It's not surprising that my father had my contact information. My number was never delayed. After leaving China for France, Zhuo Feng took my phone. He's been using the number. I came back later. He gave me a call again. My father had a phone call for me. I believe it was also given to him by Li Xiang at that time.
"Big girl, your mother is ill. I'm calling to tell you that you can go and see her. After all, she's a mother. It's OK for you to have a look. You should hate me. But it's also time to think about the woman who gave birth to you and needed someone to take care of her when she was sick. "
I don't want to go, very much. This is my first thought. I feel sick at the thought of that messy home.
The father said, "your mother gave birth to seven. There are three at home, the second is my daughter. I've been sent away. The third one hasn't been found yet. You are the eldest daughter. She has several sons in other families. It's all sons. I know it's my problem to have boys and girls, but I didn't understand it at that time. Now that I understand, I regret it. You say you are all my children. Why am I such a jerk? I don't know how to make money when I'm old, but I don't know how to make money when I'm old
Just because she gave it to me, I have to forgive her all her mistakes. It's unreasonable.
I yelled at the phone, "I'm not going, I'm not going..."
Downstairs Xie Jingjing and Zhang Chuan heard me yelling and running up, looking at me nervously.
I wiped the tears off my face. "I'm fine. It's my dad."
Xie Jingjing couldn't believe it and asked, "call and pester you? What does he want? "
I said, "my mother is ill. I want to go and have a look, but I don't want to go. Why do you want to kidnap me? I'm innocent."
Xie Jingjing nodded and hugged me, "don't go. Why should we bear their own mistakes? Don't go in the past. To go is to agree that their mistakes should have been made. How innocent we are. There is no way to choose when we were born. But since we choose to call us born, we should be given a good example. I hate such irresponsible parents most. Don't go Go
Zhang Chuan stood at the door, timidly silent, looking at us, ha ha of a joy, "en, do not go."
Zhang Chuan is close to Da Zhu. He must know something there. He wants to persuade me, but he doesn't say a word, and I won't ask too much.
I don't want to. Dad's call came back soon.
I'm so angry that I'm going to drop the phone.
Xie Jingjing robbed the phone of direct relationship, comforted me and said, "just ignore him, there's no need to be angry."
I gasped and forced myself not to think more. When I was sick, the doctor didn't say it, but I also knew it was depression. Fortunately, it wasn't serious. It was because of the pressure from my father that the media forced me to drink. Did it make my mind distorted and think about it?
I have forgotten how I came out during that time. I just want to ask myself to end my life as soon as possible, so that I can be taken care of by Zhuo Feng.
Now that I am myself, I can no longer call myself in trouble.
"Jingjing, let's go out for a walk."
If I feel depressed for a long time, I will think wildly. I don't want to make myself collapse. I want to continue my life and everything. I will cheer up.
Xie Jingjing pulled me out, Zhang Chuan also left.
Before leaving, Zhang Chuan dragged Xie Jingjing to talk for a while, but I didn't pay attention. Xie Jingjing didn't tell me anything. I didn't ask, but when we came back after a walk, Xie Jingjing couldn't help telling me, "Zhang Chuan said that your mother wasn't ill, but she was beaten by Er Zhu. Er Zhu was a wine bag, so she liked to drink and beat people as soon as she drank. His wife was beaten by him Run, there are only two children left in the family who have no one to look after. Your mother helped to cook. Two pillars said two things about the children. Your mother couldn't see it. She scolded two pillars. Two pillars chopped your mother with a knife. Now they are still in the hospital. It's nothing serious. They just talk nonsense and quarrel to see you. "
I didn't feel so sad, I didn't feel so uncomfortable, I didn't feel anything, I didn't have a good feeling for that woman.
"Jingjing, I know. Go back."
The next morning, Zhang Chuan came early, but Gu Chengfeng and I had already made breakfast. He looked at us awkwardly and scratched his head. "I, did I come a little wrong?"
Gu Chengfeng laughs, "it doesn't matter. Let's sit down. We just do it. I don't know what you're going to buy."
Gu Chengfeng took things over and had a look, "Oh, I'll put them away and eat together."
Zhang Chuan's family was demolished at that time. His family was big, and there were two pieces of land in the back. He took a lot of money. He also had a villa in the scenic area. Now he rents it out and rents a lot every month. His grandfather, that is lame Lao Zhang, is bedridden because he is old. His father works outside. When he sends money back every month, he takes care of his grandfather with his brother.
The conditions are much better. If Li didn't want to take advantage of him, he would not have been brought to school. However, Zhang Chuan is not a stupid person. He can read books and pass the exam, except for English.After the incident with Xie Jingjing, Zhang Chuan has really changed a lot. I don't know him any more. When I think about it, he came to school to ask me to have a baby with his grandfather. It seems that it happened in the last century, but it's only a year or two in the twinkling of an eye.
In fact, Zhang Chuan is still very young, only 19 years old. It is estimated that the reason is that the children of the poor are in charge of the family early, so they can't see the slightest appearance of children in him.
"I, I'll eat and go." Zhang Chuan saw that the atmosphere was not right. He took a bowl and ate it. After eating, he wiped his mouth and left.
Gu Chengfeng knows that it's hard to say something. It's a smile. Xie Jingjing has been playing with her mobile phone, but she probably hasn't heard it.
I think Zhang Chuan is also very sorry. He asked Xie Jingjing, "Jingjing, aren't you going to school?"
Xie Jingjing looked at the time, nodded and said, "yes, won't you go? Oh, I forgot, you want to go to the company, I have nothing to do, I just go to school to read, I read English has not been very good
I took a look at Zhang Chuan, he laughed, "I can't do it."
Xie Jingjing Oh, continue to play.
Gu Chengfeng couldn't see it, "Xie Jingjing, what's the fun of your broken game? If you don't eat it quickly, I'll send you there?"
Zhang Chuan knew Gu Chengfeng was talking for him, and immediately said, "I'll send him, I'll send him, I'm on my way, I'll go to school, too."
Xie Jingjing now understood, put down the phone to look at me, look at Gu Chengfeng, finally put his eyes on the side of Zhang Chuan, but frown, after a while said, "Zhang Chuan, I'll go out with you."
Zhang Chuan put the bowl, nodded obediently, got up and went out with Xie Jingjing.
Xie Jingjing is three years older than Zhang Chuan. It seems that Zhang Chuan is more mature.
Gu Chengfeng looked back and shook his head meaningfully. "This is the enemy. One is chasing, the other is dull and difficult."
I smile, "in fact, it's not dull. It's Jingjing who doesn't want to give Zhang Chuan a chance. You know why Zhang Chuan came to the school before, and Xie Jingjing was very sad before. It's only during this period that she came out. It's estimated that Zhang Chuan figured out something and then went back to pursue, but Xie Jingjing didn't agree."
Gu Chengfeng nodded, "the prodigal son does not change his money when he turns back. However, Zhang Jia, we can't say that the family atmosphere is bad. Some things are really deep-rooted. Zhang Chuan's grandfather treated you so well in those years, and his family is not much better."