My mother's words were like stings, which made my whole body ache, even if the needle was taken away. There's still poison left. Devour my nerves.
I don't know what she's going to call. And after this call, there's no more news.
Two days later, I couldn't help worrying. Ask Zhuo Feng to have a look. Zhuo Feng called soon and said that my mother had been discharged. And took away all the hospital fees that had been paid before. Only a few prescriptions were given.
I was so angry that I thought she really figured it out. That's why she apologized to me. Now it seems that she is still a stubborn fool. At that time, my confession was just to get more money from me.
Zhuo Feng comforted me not to take it to heart. Don't answer strange calls.
But I can't.
In the evening, I asked brother Li and Jiajia to accompany me to see the situation, otherwise I would feel uneasy.
Like my brother said. Blood is thicker than water. This family is how to give up, and because we can't give up, we can't be completely cruel no matter how vicious we face her.
The village is the same. This is the time when the weather is hot and dry, and the surroundings are full of mess. There is no one to clean up the garbage in the countryside. There are dirty balls of dung and domestic garbage piled up everywhere. Such a hot walk, you will smell a smoky smell.
It's hard step by step. Jiajia seems to be very nervous behind her. I am nervous because I am worried that I will be soft hearted when I see my mother like that again. I will be easily changed by her words. I asked Jiajia curiously, "what are you nervous about?"
Jia Jia was stunned for a moment, pointed to the direction of the village and said, "Zhuo Er, look at this gloomy place. Although I don't believe in those strange things, I feel very creepy looking at it now."
I laugh, "there is no street light, it's dark. We're here."
We stand at the gate of Dazhu's house and look at the road. We should not have gone to bed at this time. It's only eight o'clock. It's not a busy time for farming. But there's really no light here, and we can't hear the barking of dogs before. It looks very strange.
The iron gate is closed. I've been watching it for a long time, but I haven't seen anything.
"Drow, knock on the door. You can't see your mother in this way." Jiajia reminds me.
My raised hand hesitated.
For a moment, I don't know what I'm doing here.
She is my mother, I worry about her, although I don't admit it, but my heart can't deceive myself, in the end is family, tied a string, broken not clean, but I don't know what I can do here, look at her, after?
Before she gave me that painful call, she came back regardless of her health. She took the money and Zhuo Feng and finally gave her money to Da Zhu. I couldn't understand the selflessness and was even more unwilling.
She is my own mother, but she loves other children. She would rather be bullied and squeezed.
What about me?
I am also eager to get my mother's love. She doesn't know it. Previous phone calls have shown that she knows what I want and want.
I was stunned. A villager came by, waving a flashlight in his hand. When he found us, he was startled. For a moment, he grunted, "why don't you go?"
Jiajia and I looked at each other differently. "What's the matter? It's very strange here, uncle. What about the people here? It's so quiet. "
The villager belched, "the front dam is going to be demolished. This place has been expropriated by the state. The villagers have already moved away. Now they have their own names. Do you want to go? At night... " The man took the computer to look at his arm, nodded, "there are half an hour to open the gate, do not go, no one rescue accident ah."
Jiajia and I were stunned for a while and walked quickly.
When the villager came to the entrance of the village, he estimated that he would check whether there were any omissions, and he went back without finding anyone.
Jiajia and I jumped into the car, took a look at the time, and hurried out of the village.
When passing by the river, the light in the small dark room facing the other bank was on.
I was startled, that small room is my mother's house, here a dark, suddenly there is light, nature is very eye-catching.
I nervously grabbed Jiajia's hand, "Jiajia, look, is that room still black just now?"
Jia Jia looked at the past, also stunned, ah of call, "shouldn't someone be inside?"
I was shocked. I pushed the car door and ran out. Jiajia yelled behind me, "drow, drow, it's going to open the gate. If the upper class rushes down, it won't take ten minutes to play here, drow..."
I can't hear her voice, running across the river.
But it's ten minutes' walk from the high highway to the village, and it's twenty minutes' walk from the village to the small house.
My brain is very clear, and even calculate the foot step can be lengthened to how much, enough time for me to catch up.
When I went into the village, a light was on at the height of the landing. The sharp light stabbed my eyes. With a loud noise, the earth moved and the gate opened."Ah Mother
I could hear the roar of the surging flow in my chest, the tension and the beating of my heart.
Behind her, Jiajia's steps were faster and suddenly grabbed me, "Zhuo Er, are you crazy? Let's go. It's too late. Let's go. "
I struggle like crazy, want to rush up, but a little bit farther away, my head will burst, I was almost carried away, I can hear my own scream, hoarse exhausted.
Today, I yelled "Mom" more than I did.
But on the other side of the river, the dark little house was drawing water and rushing to the next slope.
I lay on the ground, all weak, tears can not flow.
Jiajia just because of dragging me, our clothes were torn when we tore, the night wind blowing, whistling on the body, cold I shrunk.
I look back blankly, "Jiajia, have you called the police?"
Jia Jia nodded, wiped a face that was scratched by me, frowned and said, "it's not so fast. Fortunately, I'll pull you back in time, otherwise we won't be able to get out."
My heart is still palpitating, beads of sweat flowing down my back.
I took a breath and didn't cry.
"Is that my mother there?" I asked in a low voice.
Jiajia shook her head. "I don't know. Maybe the circuit is old, and I turn it on. That's the way my lights and TVs used to be. My computer is aging, and I don't know whether it's on or off. Sometimes I turn it on or off. I don't know what's going on. Maybe it's OK inside. If someone came in before, we should hear the sound and have a look. Well, don't think about it. We'll know when the rescue comes. "
The village, which used to stink, was washed away by water. I heard that an open water park would be built here. After the expansion, the surrounding area would be renovated to smooth out the traces.
At the foot of the mountain, surrounded by green trees, grass, blowing in the wind, but there is no smell.
I don't know why I am so calm after the painful sadness, just looking at the water under my feet and never saying a word.
When the rescue team came, the relevant personnel were verifying the information and asked my mother's name when it was finally confirmed.
I was stunned. I, I don't know.
I shook my head suddenly.