Chapter 618

Zhuo Feng asked me to go with him at this time. He clearly wanted to embarrass Gu Chengfeng. He has been here for two or three hours. It's getting dark now. I'm still following Zhuo Feng. I can't say anything.

Many years ago. I remember such a scene, when Zhuo Feng tried to give me back to Gu Chengfeng, I also want to stay. But in the end, Zhuo Feng is still reluctant. You have to pull me away. At that time, they also moved their hands, but Gu Chengfeng was still a half year old boy at that time. No matter how hard you fight, you can't catch up with Zhuo Feng, but at this time. Zhuo Feng is middle-aged. Gu Chengfeng is in his prime. He is as strong as he is. He can use his strength. Zhuofeng is in the downwind.

I took a deep breath and didn't want two more hands. Gently pushed Zhuo Feng for a while, "Mr. Zhuo. I won't go with you. I've finished what I can say just now. You can go now. Thank you for your hospitality. Thank you for sending me back. I have arrived at the gate of the dormitory safely. And I have friends here. I don't think it's convenient for me to go with you. "

Zhuo Feng took a look at me and quickly moved his eyes to Gu Chengfeng in front of him. He said with a smile, "Zhuo Er, you must follow me."

I'm angry. Can't you say that Zhuo Feng doesn't know how to give me freedom and respect for so many years? I hold my last breath, "Zhuo Feng, I won't go. No matter what happens today, I won't go with you. You should die of this heart."

Zhuo Feng continued to look at me. This time, he didn't look away. He still laughed. His cold expression made people very afraid. I didn't dare to look more. I soon looked away and pulled Gu Chengfeng to go.

Zhuo Feng said behind me, "don't you want to hear an explanation? It's about that day."

That day

I saw with my own eyes the Jianghua in his villa, the scattered clothes, the cover in the garbage can, and his worried expression, right?

If Zhuo Feng is still single now and still entangles with me, I think I will definitely think clearly about these, at least let me die thoroughly. But now, he is someone else's husband and the father of someone else's children, which has nothing to do with me. Whether those past explanations are clear seems to have nothing to do with me.

I shook my head. "No, it's all over."

Zhuo Feng came forward to catch me.

I turned back in shock.

Gu Chengfeng, who has been forbearing, is completely angry and roars, "let go."

Zhuo Feng didn't let go. He just looked into my eyes. Through some dark light, he looked at me for a moment and said with a smile, "Zhuo Er, don't you want to know what I'm going to marry with other women? Why do I want to be a dish collector? Why do I come back to you after doing this? I don't want to know? "

Why didn't he just say it?

I can think of countless reasons, but no one can get rid of the fact that he has changed his mind.

He was not like this before, or did I know Zhuo Feng who was violent, cruel and cold?

I really don't know him.

I earned my hand, but I didn't.

Gu Chengfeng snorted and smashed his fist.

Zhuo Feng didn't dodge. He turned his head and vomited blood. Then he continued to look up and asked me firmly, "really don't want to know?"

I frown in amazement, and my heart beats violently. Today's Zhuo Feng is really different from the person I know.

"Zhuo Feng, I, we have broken up. We've been pestering for eight years. Isn't that enough?"

"Not enough."

I recall in my mind that he held me in his arms. He said that to me in my ear affectionately. All my life, it's not a lifetime. But in this life, who will go first and leave first? It's never been me, I think.

"Zhuo Feng, I'm tired. Let me go, OK?"

Zhuo Feng didn't say a word. He just rolled his Adam's apple up and down. After a long time, his voice was lower. He asked me, "Zhuo Er, if you say you don't love me, I'll go right away. Do you dare to say that?"

I

Do I love him? What is love?

I have asked myself many times, but I gave different answers at each time. At the beginning, I didn't ask for any report. After waiting for him for three years, I witnessed the obsession of Li's yearning around him. In the end, my answer turned to compromise.

But I'm very tired. I don't know how many times I've died. The wounds on the mountain and the psychological trauma have already made me lose my first fantasy of the best love.

Later, I thought to myself, love should be our common growth, in exchange for suffering.

I'm not as good as crisis time and time again. He's around me every time. That's enough.

Falling into the abyss brings us more yearning for a better life, but when the better life begins, he leaves.

When I saw Jiang Hua standing at the door, my heart really died.

Seeing is not necessarily true, but why didn't he give me an explanation? It didn't take long for the news of his marriage to come out.

He gave marriage to three women in his life, and I am one of them, but is this love?We're engaged. After that? He didn't marry me.

My heart was hard to pull out the same pain.

I take a deep breath. I can't lift up any strength. It's useless to argue. It's impossible to fall in love again. What else can we have left?

I whispered, "Zhuofeng, I don't love you anymore."

I didn't look up. I didn't know what his face looked like at this time. I just watched him release my hand gradually and drop down lifelessly. I didn't dare to take a look more. I turned around and dragged Gu Chengfeng to go inside.

After entering the apartment, Gu Chengfeng took me to stand in the corner, hiding in the shadow. It wasn't long before the sound of the car starting came from the outside, whistling away, like a giant eagle flying up, which made people mention it to their throat.

In the dark light, Gu Chengfeng didn't ask me anything. He just patted my back and said, "if you want to cry, just cry."

I just hung in the eyes inside the tears turn a circle, but in the end can not flow out, can only swallow into the stomach.

"I'm fine. You didn't drive here so late. How can you go back?"

"Oh, I'm fine. I'm just worried about you. Don't you regret it? "

I looked up at him and asked curiously, "what do you regret?"

"I regret not going with him."

I shook my head, "don't mention him, I'll ask you again, why change the topic."

He laughed and breathed, leaning against the wall behind him, pulling me close to him.

I stumbled into his arms. He asked me in a low voice, "I don't regret what you did just now, but you're telling Zhuo you'll follow me."

I know what it means. Although I'm not ready to be with Gu Chengfeng, I'm at least ready to separate from Zhuo Feng.

"We have become enemies. Do you still want me to turn around and rush over? I don't want to be entangled any more. You should cheer me on. Why do you want me to change my mind?"

Gu Chengfeng laughs and hears that he is really happy. He is silent for a while. "Well, I know. I'll redouble my efforts. Let's go in. I'll take a taxi."

I nodded and stood for a while before I turned and went upstairs.

Lying in bed, like a pancake, no more sleepiness.

The next morning, Gu Chengfeng called me and said that he had bought breakfast and put it downstairs. He told me to take it. I saw his breakfast at the door with a card, "love breakfast."

I smile, his Chinese characters are still so ugly, crooked.

I was about to turn around when I saw a familiar figure standing in the corner, and the expression on my face disappeared in an instant.

"PATA" breakfast landed, spilled my vamp.

He approached, looked down at me, worried, "it's not hot, is it?"