Chapter 656

Shouldn't being forced be sad?

"Jingjing, you..."

Xie Jingjing nodded, "yes. I'd like to. I like him a long time ago. You should know. When I came in last night, he pulled me away. Although I'm calling your name, I know if I want to. Something's going to happen between us, but I haven't left yet. I like him. I've always been used to it. Don't you see, drow? "

I don't know. Isn't Xie Jingjing just saying that Gu Chengfeng is a friend?

I looked at her in surprise, and then at Gu Chengfeng.

Gu Chengfeng a face of injury and regret, "sorry. Jingjing, I thought you were a drow. I was drunk, and then I knew it was you, but it was too late. I will be responsible for you. "

What a mess.

I gave Gu Chengfeng another slap and ran out.

The mood is extremely complicated. I don't know what to say for a moment.

Gu Chengfeng sleeps Xie Jingjing, but he still knows. But it's too late. It's only after the event. But he also knew that there was nothing but regret. It's happened. Can we do nothing?

Physical contact. It's a mess.

I'm in the middle. I feel sorry at both ends.

Even if Xie Jingjing wants to, I will bring her.

Xie Jingjing said she liked him. Why didn't I find out? Even if I like it, I can't give myself away. I'm the best example. When I was with Zhuo Feng, I delivered myself early, but now I can't get rid of myself completely. I've been wrong, and I can't watch my good friend go wrong.

"Drow."

I squatted at the door, blowing the morning wind, some cold, perhaps because of rain, the sun for a while, the weather is gradually gloomy.

She sat next to me, first reluctantly breathed, then sat down and said to me, "drow, do you hate me?"

I am a Zheng, why should I hate her, I am holding injustice for her.

"Jingjing, you will regret it. Gu Chengfeng doesn't like you. You sacrifice too much. I won't stop you if you like him. But there is no relationship between you. You just don't know how to pay so much. Do you think about the consequences?"

Xie Jingjing laughed, "Zhuo Er, it's time to sleep. If you like it, you can sleep. If you don't like it, you can change it. Do you think I didn't sleep with Zhang Chuan? I went to bed early. That's why I was so sad at that time. But I don't care. Do you know why?"

I looked at her in surprise. I couldn't believe it.

"Jingjing, you..."

"Drow, do you remember when you sent me out of the mountains?"

I nodded. Naturally, I remember that Zhuo Zhendong was still alive at that time. He tried his best to stop me from being with Zhuo Feng and went to the mountains to find us. At that time, Xie Jingjing and I were working as a supporting teacher. I was worried about Xie Jingjing's accident. I bought her a ticket in advance and asked her father to pick her up.

I remember it very clearly.

"Yes, what's the matter?"

"In fact, something happened that day. I didn't tell anyone."

I have a sharp pain in my heart. I believe my face is pale at this time.

She did not care to tell me, "before I said I like Gu Chengfeng, then I slept with him."

She stopped for a few seconds to look at me.

I think one head is two.

She laughed and continued, "but he didn't know. He thought he was a virgin, isn't it funny? At that time, he came to find you, but he couldn't contact you, so he called me. I lied to him that you were with me. He went to find me, and I put something in his water, and then it became a matter of course. After that, I thought, it's enough for a man who can't get one sleep, but I always want to, can't forget. Do you know the feeling of looking at the person he likes when he is already very close? Every time he brings breakfast, I feel very sad. So this time I see him, because you are so drunk again, I am not calm at all. I've endured it for a long time, and finally I don't want to hide anything. I think I went to his room on purpose yesterday. I don't have to hold him responsible for the things you like and I want. Drow, give him to me, will you

I can't speak for a moment. It's not a matter of letting or not.

Is the biggest problem between the two people not that Gu Chengfeng doesn't like her, and I didn't occupy Gu Chengfeng. He is a human being, not that I let him.

"Jingjing, do you want to know whether Gu Chengfeng loves you or not? Even if you get together, will you be happy? If you don't look at others, look at me and Zhuo Feng. We have been torturing each other for eight years. Up to now, we still can't tell each other clearly. Love is your love and I'm willing, not willing to pay. Do you know? "

Her desolate smile, smile tears, the traces on the neck can be seen clearly.

I didn't dare to look more. I turned to look outside.

The wind, the leaves around the rustle of sound, the heart also seems to grow grass, crash down a desolate.

"Don't you dare to look at me now, drow? Yeah, I'm just stupid. I'm just like you back then. I'm desperate for love. I don't hit the south wall or look back. I know that I can't get any reward for my unremitting efforts, but I'm willing to. I've endured it for two years. Do you want me to continue to endure it? I watch the man I love revolve around you all day. Do you know how sad I am? Drow, you are excellent, you are beautiful, you have great ability, many excellent men around you, but I, I am an ugly duckling that people dislike. I know I'm not glamorous enough, so I have to do something, even if I don't get anything in the end, I'd like toI saw in Xie Jingjing that I was only 20 years old at that time. I was with Zhuo Feng. When Zhuo Feng agreed, I thought I was the happiest woman in the world, but it was moths flying into the fire!

I understand Xie Jingjing's forbearance and desperation. Watching her beloved man always be kind to others, her heart is burning all day. It's the same feeling that I saw Zhuo Feng, Xu Jiaojiao and Li Xiangxiang in pairs.

Can she think, at least Zhuofeng and I still love each other, but Gu Chengfeng never looked her in the eye.

Xie Jingjing suddenly grabbed my hand, "drow, give him to me, don't hang him, you tell him you don't love him, you tell him you don't love him all the time, tell him to give up, he can leave you completely, OK? I don't ask Gu Chengfeng to treat me as well as you. As long as he associates with me, I promise he will fall in love with me. Really, zhuo'er, go and tell her. "

I look at Xie Jingjing's face full of tears with heartache, which is more humble than I was then. It seems brave, but in fact it is the most stupid. In the end, it will be nothing. I am the best example. Why doesn't she understand?

I shook my head and didn't speak. I can't promise.

"Drow, why don't you let go? Why? You have Zhuofeng, and now there is Shen zhiang. Aren't you enough? So many men are around you. Feng Ke, who was so cruel before, is so kind to you. What else do you need? Zhuo'er, I only want Gu Chengfeng. Give him to me. Before, I thought that I would give up on Gu Chengfeng after I was with Zhang Chuan. Who knows that I can't forget it more and more recently, just like poisoning. Really, zhuo'er, you don't know how much I love him. Please, give him to me. "