I didn't have any money.
Annie didn't ask me why. She just told me to be careful on the way and sent her coordinates.
After arriving at the school, Annie paid for me and took me outside the school. We went directly to my bar and closed the door of the office. Then Annie asked me, "have you had a fight?"
"Annie, don't ask me now. I don't want to say it. Give me some time."
"OK, I'll stay with you. Do you want to drink? I'll stay with you when you get off work. Jingjing is also there."
I Leng for a while, or nodded agreed.
Today, Du Fei didn't come. Annie and I were the only ones in the office. Not long after Xie Jingjing got off work, I also chose to get off work. After signing in, I calculated the wages for the odd workers. Finally, I checked the accounts and locked the door of the office.After a while, the accepted accountant came to check with me and let me go after confirming that it was right.
After we went out, we ordered the treasure chest, opened the door and went in. The wine Annie ordered was cut off. I looked at the cans of beer. With the sound of opening the wine, my heart was pounding.
"Zhuo Er, drink, sisters accompany you, the big deal won't go to class tomorrow." Xie Jingjing brings the bottle to me.
I Leng for a moment, looking at Xie Jingjing, once again with sincerity said, "sorry, I'm too selfish."
"It doesn't matter, everyone's personality is caused by the growth environment. I don't blame you. Since I choose to be friends with you, I know I can't care about your strange temper. Drink it!"
I sincerely thank you, holding a bottle of wine, gulp gulp of drink a full, burp, we Lengleng Leng looking at each other, all smile, funny with tears, smile, smile we cry.
Xie Jingjing patted me on the back, sighed repeatedly, and wanted to say nothing.
I don't know why I drink so much today. I'm fine after a bottle. My eyes are very bright. I can see the unhappiness on her face and ask her, "come on, do you want to evaluate something?"
"Drow, I I said, no matter you blame me or not, I have to say that I am a straight hearted person, but I still want to say that I am really good to you. If it affects the relationship between you and Zhuo Feng, you can hate me, but I have to say it. "
I nodded, "say, I need advice now."
"Zhuo Feng is very good. I have nothing to say. But most women are sentimental animals when they face their feelings. You know, men are too good. Women generally feel insecure and confident. Anyway, I don't have confidence. Otherwise, I would have gone after Cheng Feng. But I know I'm not worthy of it. I can only make fun of it. But you're not the same as Zhuo Feng It's been a long time, two thousand days. I don't know how many things there are, so I can only see it on the surface. At least on the surface, I think you're not happy. It's better to laugh brilliantly when you're with Zhuo Feng than with Gu Chengfeng. You always have something on your mind when you're facing Zhuo Feng, don't you? "