In the middle of drinking, Xie Jingjing's phone rings and hands it to me. "Why do you always turn it off. Drogo can't find you. "
I took a look at the name on the phone. Didn't utter a word, but frown, don't want to call Xie Jingjing and Gao Keke know I and Zhuofeng things as long as go out to pick up.
"What's the matter?"
"Where are you?"
"Eat out."
"I've been looking for you for two days."
I want to laugh. It's not easy for him to find me. It'll take him two days?
"Zhuo Feng. I'm fine Can I help you? "
"Where is it?"
He came to me only to explain to me what happened with Jiang Hua. If he didn't do anything. Then I don't know whether I should believe it or not. Those things are clearly in front of me, and the evidence is solid. Can he still quibble? There was no explanation at that time. What's the point of the explanation behind it?
"Zhuo Feng, I'm having dinner with my classmates. Let's talk about it later."
Hang up. I went straight in.
It's late after dinner and we all drank a lot. Gao Keke is the happiest. She said she got the baby. It's like getting the whole world, and then the whole world will be hers. People say that women are weak because they don't care. Do not know how to cherish themselves, with children to know how to fight. But it's not too late. What she wants is to have children and study. She will walk through every intersection in the future.
After listening to this, I feel more and more deeply that in the past eight years, earth shaking changes have taken place in all of us, and we are all developing in a good direction, but few people really get what they think of in the end.
Back to the dormitory, we were in a mess. They went to bed separately, but I was very sober.
Having nothing to do, I opened the divorce procedure and packed all the documents. Then I carefully checked what Feng Ke gave me.
I couldn't help but be startled. I rubbed my eyes and stared at the string of English for a long time. Feng Ke gave me a lot of money. I counted zero, eight figures, two properties and 10% equity of the company.
I gasped in amazement.
I signed the divorce agreement without reading it. I didn't expect that Feng Ke gave me so many things.
There is also a small box at the bottom of the file, which is a ring. You don't need to look at it to know it's a wedding diamond ring.
The rest are handover procedures. I've signed them. What he said will take effect the day after tomorrow. I'll see the time. It's midnight, so it's already in effect. Unless I take the initiative to send them out, they will be mine all my life.
I cover my mouth, excited, not happy or not, just very surprised.
Feng Ke should be on the plane. I turned off the phone, narrowed my eyes and edited a long text message. But I said a lot, but I didn't know what I wanted to express. Finally, I deleted all of them, leaving only one sentence: "thank you."
Not long after putting down the phone, Zhuo Feng's call came in, followed by a string of * * messages.
I didn't reply and didn't read the content. I chose to ignore the deletion and shut down again.
The next morning, the door of the dormitory was knocked. Gao Keke was close to the door. He went to open the door reluctantly and pushed the door in. Gao Keke screamed, "ah, ah, Zhuo Ge? You go to the girls' dormitory early in the morning, you... "
I was so surprised that I sat up from the bed and wiped my eyes. I really saw Zhuo Feng standing at the door.
He came in a hurry and didn't look very well. He took a glance at our dormitory and finally fell on me.
"Come out with me."
I didn't move. I opened my mouth to talk. He came over and wrapped me up with my hair stand. He picked me up horizontally and went straight outside.
Along the way came screams and laughter, I was still sleepy, head pain to blow up.
"Where to go, you put me down."
I yelled, and he ignored me. After a long walk, he put me in the car and put me down.
I shook my head. In front of me, brother Li handed me a bottle of water. Then there was a bang. The door was closed tightly. Brother Li went out. There were only two people in the car, Zhuo Feng and me.
He did not speak, just sat quietly beside me, I looked at him, drank water, kneaded his temples.
For a long time, he whispered, "what do you want to hear?"
I spit out a saliva, smile, "to now still ask me to listen to what?"
"Yes."
It's ridiculous that a man who has already said that he wants to marry me is getting along with a woman who has only seen me once. Now come and ask me what I want to hear.
Apart from breaking up, I don't know what to say.
"Zhuo Feng, what should I listen to now?"
In the past, I didn't know how terrible it was to be cut off. Now I finally understand that in my relationship with Zhuo Feng, I have always been passive. Even today, I am still waiting for him to say "break up", instead of saying that I want to leave him.
He didn't explain too much, but he was waiting for me to ask questions, as if I was the one who did the wrong thing instead of him.Silent for a long time, I was unable to say, "I used to say that I would not be with you, but I can't do it. Now I think it's time, Zhuo Feng, what you said before is right. We are not suitable for each other. Although age is not a problem, I always have to think for myself. I'm not young. I know the right and wrong, I know the choice, and all your performances will be told after things happen Tell me, everything I see is true, so... " After a pause, I said with a smile, "break up."
From the beginning can not be separated, forget, to the later entanglement chaos, and now I take the initiative to break up, the heart has long been empty, no pain, no sour.
"Have you thought about it?"
I nodded, "yes, I think it's time for me to start looking for my own outlet. After the divorce, I thought a lot about what I really want to fight for in the past eight years? Today, I understand that what I really need is not you, nor money, nor car or house. What I want is my own happiness and freedom. Happy can find, freedom has been, Zhuofeng, let me go. I have been hurt completely, I don't want to be hurt any more, I really can't hold on. Also, I want to ask you when my mother will be released. Anyway, she is still my mother, just like my uncle is always your father. No matter how bad, she is still a relative. "
When I got out of the car, I stood in the same place for a while. I always felt that what I just said was too easy, so that I couldn't tell whether it was a dream or a reality.
I wrapped my blanket tightly and took a deep breath. I thought the air was so good. I never felt it. It seemed that there was a smell of freedom in the air.
I was not in a hurry to go upstairs. Instead, I sat downstairs for a while. My head was empty and my heart was empty, but I was full of strength.
Behind the liberation, a relaxed.
Xie Jingjing came down to look for me, a face of the sun, can be approached to see the expression on my face, nervous asked, "what's the matter?"
I shook my head and asked her, "Jingjing, how is your preparation for postgraduate entrance examination?"
"Oh, I'm still endorsing. I'm tired to death. Do you want to join? I can give you guidance. I've read the book once."
I thought about it and said, "there's nothing to do anyway. I'll take a test."
In the past, there were many things. I even went to school intermittently. Now I divorce and break up. I have more time for myself in an instant. Anyway, I'm also idle when I'm idle. I'm ashamed to come to this school if I don't study.
Jingjing laughs, "OK, first go upstairs to wash, then go to the library, I'll tell you..."
Jingjing said all the way, I didn't listen, only in the balcony drying clothes, still looking at Zhuofeng's car parked in the distance, my heart suddenly pulled, the hands of the clothes fell on the ground.