I was startled and flustered. The cup in my hand fell to the ground. The light in Shen zhiang's room is also on.
I picked it up in a hurry. I don't want to cut my hand with glass debris. The busier I am, the more confused I am. I don't know what I'm flustered about. I know clearly that I'm separated from Zhuo Feng. I'm still flustered here as a traitor.
Shen zhiang came out wearing a pair of pajamas, but he didn't wake up. Look at me blankly. I casually wiped my hands with a paper towel, embarrassed to say. "I'm sorry I woke you up. I was going to leave."
Shen zhiang came to me, grabbed my hand and looked down. "Wrap it up before you go. Don't move. Let me see. "
His voice was low and his sleepiness swept away. Grab my hand, go to the living room, open the medicine box and wipe my hand. I am anxious to see the time, ten minutes seems very long. Why are you here now? I got up to leave. He grabbed me and looked me up and down. "Something urgent?"
I shook my head. "No. I want to go back to my dorm earlier. "
"For me, your school is not open now. How can you go back?"
I
I was stunned for a moment. For a moment, I didn't know how to lie. I was worried and the door opened.
Zhuo Feng has my key here for a long time, but he didn't expect to keep it all the time.
Three people, three pairs of eyes, looking at each other, for a long time there was no sound. For a long time, Zhuo Fengcai stepped in and stared at my hand held by Shen zhiang.
"President Shen." Zhuo Feng said first.
Shen zhiang laughed, nodded, pulled me to stand behind him, and said clearly, "I know why zhuo'er is so flustered, because you want to come and catch the traitor? Unfortunately, we just finished
Damn, don't you think there's enough?
I gently pull his sleeve to explain. Shen zhiang stares back at me as if he is warning me. In fact, he reminds me that if I really want to draw a line with Zhuo Feng, I have to ask Zhuo Feng to think that I have forgotten him. Maybe this beautiful misunderstanding is a good thing?
I took a deep breath and bit my thin lip without making a sound.
Zhuo Feng came over and looked at us. There was no kindness in his eyes. He was silent for a while and asked me, "Zhuo Er, where did you hurt?"
I looked down and said nothing.
Zhuo Feng said, "follow me." Reach for me.
Shen zhiang didn't want to step forward and completely blocked my figure, "President Zhuo, are you a Ming Pao? Even if it's your robbery, you have to ask the client if drow is willing to go with you, right? Drow, do you want to go with him? "
I didn't say a word.
I know a lot of things should be natural after leaving with Zhuo Feng, but I can't do that. I know my current position clearly, and I know more about whose husband Zhuo Feng is. No matter what he got married for, we are doomed to be impossible today.
But my heart is very sad, I don't want to hurt Zhuo Feng, so this mouth refused words for a long time can't say.
In the stalemate, Zhuo Feng continued to come forward and looked at me with a crooked head. His face was dignified, which made my heart feel uncomfortable. "Zhuo Er, do you want to go?"
I tightly pursed lips, still don't know how to say.
Shen zhiang continued to block me, and Zhuo Feng four eyes opposite, "President Zhuo, what I said is not clear enough?"
"You get out of my way. I have nothing to do with drow."
Shen zhiang sneered, "it doesn't matter, but at least I know that as someone else's husband, you can't continue to involve other women outside. Who do you deserve? Anyway, Shen zhi'ang came to zhuo'er after his divorce. No one forced him to do what you wanted. On the contrary, President Zhuo wanted to take away a woman who didn't want to go with you in the middle of the night? "
Shen zhiang's words stabbed Zhuo Feng's heart like a knife, and every sound beat him heavily.
The awkwardness of identity has doomed to an insurmountable gap between us.
"Zhuo Feng, I won't go with you. If you have something urgent, you can come to my office tomorrow. This is not a place to talk, and..."
I didn't finish, Shen zhiang took over, "and we are hot, disturbed, is really in a bad mood, don't know whether to continue."
"Dong!"
With a dull sound, Shen zhiang's head deviates from half of his body, and Zhuo Feng's fist hits him in the face like the wind. Shen zhiang stands up after a moment's relaxation, and does not hesitate to respond. The two huge fists collide with each other, making a dull sound.
I was scared only to look at silly, and so on two people wrestle together, I went to pull.
Drag one, drag one, no one is humble.
The furniture bumped against the mountain, the flesh and the fists bumped together, which was boring and shaking. I couldn't hold it any more. I just stood on one side and watched the two men fight. They were both defeated.
When they were lying on the ground with injuries and hitting each other with something reluctantly, I went over and knocked on each other with a wine bottle. Two people fainted at the same time.
I called an ambulance and arranged a room on purpose. Zhuo Feng woke up first, but I was sitting in front of Shen zhiang's bed.He looked at me eagerly, with no expression. The swelling on his face looked like a clown, which made me feel funny.
"Drow, come here, be obedient."
My heart trembled and I sat still.
"Come and see if you're hurt."
Suddenly, my heart was locked. Just now, I was totally occupied. I frowned helplessly and said, "it's OK. You lie down. I'll call the doctor to show you."
He shook his head and struggled to get up. In fact, it was all trauma, but the biggest wound was on my head. I knocked it with a wine bottle, and I went to hold him, "don't move, OK?"
"Zhuo Er, you..."
He is still asking this question.
I didn't answer.
He continued, "it's normal that it happened. He's right. I'm a married man now."
I feel very uncomfortable, drooping head dare not look at him, to Zhuo Feng, I still can't put down.
"Brother in law, take good care of yourself. Don't talk." I choked and couldn't control my emotions. It was impossible for me to say that I didn't care for him. He said that when I came here in ten minutes, I began to panic. It was the same when I really thought that he was coming to catch a traitor. It was not that I felt empty and worried. It showed that I cared about him.
Weak tears in the end or flow down, I bear not to cry out, silently bow wipe tears.
Zhuo Feng shakes his hands to wipe it for me. He sighs all the time. He knows our relationship better than me.
"I'm sorry." He said.
I shook my head, wiped off the tears that I couldn't wipe clean, and said for a long time, "why apologize?"
"I got married by accident. Don't hate me. I have to."
There are many kinds of people who have no choice. I was the same at the beginning, and he is the same now, but the purpose is different and the experience is different. He doesn't experience the grievances I suffered at the beginning, and I don't realize his helplessness now. We are all pitiful people who have been tormented by love.
I reluctantly smile, "I know, do all done, it is necessary to adhere to, I do not want to make you difficult to do, we can only separate."
"Drow." He squeezed my hand, but I didn't respond. I just looked at him with a smile. When I heard Shen zhiang groaning because of the pain, I immediately took my hand away and got up to go to Shen zhiang.
I deliberately arrange them together, just want to let Zhuo Feng know my resolution to break up, but don't know, in hurt him at the same time, it is more harm to me.
For two days in a row, I suffered from the torture that I could not give up and cherish. Finally, on the third day, I asked to separate the two people from the ward to recuperate, but Zhuo Feng was directly discharged from the hospital.
He left in a hurry. He heard that there was something urgent. Brother Li, who came to go through the discharge procedures, saw me and took me to the backyard of the hospital to talk, "Zhuo Er, you now..." He had a sad look on his face.
I insisted, "nothing, just a misunderstanding. He saw me and Mr. Shen..." I didn't make it clear. It's not clear. It's good for each other.
"Ah, silly girl, Zhuo Feng for you You'd better think about it and you'll regret it. "