Chapter 489

I covered my mouth and didn't cry. It hit me too hard.

People say that a child without a mother is like a straw. I thought I was just an abandoned fool. It's still a person. But now it's a straw. It's still rotten.

Although I hate her for so many years, at least in my heart, I know I have a mother's child. I do not lack of maternal love, I do not lack of family. little does one think. I have imagined that my family relationship for more than 20 years is a bubble.

"Brother, is that true?"

"I've been checking. I am also a surrogate child. My mother does this. There are not many real daughters-in-law in the village. Mom is one of many ordinary women. Before the demolition of the village, it was still calm. This kind of thing was regarded as normal. I wanted to inherit the family and have a son. Women are particularly unimportant, just tools to vent. Although it sounds hard to accept in this society, it exists. Ah Me too. I'm sad, too. "

It's more than sad. It was a bolt from the blue.

"Brother, I always thought I had a family. At least I have a father and a mother, even if they are not good to me. But I know I'm still a beloved child, and I, I think I'm really redundant now. "

There is no way to choose a person's birth, brother's birth is at least expected to grow up and be needed, but what about me?

I'm just being raised like garbage, and I've never been liked.

"Brother, I'm so sad."

I lay on the desk of the library and cried loudly. It's hard for me to accept. It's really hard.

"Sister, don't be sad. It's good to know. At least you can hate her openly. Ah..."

I hung up and cried for a long time. Later, I didn't know when Zhuo Feng came, so I stopped crying.

He pulled me out and told me, "your teacher called me and told you to cry here. Everyone was worried, but they didn't know how to persuade me, so they called me here. What's going on? "

"I, I, Zhuo Feng, I'm just a child abandoned by my mother as a surrogate. I didn't need to be born. I knew it. I knew it. I thought I had a mother and a father. Even if they were not liked because I was a daughter, I still had my parents' children. I, I I think I'm redundant. Why should I be born? "

“……” Zhuo Feng's face sank and hugged me tightly. He whispered in my ear, "who told you? Don't think about it. "

"My brother told me that. He found out that he was born by surrogacy just like me. I'm really redundant, right? I don't even have any reason to hate her now. I'm a commodity she uses for exchange. People accept it when they are satisfied, and discard it when they are dissatisfied. How can I be so redundant?"

"Fool, don't think about it. No, no, come back with me."

Back home, I haven't come out of this sadness. I've been crying. I'm very sad. What I've been looking forward to most is fake. Can I understand this mood?

Zhuo Feng accompanied me silently for a long time before he asked me, "did Li miss tell you this? Otherwise, why do you ask boss Xiao to check these things? "

I didn't say a word, whether Miss Li or not, my life experience can't be changed.

"Tell me, drow, don't you?"

I choked, tears are still on the face, touched a, or blurred vision.

He cleaned it for me, and I just managed to calm down with a breath, "No."

I don't want Zhuo Feng and Li Xiangxiang to come here. Lu Shao is right. His strength is not enough.

It's too weak for us to deal with fengke. None of us can have any more accidents.

"You deny, I guess. She said it, didn't she?"

I didn't say a word, I didn't deny it, I didn't answer.

"I'll take care of it."

Zhuo Feng said in a low voice.

I nestled in his arms, "Zhuo Feng, Miss Li, if you can drag it there, now I can't stand the toss, I can't help you anything."

I'm so useless.

"I know it won't hurt you."

"I'm just sad, I think Mom, can you tell me the truth? "

"Yes, when you are on vacation, it's hard for you to keep up with the tight schedule."

I nodded heavily and wiped away my tears. This matter needs to be solved as soon as possible. I don't want to call Zhuo Feng any more, because my affair has become a threat to Li Xiangxiang and continues to drag him down in business.

A few days later, Lu Shao planned to go back and finally asked me if I had thought about it.

I said, "brother Lu, I think I can wait. I'm still young. I can wait for Zhuofeng for several years, and I don't regret it. Every step is my own choice. I believe in Zhuofeng."

Lu Shao was a little angry. He hated that iron didn't turn into steel, but he didn't say anything. He just told me, "wait for boss Xiao's call. He must be very angry. I'm gone. I'll have fun.""Ah? Has sister Kaixin contacted you? "

He shook his head, put on his sunglasses, took a deep breath, and said sadly, "no, but I believe she will contact me. I'll go to the United States first. She will definitely have a residence there. Take a chance. I miss her very much. Oh, I'm cheap. I didn't know how to cherish it before. I didn't know how to find it until I lost it. I hope it's not too late. "

Not long after seeing Lu Shao off, my brother's phone call really came.

He yelled at me and Zhuo Feng on the phone.

"Zhuo Feng, I think you are my brother. Do you treat my sister like this? I'm such a relative. Are you willing to hurt her? Zhuo Er is simple. What do you get after so many years with you? You're with her now. What can you give her? At least you don't have any respect. Are you still a man? "

Zhuo Feng didn't say a word. He hung his head all the time.

My brother has never said so much, but today's Day is not a moment to stop, will Zhuo Feng scold from head to foot, more than an hour.

Finally, my brother took a big breath and asked me, "Zhuo Er, do you know that you are not responsible for yourself. How old are you? Do you want to be his junior all his life?"

It's hard to hear, but it's also true.

I have no way to tell my brother Zhuo Feng and Li Miss marriage is false, can only bear to listen.

"Brother, I don't regret it. I tried to forget him, but I can't forget him."

"Do you have to be at this time if you can't forget? He's married. He's Miss Li's husband. At least you can't have an open and aboveboard relationship now, can you? After all, they are family. What are you? You tell me, what are you? Ah? Zhuo Feng will take you to all kinds of parties and family banquets when he comes back? You don't care. You really don't care? I don't believe you don't care. "

Yes, I care, very much.

They are the family.