Chapter 429

"Come on, drow. It's easy to solve. I went back after a while at home. "

I said with a smile. "Zhuo Feng. Don't make trouble for you. Don't let me know. We won't be together. And Zhuofeng, I'm tired. Really? I don't want to die without marrying you and having children, even if we get married and have children. Still have to face your father's torture, I really can't afford it, Zhuo Feng. Let go

Zhuo Feng didn't say a word. It's very quiet over there. I have a look at the phone and the time is still going. He took a breath and finally said. "Goodbye."

Hang up the phone, I natural and unrestrained will drink up a glass of wine. Spicy. The whole chest is burning.

I wipe away my tears. He asked with a smile, "brother Lu. Do you mean what you said before? "

“…… What are you talking about? " Lu Shao's voice was a little misty.

"Tell me to study abroad."

"Count."

"Arrange it for me. I'll write a contract for you from Feng Group. You turn around and give it to Zhuo Feng. I won't take it. I have a brother. I have enough money to spend. Besides, help me prepare a gift for Zhuo Feng. I want to leave here as soon as possible. "

“……”

Lu Shao didn't say a word. I looked back at him. His slender eyes were full of worry and red.

I continued to wipe away the tears on my face with a smile, and sucked my snot. "From now on, I am me, he is him, and I am free at last. It's so good!"

I raised my head and roared, this happy but a layer of sadness, covered with sad tears and blood.

Zhuo Feng can't come back. Even if I break up, he still can't come back. In the face of his father's death, Zhuo Feng can only bear it.

Lu Shao didn't ask me any more about school affairs. He had already started to do it. I was in a hurry and wanted to go out directly. Lu Shao stopped me and didn't ask me to leave.

On this day, he took me to half go abroad for formalities. The other party said that because my identity had been transferred, he had to wait. Lu Shao looked at me and nodded, "I know. I'll prepare new materials."

My identity information is in Zhuo Feng's hand.

See, after all these years, what else do I have? Even my identity is given by him. If you want to take it, I can't do anything.

For ten days, Lu Shao and I were inseparable. Occasionally, Gu Chengfeng would come over after he was busy. He didn't speak after he came over. He just looked at me quietly and then answered the phone and left helplessly.

On the 15th day of the breakup, Zhuo Feng appeared.

He came in a hurry. He seemed to have just got up. He was wearing pajamas and slippers, holding a plane ticket in his hand. When he appeared in front of me, I didn't recognize him. He didn't change, but his eyes were very haggard.

"Drow."

I stood still and looked at him carefully. I thought, this is the last time I see him. Lu Shao asked someone to make a fake document for me yesterday. Now he has passed the examination and approval and is waiting for the formalities.

Zhuo Feng should have known that he couldn't stop me.

It hurts to see him in such a mess.

But I didn't cry, even laugh, always handsome clean him, the first time such slovenly appearance, some funny.

With a smile, I burst into tears and fell on the back of his hand.

I was scared to hide behind, his hand didn't catch me, frozen in the air.

I said, "Zhuofeng, we broke up, or I'll still call you brother-in-law from now on. "

"Stop it, drow. I'm really dealing with it here. Will you wait for a moment?"

I shook my head, "Zhuo Feng, we have said that we will not separate each other for countless times, but can we really do it? No, you already have the answer in your heart, and everyone around you has the answer. It's very difficult for us to get to today. Do you really see your father's accident because we are together? "

"No, drow, I won't let this happen. You have to believe me."

"I believe you. I believe you all the time. But Zhuo Feng, we really can't, your father has been there, even without your father and your family, will always stop me. You know, I'm really tired, aren't you? Ah? Not tired? We are not blessed so stubborn together not tired? I can accept that we never get married, have no children, and have no definite future, but you can't deprive me of the right to need all this. I'm not a child. I need a lot. I don't just want to be with you. What I want is a stable life and a peaceful life with my favorite people. But we can't get such a simple thing. Don't you know? I almost died. Many times, many times, I almost died. I'm really scared. I'm so scared. "

Zhuo Feng looked at me, tears in the eye circles inside, tightly bite thin lips, look at me.

I repeat these words countless times in tears.

"Zhuo Feng, let's stop here. Miss Li loves you so much that you will be very happy. You will forget me. We shouldn't have been together, so Zhuo Feng, don't come to me, OK? Don't disturb my life when I've managed to calm down, will youHe shook his head and held my hand stubbornly. "Drow, I forgive you for your willfulness. I don't hear that. Wait for me, OK?"

I cry, why can't he let me go and make us all better?

What good is it to force ourselves like this? What can we get when we are together?

The death of Xu Jiaojiao is hard for Zhuo Feng to forget. If his father is really forced to die, we will become the people who hate each other the most and can never be forgiven.

I would like to shake him out of my stubborn arms.

I screamed and screamed helplessly, tearing the sky.

Struggling, I powerless back to him, quiet for a long time to ask him, "Zhuo Feng, do you want to force me to death? When we are together, I will die and be forced to die by your father. Do you want to see it? For me, separate, OK? For a long time, I have never chosen anything by myself. I listen to your arrangement. I want to live for myself once. "

Zhuo Feng's lost hand is like suddenly taking away the stone that presses the wound from my heart. Without weight, it makes the wound more painful and bleeding.

I ran into Lu Shao's apartment, leaving Zhuo Feng alone.

Later, Lu Shao went out. He didn't know when Zhuo Feng left. It was a long time before Lu Shao came back.

He turned on the light in the room, and I reluctantly adapted to the strong light and held myself tightly for a few minutes.

Lu Shao sat beside me and drew out a cigarette. After smoking one, he said, "he left. Zhuo Zhendong had a heart attack and had to go back."

After all, it's still like this. I've accepted my life and don't want to struggle. That's it.

"Yes."

"In a week, all the procedures on your side will be available, and I'll send you there."

"Yes."

"There's still time for regret."

“…… Brother Lu, can school be suspended? "

"Well, it can be done. The longest suspension is two years. It can be done now."

"Let's suspend school. I want to go to the mountain area to support teaching. Annie said that she would choose to suspend school for another year. I'll go to see Liu Wei, and we'll take care of her. "

Lu Shao sighed helplessly and hugged me. After a while, he said, "good!"