Uneasy, from the start of the car, my heart beat more than crazy.
Only when I got there did I know that I was sweating.
This time. I'm here as the Zhuo family. But looking at this strange home. I don't feel like I'm the Zhuo family at all.
Zhuo Feng told me, "he's not very well. Just don't talk. He won't do anything to you with me. And He was very helpless to take a breath. Look at me, eyes burning. Gently pinch my face, for a long time to say, "you are breaking up with me. He's still making trouble for you now. I really can't stop my temper. I used to think that as long as we put up with it, it would be over. Who knows that my patience will only make him worse, so that he will have today's results. I've lost you, I'll never tell you to stay away from me. You know what? "
I nodded. I understand. I don't understand. There's only one idea in my head, not going to that house.
"Brother in law. Can I not go in? "
"Here we are. Go in and have a meal. Nothing bad. "
"But."
"Well, let's go. I'm here. "
“……”
I managed to keep up, heavy footed. He was trembling all over.
He opened the door, and inside came Zhuo Zhendong's laughter. What came into his eyes was his aunt, followed by Zhuo Zhendong, who was stiff in the face with a smiling face.
I secretly quickly look at him, "uncle, aunt."
"Come in!"
Zhuofeng pulled me in, called Dad, and pulled me to sit on the sofa inside.
My ass was like a nail, fidgeting, sweat flowing down my cheek. Although there is a stranger speaking to Zhuo Zhendong between Zhuo Feng and his aunt, I still think Zhuo Zhendong can see me with fierce eyes, just like a poisonous arrow.
Zhuo Feng asked me in a low voice, "uncomfortable?"
I shook my head.
"What would you like to eat?"
I still shake my head.
At this time, Zhuo Zhendong suddenly called Zhuo Feng's name, "Zhuo Feng?"
"Yes?" Zhuo Feng agreed, but still looked at me.
"Come here, sit here and see if you know Uncle Zhang next door."
"Good." Zhuo Feng got up and didn't forget to pull me.
I got up and my aunt whispered, "what's it like?"
Zhuo Feng ignored her. I was scared to stop. Zhuo Feng pulled my hand again and said to my aunt, "what do you say?"
Aunt a Zheng, see think Zhuo Feng, full of anger, also want to talk, Zhuo Zhendong interrupted, "Zhuo Feng, come here, look at your Uncle Zhang. Come all the way. I haven't seen you for many years. Say hello. I know you young people don't like to be with us old people, but you have to say hello. "
Zhuo Zhendong changed his former tone. He was very kind, but very abrupt. Obviously, Zhuo Zhendong was not a kind man.
"Uncle Zhang." Zhuo Feng walked over and asked me to say hello, "Zhuo Er, this is Uncle Zhang."
"Hello, Uncle Zhang."
The man looked 40 or 50 years old and well maintained. When he laughed, he revealed his age on his face. His eyes were very kind and he nodded all the time. Then he asked me, "when will you marry Zhuo Feng? I heard they were engaged. Ha ha, young people are good. We are old and can't make trouble. But I'm happy to see you happy. So is my eldest son. He adopted a little daughter. Who would have thought that when he was old, he would steal the household registration certificate with my grandson. Ha ha Now too many small days and harmony, pregnant with children. Tut Tut, do you have my style back then, ha ha... "
Zhuo Feng was very happy, nodded and said, "soon, please have Uncle Zhang's wedding wine at that time."
"Ha ha, have fun. Young people can't be with old people. Our brains are rusty."
Uncle Zhang's simple and honest smile beckoned us to leave.
Zhuo Feng drags me away. I specially take a look at Zhuo Zhendong's face. It's as ugly as eating flies, but I still pretend to enjoy the pleasure, and my face is jumping.
Zhuo Feng took me to the second floor, where I used to live.
At this time the room has been redecorated, a new look, but the furniture did not change, just moved the seat.
After this incident, Zhuo Zhendong was taken here by Zhuo Feng to take care of him. He has to be busy with his work and can't always go back to the countryside.
At the same time, here, Zhuo Zhendong is also controlled by Zhuo Feng. Only by cutting off all the people behind Zhuo Zhendong can Zhuo Zhendong stop completely. Even if he Zhuo Zhendong was angry, disagreed and furious, he could not say anything.
But we have broken up.
Sitting on the windowsill of the room, Zhuo Feng does not know what he is looking for.
I look at the scenery outside with mixed feelings.
"Zhuo Er, do you remember the book of the choice of speeches you put here before?"
“……” I was stunned for a moment. Looking back at him, I thought about it and said, "have you ever taken out anything here? If not, it's still in its original position. Let me think about it...""Yes."
"In the lower drawer."
"Found it."
He turned it out, found a picture in it, handed it to me, and then said, "put it away, don't lose it."
I have a look at it. It's very handsome. It was taken by me secretly with my mobile phone before. He stood reading in the shade of a tree. The sun was gentle and shining on his face. He was very handsome and charming.
I printed it later and made a cover on the outside, so it's well preserved now.
"Brother in law, you were so young at that time." How old was he then? Oh, I just learned to take pictures with my mobile phone. At that time, he was 27, I was 17, and Xu Jiaojiao was still alive.
Memory open, I melancholy up.
He rubbed my head and said, "remember that clearly?"
"I remember it all."
"Then don't forget, remember me all my life."
I was stunned for a moment. Recently, the three words of "lifetime" are like a poisonous needle inserted into my brain, stinging me all the time.
I put the picture back in the book and held the book in my hand. "Then I'll take the book with me." It's an idea to be abroad.
He laughed, nodded, and asked, "do you know why I'm back today?"
I carefully think, it's not his birthday, it's not Zhuo Bufan's birthday, Zhuo Bufan didn't come back, it's Zhuo Zhendong's birthday? But there's no such thing as this. Is it just a family meal? But even if Zhuo Zhendong didn't think about it, he wouldn't want to look at me and guess right. What was that?
I shook my head.
"In fact, it's nothing."
I laughed, "brother-in-law, you are bad at it now."
"Ha ha, just want to bring you back, at least have a meal, only our family."
But I'm not a family.
I bite thin lips, did not say these words, but in the heart, the iron brand in the heart, pain I straight frown.
He added, "I haven't come home for dinner since my engagement."
I'm shocked. We all broke up. Is it because we want to make a formal public identification?
I don't want to, flurried up, "but we broke up."
"I know."
"What does that mean? Brother in law, don't do this, OK? I promised you to live together as before, but we should keep a distance. I, I, ah, no, I've been nostalgic for you, so I've come close to you again and again. We shouldn't be like this. Brother in law, send me back, I can't stay, the meaning is different, it's unfair to you and me, I don't want to cheat others
“……”
He was silent, his eyes were burning, and gradually his face was in pain. After a while, he grabbed my hand and told me to sit down. "Zhuo Er, it's not so meaningful for my family to have a meal. Do you know? I owe you that. "