I didn't.
"Zhuo Feng, I..."
"Drow, since I dare to come. There's a way to get you out of here safely. Everyone you care about is safe. "
I'll take a breath. Calm down and nod heavily. "I'll go with you."
At home, the first one to come is Lu Shao. Then my brother and my sister-in-law.
I looked at the two starving children and was overjoyed. Maybe it's because I'm going to be a mom, too. Especially for children have a kind of unspeakable like.
Zhuo Feng sat beside me and said some recent things and suspicions, several people also nodded. They all suspected that my stomach time was wrong. We had guessed it for a long time and discussed it secretly. But because I never admit it. They didn't think much about it.
"Drow, is it five months now?" My sister-in-law asked me.
I nodded, "yes. More than five months. "
"So thin, don't you eat?" My brother asked me. The worried face wrinkled like an old man.
I laugh, "I eat a lot. But I don't absorb it. The doctor says I'm weak. It leads to my anemia and deficiency. "
To put it bluntly, I was not fit to be pregnant. But at that time, who would have thought of having children. Then I went to Feng Ke's?
"Zhuo Feng, in any case, Zhuo Er is still fengke's wife." Lu Shao reminds him.
"Yes, but it's also her home. If you have the right to come back, Feng Ke won't do anything to her."
Maybe, but Feng Ke has done his utmost for me.
"Zhuo Feng, I'm worried about you. I won't have an accident, but what about you? Is there enough money, can we make it through? "
"Enough. You don't have to worry about it for the time being. There's me." Zhuo Feng gently embraces my shoulder, full of tenderness.
I can't put it down in my heart, but I still nodded and agreed to come back with him, which has already cost me all my strength.
After everyone left, Zhuo Feng took me to the bathroom and helped me take a bath as before.
I sat on the stool, leaning against his arms, and he scrubbed me with a warm towel. When he touched my shoulder, he suddenly stopped. I know, there are not only some scars, but also the kisses left by fengke.
I am embarrassed of Hang head, looking at own belly, the mood is complex.
"Drow."
"Yes?"
"Forget about it."
What is he talking about? Forget the days and nights I spent with Feng Ke, the bed and the passion I couldn't escape?
I can't forget. I've been like this. I'm not the one I used to be.
These make me unable to face Zhuo Feng and everyone.
I dropped my eyes and didn't say a word. It was like a huge stone was blocked in my heart. It was very uncomfortable.
"You'll stay here from tomorrow. You can go anywhere you want. If his people want you to go back, please don't threaten. You don't have to worry about him, you know?"
Zhuo Feng said that he would give me freedom and ask me to live a normal life. But now, I'm Feng Ke's wife, but I'm with my former lover. What's normal?
Even if I suffer from moral criticism, I am also suffering from the pressure in my heart, which makes me unable to enjoy my freedom.
"Zhuo Feng, I'm so tired recently. I don't want to go out. I just want to sleep every day."
He chuckled, "then sleep well. I'll ask Jiajia to accompany you. If you want to eat something, ask her to make it for you. Brother Li will come too. It's still safe here. The doctor will arrive the day after tomorrow. I can't bear it if I go on like this. You have to cooperate with me, you know? "
"Yes."
I gently stroked my stomach. There was a little bit of pregnancy marks on my high tummy. It was like the split land. It was ugly. I stroked it gently, trying to cover it.
This time, I will give you a chance to take some medicine for your eyes. You're too thin. You need to eat something nutritious to recover faster. " He gently stroked, put his ears on his stomach and listened. Then he raised his head and kissed my cheek. His voice was hoarse. "I'm sorry, I calculated the right time. I didn't expect to get pregnant. Your body has been very weak. I want to have a baby when you're better. I'm really sorry to make you suffer."
In fact, it's OK. Our country is bumpy both at home and abroad. In fact, we don't suffer much. We have the best food, clothes and sleep, but we are in a bad mood.
"Zhuo Feng, I'm very good. If I didn't have children, I don't know if I could persist until you come to me. I'm really good now."
"Fool."
At night, lying in a familiar bed, looking at familiar people, familiar taste, familiar body, I think I am the happiest person in the world.
"Zhuo Feng, don't I dream?"
I have the illusion that this is a beautiful dream that will wake up sooner or later. The dream is full of Zhuo Feng, but it makes my heart unstable.He held my face and kisses my lips with a smile. "It's not a dream, fool. You're in my arms, in our home."
I can't laugh, just look at his face, he seems a lot of vicissitudes, fatigue is still on his face, thin hand bone ring clear, it is cherished.
I hold his hand heartache, greedy to his arms drill.
He hugged me tightly. He didn't dare to get close to me and dodged behind.
"Zhuo Feng, hold me, hold me tight."
"It'll get to the stomach."
"But I still want you to hold me."
"Fool, don't be afraid. I'm here."
He still hugged me and put one hand on my stomach for the last protection.
I am a little anxious to kiss him, every inch, pry open the teeth of the moment, it seems to open the sky to meet the dawn of the door, long-awaited body and taste so unbridled into my mouth and nose.
"Zhuo Feng, you want me."
"It will hurt you. Bear with it."
I shook my head. "No, you want me."
I want to use him to cover up the traces of the former fengke. I want to cover up everything.
Some of his provocative breathing, he is still forbearing, holding my face, light frown.
"Listen, you want me to give it to you, but it's not like that."
"Yes?" I don't understand.
He got up, hugged me and turned me around. I was stunned. He lifted the quilt and attached himself.
Suddenly, a spasm, I low shout, "Zhuofeng, ah!"
Soft soft entanglement, dexterous and gentle, a wave higher than a wave, "ah!"
Zhuo Feng is going to kill me!
For a long time, he got up, looked down at me, gasping for breath, his cheeks flushed, like a young man in love, with water drops on his lips.
I tightly circle him, "Zhuofeng, Zhuofeng!"
"Fool, are you comfortable?"
"And you?"
"I went to take a cold bath. You wait for me. Don't move. I'll apply it with a towel."
"No." I held him and didn't want him to leave.
"I'll give it to you." Pull his collar, I can't wait to kiss up, he dodged a few times, in vain.
"Drow, you can't stand it."
"I can handle it. Come slowly."
He frowned and hesitated Well, let me know if it hurts
I nodded heavily, he got up, hesitated for a moment, gently entered, I bit the thin lip, in the end is a low cry, "Zhuofeng..."