Chapter 540

"Feng Ke, that child is the child of Zhuo Feng and me."

"I know, but it's still your child. I didn't know that would happen. Blame me. "

I can feel the sadness in Feng Ke's heart. It's from your heart, his love for children, I know, but it's not. It's hard for me to forgive him for everything.

"Drow. You're going to have kids. "

I sighed. "Doesn't your son like it?"

"Yes, but he looks too much like cocoa."

I laughed. "But he is my son. If you keep him in someone else's house, he will hate you when he grows up."

"I know. No way out. How can there be so many good wishes in the world? My birth is not an accident, just because there are not many people who can do business at home and satisfy my father. My sister is one, but she doesn't like business. I set up my own gallery to draw pictures and raise dogs every day. She said that was the life she loved. Once upon a time, I didn't know who to have a baby with. There is the pain and danger of not trying to have a baby, after the son is born. She begged me several times, and I had to give her the baby. She's very happy and I think it's the most satisfying thing I've ever done

Yes, but children, who ever thought about how children feel?

We all come from parents who make decisions. Have we ever thought about the feelings and thoughts of our children?

"Feng Ke, my birth is a sorrow, so is your son, Zhuo Bufan, my brother and many others."

He chuckled, turned and hugged me, "at least not now and in the future, and me."

My heart trembled, as if someone had plucked a string, which was bouncing with beautiful music and moving dance, attracting me and him.

We look at each other.

Feng Ke's handsome with a lot of bad, I believe many girls will like, but this kind of handsome and make people feel uneasy, more dangerous, no matter who is close to such, good time was touched high, standing at the top, bad time will be mercilessly fell, smashed, scum is not left.

"Fengke, it's time to get up. Let me go."

"No

I struggle.

He suddenly came up and kisses, full of aggressive arrogance and overbearing, I was a little nervous, did not come up, struggling.

He hugs me tighter, kisses my neck, my chest, my chest.

Suddenly a cool attack, so that I struggle more intense, I scream, roar, but has never been able to break free.

But at the crucial step, he stopped and looked down at me with a big gasp. His hair fell down on my forehead and swept on my nose. He was a little numb. He laughed and thought of a beast who had got the prey. He was opening his teeth and dancing his claws to celebrate his victory.

"Give it to me, drow."

I shook my head.

"I want you. I can't force you to do it as before, but I've given you time. Give it to me."

I still shake my head.

"Fengke, I can't do it. I don't love you. Even if you force me, my heart is not yours."

"I know, I'm trying, I've been trying."

"It's no use. My people are yours and my identity is yours, but my heart is not. You can't tie me down. Let me go."

He looked at me, breathing more and more quickly, silent for a moment, I thought he would release me, but did not want to, suddenly bent down, pressed my limbs, imprisoned me under the body.

I screamed, kicked, and eventually all became useless tears.

He's very strong. He wants to tear me to pieces.

But he didn't attack, just kept kissing me.

"Zhuo Er..."

The name in my mouth is not clear, but I still hear it clearly.

At first, I was still struggling, but my strength was too small. I had to give up and gasp, listening to his voice.

"Drow, drow Give it to me

I shook my head and tears came out.

"Wife."

My heart suddenly locked, such a call makes me reject him all the more.

"I don't love you, fengke."

He suddenly stopped, blank and blurred eyes looking at me, silent for a long time, he fell down on me, breathing still heavy.

"I know you don't love me, you still love him."

No, I don't love Zhuofeng anymore, I think.

"I'm sorry." He apologized.

I shook my head and pushed him away from me. "I'll never see you again."

I got up, put on my clothes and hurried downstairs.

I didn't want to see him again. Without waiting for him to get up, I ate two mouthfuls of bread and went to school with my schoolbag.

Xie Jingjing just got up and was washing her face in the bathroom. She watched me enter and said hello with a smile.

I sat on the bed with my schoolbag and looked at the dormitory. I decided to go back to school."Jingjing, I'm going back to school. Welcome me?"

“…… Ah? Welcome. Didn't you plan to live in school before? " She wiped even, surprised looking at me to ask.

"Yes, but I'm busy going to the company, so I think I can't come back several times a week. But now I want to live in school all the time. If I don't go back, I'll come back after work."

Xie Jingjing laughed, pinched my face and said, "do you think I'm too lonely as a single Wang? It's very kind of you. Let's go. Sisters invite you to breakfast."

I haven't enjoyed such a pleasant morning at school for a long time.

Many students haven't come yet. Freshmen are studying here. There are also some people who plan to take the postgraduate entrance examination. There is only one canteen. We sit on stools to eat. Xie Jingjing vaguely tells me about working in a bar recently. She says that all the salaries she earns have been paid for school fees. Even if her parents don't have a job, they are not short of money, but since they are rich, they are not Want to housekeeper, now think all feel happy, she thought she grew up.

I looked at Xie Jingjing's innocence with a smile, and imagined when I had been innocent. It seemed that after I came out of the mountain village, I didn't forget myself because of one thing.

We talked about Li Yang. Xie Jingjing said that Zhuo Feng mentioned Li Yang when he came to go through the formalities. He was helping us find him and told us not to worry.

Speaking of this, Xie Jingjing did not mention it again.

Zhuo Feng has become a taboo for all of us.

Ah!

After dinner, we went to the library. In the afternoon, there was a lecturer's open class, which was temporarily arranged. Just thinking about going there, we directly pushed the afternoon shopping.

Holding a book, sitting in a long lost teacher, I was a little trance, thought that all this was gone from me, but now looking at the familiar desk and chair, familiar everything, familiar courses, I feel more gratified.

Perhaps, the tragedy of these years is worth it.

The open class is quite long, two and a half hours. We all feel dizzy after we come out.

Xie Jingjing grabbed me and walked with her eyes white, pretending to be ugly, "no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no She held me, "I'm going to die, drow. Are you so tired in class? I'm more tired than I am at work. Oh, I'm not the material for school."

I scratched the itch on her body, she laughed and ran, "drow, don't mind, I can't even pretend? I'm going to starve to death. I want to eat Malatang. I'll treat you

I didn't refuse, "I'll have two bowls."

"Buy three bowls, eat two bowls and pour one. I have money."

Poof, we laugh.

Push open the spicy hot shop door, the person who comes into sight, called Xie Jingjing immediately did not have the smiling face on the face.

Again, I was surprised.