I know, I know, but I'm still sad.
I asked her. "Jingjing. If I want to get back together. Would you call me a fool? "
Jingjing smiles, shrugs and shakes her head, "No. After all, the relationship between you is there, eight years. It's your whole youth. Anyone will have a deep memory, but before you go to him, you should think that you are Buddha and can accept that he has sex with others. "
I nodded. I didn't say a word, but my mind was still blank.
Composite?
If I had been in the past, I would have been looking for him. I would have found him even if I dug three feet. But now for me. Learn to take it up and put it down.
I take a deep breath, will be wronged and tears all swallow back, firmly said. "No, I don't want to go back. I want to start a new life of my own. "
Xie Jingjing patted me on the shoulder with a smile, "I'm going. Give me a topic. I'm tired of it. Nothing. I don't know how to be so stupid. "
I burst out laughing. "It's not you who are stupid, it's this note that you remember wrong. It's time to ask if you've made a mistake in class to see handsome guys and flower lovers. "
She put out her tongue and looked at it again with her notebook in her arms.
I bow still empty, for a long time to pull back thoughts.
Xie Jingjing didn't lie down until the middle of the night, but I continued to do the rest of the math problems before I decided to go to bed and rest. The phone screen lit up.
I am curious to unlock the check, the phone just so a flash, more than a missed call, "Zhuo Feng?"
I stare at the familiar name, heart beat faster, palms sweating, instant wet back.
Although the number has been deleted, such a familiar string of numbers can not be forgotten.
I took a deep breath, hesitated again, or chose to delete the call record, and then shut down.
But that night, I put my hands on the back of my head and stayed up all night.
The next morning, Gu Chengfeng called me and said that he wanted to invite me to dinner. At last, he was very busy. He was also grateful to me for helping his brother.
It was almost dark when I came out to meet. I didn't eat all day. When I got to the place, I began to drink water fiercely
Gu Chengfeng looked at me nervously, "no, how long have you been hungry for my food?"
I laughed, "yes, I've been hungry for three days for your meal. Hurry up, I'm really hungry."
"Fast, fast, don't drink so much water, you can't eat later."
I put down the glass, wiped the corner of my mouth, looked at him, his eyes burning, like fire.
"Why do you look at me like that?"
"Drow, I miss you."
I nearly spurted out the water just now and glared at him angrily, "what's your age? Are you 25 this year? Big and big, be serious. "
He laughs, grabs his cheek, nods and says, "yes, how many years have we known each other?"
I didn't count carefully. I suddenly felt that time was really fast.
After a moment's silence, Gu Chengfeng handed me a piece of information and said, "take a look. It's for you."
It's all in English. It seems that it's really hard. It took me a long time to understand that it's about company transfer procedures, and the final name is zhuo'er group.
I burp a, feel in the stomach turn over rivers and seas, water all want to spurt out, need not ask also know this is who give me.
Zhuofeng's Zhuoer group is registered in my name, and I'm a legal person. Now the transfer means giving me all the rights. Such a big company has become my own. However, this Zhuoer group in China is not the same as that in Europe. This company is only listed, has no formal business, and has no employees. At that time, Zhuofeng was the only one In business, most of them are daily accounts. It doesn't matter whether they are transferred to me.
But now Zhuo Feng has transferred this thing to me. I have to think, in order to get rid of the relationship with me, he is giving back all the things he made at the beginning to me. The first one is to give the wedding diamond ring to others. The company can't give it to others, but can only give it back to me. Then what? Marriage or heart?
I put down the document with some impatience, signed without hesitation, and gave it back to Gu Chengfeng without asking much.
Gu Chengfeng looked at me and said, "why don't you ask?"
"No, it's good. It can be separated. It's clean. It's not muddy."
We won't do anything that is not connected with each other any more. It's just a bit of old things, pieces of memories branded in our minds. Everything goes with the wind.
When the food was served, we lowered our heads to eat. Gu Chengfeng really didn't say anything more. When he was full, he sent me back to school. Standing downstairs of the apartment, he didn't rush to leave.
Gu Chengfeng doesn't know if he has grown up again. At this time, standing in front of me is like a mountain. His broad back gives him a sense of security.
High bridge of nose and long curly eyelashes swept a shadow, asked me with a smile, "drow? Don't think about me? "
I was stunned.He continued, "don't be in a hurry to refuse me. You know how long I've been waiting for you. Don't say that I've taken advantage of others' danger. I just think it's time for you to come out. Things will pass sooner or later. It's not easy to do it today. But you can't live in the past all the time. I know you don't like me all the time. We can try. After a period of normal communication, you still can't do it. If you like me, I'll give up I mean it
My eyes are sincere and stubborn. They haven't changed for so many years.
Gu Chengfeng is so attached to me, I am very moved, but as he said, in addition to being moved, I only have friendship with him.
Gu Chengfeng smile, some embarrassed grabbed his head, "Zhuo Er, if you don't want to even, when I didn't say."
I look down at the ground.
He should be one meter nine. His slender legs seem to catch up with my height. Liu's thin waist, strong chest, a man who has been waiting for a woman for six or seven years, from youth to youth, is now the boss of a company. He is mature and experienced. He is no longer the former rascal who is hanging around, and he will not tell me that he wants me to forget my brother-in-law and kill me The fool who surrounded him as a stand in.
We are all changing, from naive to mature, but only the same only feelings.
I dare not say that I have completely given up Zhuofeng, and he has never given up on me.
If we have to be involved, why not?
But now I can't give him too much hope, just because my own heart has not been completely obedient.
"Gu Chengfeng, give me some time."
When he was stunned, the smile on his face gradually enlarged. He reached out to hold me. After thinking about it, he took back his hand and rubbed his trouser legs uneasily, with a green smile, "OK, I'll wait for you."
I also smile, heavy nod, "go back early."
"Well, you go first. I'll go when you get in."
I didn't force it. I turned around with a smile and waved my hand to him. He was still smiling, like a sunflower in the sunshine in summer.
I walked faster. At last, I almost ran to the apartment. At the moment I opened the door, Gu Chengfeng's roar came from outside, "I'll wait for you."