I shook my head, "no, just scolded me."
"Then you have to be careful. Brother Lu is very abusive. But I'll find someone to help you. "
His group of friends. Mandarin has not yet passed, want to help me, I am very suspicious.
Gu Chengfeng is a graduate student here. Economic management is the same department as me. But he's a graduate student. I'm still a freshman. I've only passed English. Class is very hard. When I got to school, I left. He told me to wait for me at the old place after school. I nodded before I left.
He always said there was no good law and order here. Not as good as in China. But I don't have any friends. Except for knowing him, I have little contact with other people.
After a whole class. I'm too busy to keep up. After class out, but he forgot, Zhuo Feng is a man, is a flesh and blood, pay attention to the feelings of the man, he will not easily give up me.
I looked at the box in my hand with a heavy heart.
I know what's inside. When Zhuofeng had an accident, Lu Shao and I opened the safe. I've seen everything. I've seen all the pictures in the box carefully. I remember the weight, not to mention the package.
"What's the matter?" Gu Chengfeng stopped the car and asked me.
I looked up at a loss, tears also pattered down.
"Gu Chengfeng, this is what Zhuo Feng gave me. Look at the time, it was sent out from China the day after I arrived here. He knows I'm here."
He gave me these. What's he telling me?
Gu Chengfeng helped me to open the box. The top layer was a letter, and then there were photos. With the wind blowing at night, the photos splashed out and flustered Gu Chengfeng's hands. In a panic, he picked up the photo that fell on the ground, put it back, covered it, took a breath and didn't say a word.
I stare at the box, breathing heavily.
To be sure, I feel bad in my heart.
"Zhuo Er, Zhuo Feng is married." Gu Chengfeng reminds me.
I nodded, tears fall more fierce, can't stop, I want to call myself strong, but I can't do it.
"Zhuo Feng didn't mean anything to give you these. Even if he wanted to give you a promise at that time, now he is married. What can you do? Do you kneel down to your father with terminal cancer? "
No, Zhuo Zhendong's kneeling is enough to make me live ten years. I don't want to bear it any more.
It's just Yes, what does Zhuo Feng mean by giving me this?
I didn't have the courage to open the letter.
"You'd better not read that letter. It's not my little heart. He didn't get married when he wrote, but later he got married. His mood must be different. What's your mood like now? I can only make myself more miserable. Drow, drow
I nodded, tears patter patter patter patter with do not know when the rain up.
"If you believe me, keep it for me so that you don't feel bad about yourself."
I look at the box and don't say a word. It's OK to give it to him, but now I I can't.
"Gu Chengfeng, give me some time. I think it will pass. I don't have the courage to see the things in it for the time being."
"Well, don't cry. Ah, I feel bad when you cry. You see, God is suffering. He's crying. He's gone. He goes back to fight with brother Lu. He's in a bad mood. Just have a fight. "
I chuckled, "can it still be like this?"
"Yes, put things away. Don't be seen by him, the gossip man."
"Yes."
I obediently put things into my schoolbag and don't want to open it again.
When I got home, I didn't rush to get in. Gu Chengfeng saw that my eyes were red and swollen, and he didn't want to go in. Lu Shao satirized me and allowed me to get off after a delay.
The rain in Europe comes and goes fast. Now it's clear. The grass in the yard outside is full of rain. When I get to my feet, I get wet.
Hurry to go inside, head-on bump into the sudden appearance of brother Lu's chest.
"Brother Lu, is your body made of iron?" I covered my head and complained.
"Well, try again?"
"No, what are you doing? I didn't see you all of a sudden."
He took me outside, dressed cleanly and handsome, and his tone was not serious.
"Gu Chengfeng, drive our brother and sister out to find a place to eat. It's my brother's treat
Gu Chengfeng was reluctant. He took a look at Lu Shao and asked me, "are you ok?"
I nodded.
"Brother Lu asked me to go, too?"
"Go on, go on, there are so many people."
When I arrived at a famous Chinese restaurant nearby, Lu Shao asked for the quietest private room in it and sat on the stool. His words seemed like a bolt from the blue. He threw them on my head. "Zhuo Feng just called and asked about you."
I was bending down to sit down. Half of my body was stiff. It took me a long time to slow down. I dodged his eyes and agreed, "Oh.""You want to know what I said?"
“…… What, what did you say? "
"Ha ha, I said you slept with Gu Chengfeng."
"Ah?" I yelled.
Gu Chengfeng is very happy, smilingly continue to inquire, "that Zhuo elder brother how to say?"
"He didn't say a word."
Such an answer made me feel a little disappointed, but Zhuo Feng could only keep silent.
Lu Shao glared at Gu Chengfeng and continued, "he said later that he didn't believe it."
Or Zhuo Feng knows me, not emotional, how to start? If I could just sleep with you, I'm afraid I won't make myself to this point.
"Well? Why don't you believe it? Brother Lu, you should say it's true. It's called brother Zhuo's death and the girl's death. " Gu Chengfeng pinched my face, I pushed him, he did not let go, pinched pain I just stopped, laughing at me, face gentle.
Lu Shao ignored him and said to me, "contact Zhuo Feng. After all, you are still brothers and sisters. "
Brother and sister, what an ironic relationship. I would rather not let this brother and sister become strangers directly than torment each other again.
"Brother Lu, he's married. Besides, I'm not his sister now." I think, there is nothing wrong with heartless, at least let us each other can be better, now this is the best ending.
He has a marriage valued by both parents. He is good to his career and his parents. Isn't he the best of both worlds?
But once it comes to me, he will not be happy with everything, just for the vague and unreal love, which is too unfair to him.
"Girl, you can be cruel enough, but it's not bad. At least you don't make yourself sad. But he said, "I'll be here in a few days."