It's a very hard process to miss someone. When I was abroad with Feng Ke, I thought about him every day, thinking about Zhuo Feng. His tenderness to me. Care for me. Take care of me, everything to me.
But recently, the feeling of missing left me a little bit. All I have to do is work and yearn for a new life, and I'm eager to fly. Imagine me a million times after my divorce. Even now, I know there's no way I can expect a divorce. But in these fantasies, there is a lack of Zhuo Feng's shadow.
He looked at me with bright eyes, as if I was waiting for my reply.
I even saw me if we were still in the car or somewhere after I nodded. It makes me feel bad all over. Suddenly wake up.
I took my eyes back and said, "brother-in-law. I'm now the wife of von Ko
“…… I know He was silent for a long time before he answered me.
After dinner, we come out together. It's raining outside. It's falling. It's cold when the wind blows. I shrunk my neck and pulled up the collar. He became an umbrella behind me and put his arm around my shoulder.
I suddenly turned back. Stiff and standing still.
He hugged me naturally and walked forward with his head down.
I hesitated and followed.
When I got into the car, I stamped to the other side. He sat in, took his umbrella and put it in the corner. He looked at me, reached out and held my wrist. It was warm and hot, as if a heart was beating in my hand.
Brother Li started the car and asked me, "Zhuo Er, tell me the address."
I was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly took out my hand from Zhuo Feng's wrist. Zhengse said, "the villas in the west of the burly alley, just put me at the door."
"OK, fasten your seat belt."
I pulled the seat belt obediently, buckled it, and leaned on the corner. Looking at the dark sky outside, the rain came quickly and was extremely strong. The wind was whistling and beating against the window.
The car drove very slowly, moving a little bit, through alleys, and finally drove into the entrance of the community and stopped.
I immediately untied the seat belt, just about to open the door, Zhuo Feng pulled me.
I suddenly turned back and his kiss was printed.
I dodged continuously, his hand clasped my back brain, forced me to his thin lips, some cool, light wine, exuding a charming taste.
For a long time, he let me go. Now I noticed that the car had entered the community.
I pressed the key of the gate, the gate opened, the car drove to my yard, Zhuo Feng got off, held up the umbrella, and waited for me outside.
I hesitated, watching his half body being blown by the wind, rain beads falling on his clothes, I know what it means when he goes in.
Brother Li asked me, "drow, don't you feel well?"
I shook my head and breathed helplessly. Now, it's better to make it clear. I went out with my handbag and stood in front of him. His tall body covered the wind outside, hugged my waist and carried me into the house.
The door opened and lit all the lights in the room.
He put away his umbrella and stood at the door without coming in.
I took off my shoes, stood at the porch and looked back at him.
He laughed at me and glanced at the house. "It's good. It's enough for you to live alone. It's just a little lonely."
"Come in and have a drink to warm yourself up." I invited him, but I didn't mean to. I just wanted to make it clear.
He smiles, but shakes his head, "no, I'll take you back to see the house by the way. Originally, I was just outside to see you, but I didn't know it was good here. Now that I know you're living well, I'm relieved. I'll go and have an early rest."
Looking at the background of his turn, my heart was stung by something, but I stood still, let him turn away, closed the door, with a click, the car moved around, the lights disappeared, I sat down on the wool carpet, my heart was desolate.
At night.
Lying on the bed, surrounded by the soft cashmere quilt, I shrunk into a ball, the air conditioner turned on very high, I was still shivering with cold.
I haven't played with my phone for a long time. Today, I opened the phone for the first time. I watched the news from my friends and classmates in the circle of friends, the beauty of my home, the fun everywhere, and the warmth before the Chinese new year, which are thousands of miles away from me.
At last, my hand stopped at Zhuofeng.
he seldom sends friends circles, but recently he has made quite a few, almost all of them are foreign landscapes. He is alone in the photo, standing, sitting, and stunned. Only one of them shows a woman's hand, red nail polish, and gorgeous magic like a summon spirits.
I look at that picture and shiver all over, but it's so hot that I feel sick.
The blood pressure rises and the heart beats faster.
I admit that this fact is unacceptable to me.
It turned out that his estrangement was due to the woman.
I didn't have the strength to prove it, and I didn't want to ask who this woman was. I just stared at her for a long time, until my eyes were sour and tears came out.That night, I cried all night.
He sent me three voice messages for the last time. The first sentence asked me, "where is it? Why don't you answer the phone? I'm worried about you."
Second, "drow, come back and tell me where it is. Don't worry me."
Third, "OK, I know. Please contact me if you have something."
In the morning, I deleted his * * and blocked the number. The photos of his mobile phone were stored in a humble folder with a password. This person has nothing to do with me ever since.
Three days later, Feng Ke came. His home was abroad. Naturally, he came to China for business or business. This time, I came back.
He sat in my house, looking down at the newspaper, waiting for me to get back to him.
"Three hours to go." He reminded me.
I look at the time, always shaking my head, "Feng Ke, I will not go, your family new year, it has nothing to do with me, I do not want to get involved."
"Well, I know. If you don't go, I won't either. I'm just waiting for you to make a decision. My private plane will fly back in three hours. You can't even go if you want to. But you have to think well, do you want to face me alone, or do you want to face my family with me. I decided that the latter would be easier. "
I smile, "do you give me a lot of pressure alone?"
He picked his eyebrows and said, "it's natural. You don't love me. I love you. Everything I say to you is a heavy burden. Naturally, it's stressful. "If you face my family with me, I'll have no time to talk to you. I'll just eat and drink. A few days will soon pass."
He finished, put down the newspaper, continued to look at me, pointed to my eyes and asked, "haven't you had a good rest recently?"
Yes, I didn't have a good rest. I buried the man I had exhausted all my strength to love. I was really tired, so I was not in the mood to deal with Feng Ke or his family.
"Fengke, I'm used to being alone now. Go back. I want to celebrate the new year by myself."
"Oh, but I don't want to call you yourself." He said with a smile.
I also laughed. He really has no way to be a rascal. At least he has a good attitude now.
"But I'm really tired. Please tell me to have a rest For the sake of me and your staff. "
"Oh, why don't you say you're my wife?"
I chuckled. "I won't say that. Let's go. I want to get some sleep."
He took a breath, got up and sat down beside me. He reached out his hand and hugged me. Regardless of my pushing him, he decided to kiss him. "Why don't we go to see boss Xiao? I think I should call him brother, oh, and your sister-in-law."