Chapter 611

"Brother Lu, thank you. I see."

I will definitely go to brother Lu. He helped my brother a lot. The most important thing is that I can't rest assured. But as for Zhuo Feng, I won't contact him any more.

So after a summer vacation, there is still a week left before the start of school. Brother came with his sister-in-law.

I always live in school because I want to take the postgraduate entrance examination. I have to work hard. Xie Jingjing is working in a bar and studying at the same time. People also sell a large circle.

When I went to work with my brother, I took her to the bar.

The sister-in-law took the child back to the hotel. Call us when we get to the place and wish us not too late.

My brother has deep marks on his brows. After putting down the phone, the first sentence asked me, "have you had a bad time recently?"

I looked down at myself. I'm fine. Although a little thin, but very healthy. "Brother, what do you want to say?"

"I know something from Zhuo Feng. Do you want to hear it? "

My brother is straight hearted. He can't talk or do anything. It's embarrassing to ask directly, but I'm not surprised. Just say, "brother. I'm fine. I'm not involved in the affairs of Zhuo Feng. "

"Silly or not? Zhuo Feng is your life-saving benefactor. "

Ah!

He was right. Zhuo Feng gave me my life and everything now.

I slowly drooped my head, drank a mouthful of spicy wine, took a long time to slow down and said, "brother, what do you want me to do? There are too many things between us. He thinks that I've proposed, we've been on and off many times, and I've had children. What kind of relationship do we want to be in the end? "

My brother nodded helplessly and smoked a cigarette before he said, "sometimes it's very strange. You said that no one thought that you would be separated in the end. It's all at the end. Seeing Feng Ke withdraw the capital and let go, Zhang Boyuan leave, Li Xiangxiang can't become the climate. Everything is OK. Who knows what will happen?"

"Fate, perhaps."

"I don't believe in fate, sister. What's wrong with this matter? If Zhuo Feng is willing to admit his mistake, he'll let it go. It doesn't mean that men and women can't help themselves. Don't you think you can't help yourself at the beginning? If Zhuo Feng also cares about you and Feng Ke, he won't help you in the end, won't he?"

At the beginning, I couldn't help but marry Feng Ke for Zhuofeng, but what about Zhuofeng? Did he sleep with a woman he knew once or twice just for me?

No matter whether he has become a father or not, it has done me a lot of harm. What I want is neither explanation nor tolerance, but not enough love.

"Brother, do you love your sister-in-law?"

He nodded, "I can't say love, but I'm sure I'll recognize it. I love her. She's my wife and the mother of my children. I'm sure I love her. I won't be together if I don't love her."

"Yes, if, I mean, if I call my sister-in-law's identity and you call Zhuo Feng's identity, what will you do?"

"Explain, beg for mercy, whatever you do, as long as she forgives."

"Yes, but where is Zhuo Feng? He had nothing but came to me one afternoon and asked me what I wanted to know. Don't you think this question is ridiculous? "

Elder brother takes a deep breath, eyebrow mark is heavier.

"Brother, what does Zhuo Feng do? Can't you see that? "

"Not enough love."

"Yes, we are all the same. We don't love each other enough. After so long and exhausted, we can't love each other any more. Whether he became a father or a husband of others, no matter whether he slept or not, what I see now is a Zhuo Feng who doesn't want to explain and doesn't want to work hard. I know that he has been working hard to pull me to his side. Everyone will be tired, but I'm not tired. Have I had a good time in the past eight years? "

"Sister, stop talking and drink."

Wine injures the liver, but not drunk.

I slammed into my stomach, ordered three more drinks, and finally fell drunk on the table.

The next day I found out that I was sleeping in a hotel and my sister-in-law was taking care of me. I vomited all night.

"Sister in law."

My sister-in-law sat on the stool and fell asleep. When I told her to lean, she almost fell to the ground. I reached out for her, and she grabbed me with her backhand. Nervously, she asked, "are you ok?"

I reluctantly smile, it was found that speechless.

She sighed, turned on the mineral water and gave it to me, "drink it. I vomited all night and cried all night. It's good to be able to speak. Lie down first and I'll ask your brother to buy some medicine for you. Ah, I can't drink and take medicine, so buy some milk. Ah, silly girl. "

This drunkenness made me sick for three days, and my sister-in-law turned around me, which made me very embarrassed. After I was discharged from hospital, I sent them back. Xie Jingjing still felt uneasy about touching my forehead, "are you ok? It's been burning for three days, and good people seldom go wrong. "

I asked with a smile, "do I become a fool now?"

She also said with a smile, "no, I'm still very smart. I'll ask you a few questions later. I'll go back to eat first. I'm starving. Ah, Gao coco is back, holding the baby. The little guy is very cute. "I was stunned and asked, "take the kids to school. She doesn't take the postgraduate entrance examination. She's a senior, so she won't go for an internship? "

"I don't know. I guess I came back to do some internship procedures. Let's go and have a look."

Gao Keke's children look like Feng Ke, especially his eyes, which are full of fun.

Gao Keke hugged the little guy and said to me half jokingly, "it's strange that we're all women of fengke. I didn't get married but have children. You're divorced and haven't heard from me yet."

I reluctantly smile, admire her calm, but in the bottom of my heart laugh at their own incompetence, I actually feel very poor Feng Ke.

"Did fengke not contact you again?"

Gao coco shook his head. "Who knows, it's better not to contact. I went abroad after graduation. You forget that I still have real estate in Europe. Even if I don't work there, it's enough for my mother to live there for two lives. Later, when he grows up, he'll go out on his own. If I don't tell him who his father is, I'll help him. If I don't want to help him, I'll take care of my children 。”

I definitely look at Gao coco. She used to eat thorns all over her body, and she is ready to target everyone around her all the time. But now she is holding her child, smiling with a happy face and a gentle face, which is quite different from Gao coco before.

The child is very naughty and has a lot of strength. He grabs my clothes and pulls. Gao coco smiles and talks. The child seems to understand. His glasses blink and blink at me.

I also smile, children say a word, high cocoa giggle happy.

I think of my child, so small, not born, not even remember to breathe the air is gone.

I subconsciously covered my stomach and felt like a dream.

The next day, ready to start school, I went to the cemetery.

I went to see my child first. A flying chess and a transformer were put on the small tombstone. It seemed that they were just put on it. I turned around curiously to see them. I didn't see anyone. I cleaned the tombstone, sat quietly on one side and listened to the wind here. I left for a long time.

After changing the direction, I went to see the second cousin first, and then turned to stand in front of Xu Jiaojiao's tombstone.

Her appearance will never change again. She is still beautiful in the photo.

I squatted down to wipe gently, and said to her, "sister, I'm almost the age when you left now."