I laugh, "what is remarriage?"
"The last wedding didn't count."
"In a year?"
I've thought about it. My life has to go on. Now that this is the reality. Why not continue patiently? Now that he has promised to give us each other time. I'm happy to accept that it's only one year. After one year, we'll go our separate ways or join hands smoothly. Let's see what happens.
"A year later."
"Well, it's a deal. Ha ha ha... "
Feng Ke laughed heartily. The heaviness of the chest sounds like a heavy bell, like a storm. But it's very reassuring.
The next day.
Zhuo Feng appeared downstairs in my dormitory.
I watched him for several seconds before I remembered that the man in front of me was Zhuo Feng, not my dream.
He threw the cigarette out of his hand. Turn around and look at me. Take a look at the dormitory building behind me and ask me, "are you going out? I'll see you off. "
I have a document bag in my hand. I'm from the company.
But before I went to the company, I was going to Lu Shao. He said that he found Liu Wei's contact information. It's on the Secretary's desk. He's on a business trip. Tell me to get it myself.
I hemmed and hawed for a while, explaining where I was going. But I refused, "brother-in-law. I'll go myself. "
"I'll see you off."
He stubbornly picked up the things in my hand and went outside, I stood in the same place. Xie Jingjing, who came out later, pushed me and gave me color.
I hesitated and caught up.
"Brother in law, I'll take it myself. I'll go to Lu Shao first and then go to the company. You can give it to me. It's not heavy, just some documents."
"It doesn't matter."
He walked fast, in a hurry, and I trotted all the way to catch up.
"Get in the car."
I helplessly looked at his car, hesitating.
He gently tugged at me, "be obedient."
"Brother in law, now we..."
"You have called me brother-in-law. What do you mean by our relationship?"
Well, I'm pinching. That's my fault.
I got into the car, sat down and looked at the furnishings in the car. I knew that it was his wife's taste. There were three or four pink dolls on the seat, and there was one under my buttock. I took it out and put it on the side. I frowned helplessly and felt a little strange.
I remember the hand I saw at that time, and the woman I could think of was a woman like an imperial sister. But looking at the dolls in the car, I couldn't help being surprised.
Just suspiciously, Zhuo Feng said, "I set up a tombstone for my child. Let's go and have a look another day."
I'm stiff all over. I look up in a daze. Tears are rolling around my eyes.
Son, did he set up a tombstone?
Because I was only five months old, and I was in a coma at that time, the whereabouts of my child is still a mystery.
No one mentioned it to me during the operation, and I didn't think of it. Now he suddenly said that, and I felt sad again.
I'm not really a qualified mother.
"I named it cherry." Zhuo Feng said.
I like to eat cherries. At the beginning, I discussed with Zhuo Feng about the child's name. He said that the baby's name was cherry. During that time, I ate cherries with plates all day long. He also told me that the child must be a little cute with a red face like cherry.
The past flashed before my eyes.
He turned around, handed me the tissue, and then said, "don't be sad, kid. It's an accident. Nobody wants to."
I'm sad. I just keep hiding this sadness and don't want to mention it again.
"You didn't tell me where I was buried before."
"Well, I've just dealt with it. I didn't have time before. I didn't mention it when I knew you were in a bad mood. When we get there, let's get off the bus. Lu Shao is on a business trip. The company is very busy recently. I've temporarily given him the number of Liu Wei. After I found it, I gave it to the secretary. But he's also on a business trip. Before he leaves, he's so busy that he forgets it. Let's go up. "
When he stopped the car, I wiped the tears on my face and went out with him.
Got the phone number, I can't wait to call, Liu Wei there no one answer, look at the number is landline, it should be some shops in the mountain public phone booth.
I played three times in a row, the other party picked up is an old man, it is estimated that the ear is not good, I said a lot of changes are unable to communicate normally.
Zhuo Feng told me to call again in a while. It's estimated that someone will be there at night. At this time, the countryside is busy, and I'm afraid there is no time during the day.
I've been to the mountain area of Liu Wei to support education before. The two days there are not many, and there are fewer people in the village. Even if we farm at this time, there should be people doing housework in the morning.
I'm still in a hurry. I want to go and have a look before I really start school.
"Well, I'll go." I've got a good number. Naturally, I want to leave. Being with Zhuo Feng really makes me feel uncomfortable.
He nodded. "I'll take you there. It's far away."I think about it, see time is still in time, a taxi will not delay much time, "I just take a taxi, you don't send, busy."
Turn around and I'll go.
He took a few quick steps and got in my way.
I was stunned and looked at him.
Zhuo Feng's eyes are still red, not drinking, not sleeping well.
Yesterday's meeting has been embarrassing, now face again, I can't face his strangeness, I dodge his eyes, look to the ground.
"Drow, listen to me."
I nodded, "OK."
"I'm not going to leave when I come back."
I looked up in shock and looked into his tired eyes. "Brother in law, isn't your company in Europe?"
He nodded, "well, it's mainly domestic business, but there's no business for the time being. It's good to help Lu Shao when he has time. I just want to see you more."
My heart suddenly pain up, subconsciously cover the chest, feel not quite right, I hesitated to put down the arm.
"I, I'm fine, I'm fine, I have Feng Ke takes care of them. "
"I know. But we are family after all. "
Family?
These two words with a number of ironic meaning, will be a long distance between us, but also ambiguous.
"Oh, I know. Then you, then you are busy. "
I don't want to go. He won't let me go. In the stalemate, he closed the door behind him.
My heart changed with the sound of closing the door.
What is he going to do, what do you want to do, if it's still like yesterday, do I want to shout, or call the police now?
I stepped back to avoid his approach, but he pressed me step by step, grabbed the package in my hand, and pulled me into the room behind me.
Lu Shao sleeps here when he is busy, so there are rooms for him to rest at the back of every office. They are decorated luxuriously and have everything.
Zhuo Feng tugged at me with great strength.
I was really scared, shrinking my neck to dodge, but in the end, I was still thrown into the bed by him, the future and got up, and I was crushed by him.
His crazy kisses, heavily imprinted on me.
I yelled and struggled, but under him I was like a helpless little animal.
In the end, I let go of his clothes, staring at the ceiling, waiting for the final invasion.
But he stopped and looked down at me with complicated eyes.
"Drow."
"Brother in law, do you want to force me?"