I feel guilty all looking at Zhuo Feng, want to talk, he put up his fingers to seal my lips. "Eat sweets. I went back to the ward. It really hurts
He frowned hard, I nodded heartache, got up to see him off. He laughed and turned to me and said, "lie down. I'm all right. I'll be discharged the day after tomorrow. You can take good care of yourself. The most serious thing is you. "
Yeah?
Lu Shao said, "you have severe anemia. If you don't remedy it in time, it will be over. It's not a girl. You don't eat? Ah? You see what you're thin now? I haven't seen you for only a few days, and then I'll be dead. Do you really want to lose weight or can't eat? "
Me. I didn't. I looked down at my arm. It's too thin. Men are strong. I think it will break if I break it hard.
"Brother Lu, I eat a lot. Eat on time, too. "
Shen zhiang snorted, "cats eat more than you. I made your favorite pancakes and took the medicine. There is brown sugar water, the doctor explained, temporarily hospitalized observation, eat must be good
I nodded, took the pancakes he gave me, looked up again and saw Zhuo Feng's back. He used to take care of me with all kinds of food and nutrition, and he also had a good sleep, but now he has become someone else. Because of my refusal several times, he really turned away, and never gave me any tenderness, even a look.
Can see the lonely back, I heartache, like a knife stirring.
Shen zhiang handed me a glass of water to block Zhuo Feng's back. I took my eyes back and looked at him helplessly.
"Forget early to accept me, but I appreciate you calling my name all the time in a coma."
My jaw would fall in amazement.
Shen zhiang gently smile, hand over to hold my chin, "don't be surprised, all heard, eat quickly, cold taste changed."
I stared at him and Lu Shao. Lu Shao snorted and turned to go out. Sister Kaixin stamped her foot and went out.
I feel lost chewing pancakes, complex mood.
If I lose the people around me because I am separated from Zhuo Feng, but I get the happiness and freedom I want, is that a good thing or a bad thing?
When I had enough to eat and drink, I lay down to sleep. Maybe it was because of anemia, I had no strength all over, and my head was dizzy. Shen zhiang didn't go all the time. I fell asleep, ate and slept. The next day I felt better.
This time I opened my eyes to see a pair of red and swollen eyes like a rabbit Xie Jingjing.
"Jingjing?"
"Yes?" She touched her eyes and looked up at me.
"Did Gu Chengfeng make you angry again?"
She smiles and shakes her head. "No, I'm worried about you. He's very kind to me."
I don't look like it, but if she doesn't say it, I can't ask any more. Even if it's good, it's bad.
I have no choice but to take a breath, sit up, and a dizziness.
"Zhuo Er, lie down. You know how much your blood pressure is now. It's only thirty-five. Everyone else is eighty. It's only thirty-five. It's still falling. It's scary. Lie down quickly."
I barely open my eyes. The world is turning. I don't know how my body is bad. It seems that I haven't been well since I lost my child. I can't eat well and sleep well. No matter how much I eat, my weight will still drop. If it's not white now, it's as dry as I was eight years ago.
"Jingjing, do I look particularly embarrassed now?"
She handed me the apple with a smile. "No, it's still so good-looking. Have an apple. I'll go back to school in a moment. Liu Wei is coming. I'll help her to go through the formalities. She is two years younger than us. Now she's our schoolgirl. Hehe, she'll have company in the future."
Good thing, I happily nibble at the apple and ask her, "when will she come?"
"The day after tomorrow, I remember. I went back to see the phone. I was in a hurry. I didn't take the phone. When Shen zhiang came back, I left."
"Where did he go?"
"I went to your company. It seems that there is a bad batch of goods. He went to deal with it. Ah, Zhuo Er, Zhuo Feng is next door. Do you know?"
I didn't say a word.
She said helplessly, "I haven't eaten all day. I want to come to see you, but I can't make it. You are separated by a wall. I've just seen it. I'm afraid I'm worried about you. Shall I help you to have a look?"
I thought about it and agreed, "OK, pull me up."
Zhuo Feng is sleeping, we push the door into the voice is not big, he still woke up, suddenly up, he fell back because of too much pain.
I'm not steady. I'll take a few steps to catch up with him. He bumps into the bed board with a thump. Zhuo Feng is also worried about stretching out his hand. The two people's heads hum at the same time. They separate in an instant and give out a dull hum.
Behind is Xie Jingjing's laughter, "look at you, what's the hurry? Isn't it all right? Didn't it hit there?"
I rubbed my head back, Zhuo Feng did not rub his head, came to rub my hand, said to Xie Jingjing, "it's OK, thank you."
"You're welcome. I'll wait next door. If you need me, you can talk."Xie Jingjing winked at me and turned to go out.
Zhuo Feng is still rubbing his head for me. I push him with a smile. "You lie down well, I'm fine. My head is hard."
He gave a boon and, sure enough, lay down and looked at me.
It took me a lot of effort to prop up his bed. He was half lying with his upper body tilted and looked at me askew.
Four eyes opposite, we laugh at the same time, "brother-in-law, do not eat?"
"No appetite."
"Who cooked the food?" I asked.
"Lu Shao."
Poof!
I couldn't help laughing. "He can't cook. He's really hungry."
Zhuo fengen gave a laugh.
"What do you want to eat? I'll go out and buy it for you. There are many snacks around here." Once upon a time, when I was in hospital, Zhuo Feng often bought it in a high-end restaurant nearby. However, no matter how delicious it was, he ate less. Zhuo Feng said that it was not as hygienic as what he did at home, so later when he was busy, he would make it for me in person.
Zhuo Feng shook his head and held my hand tightly. After looking at me for a long time, I felt uncomfortable. He asked me, "do you really think about it?"
Think, separate it, this is good for us, no matter what, I can't because the heart with his hate with him.
"Brother in law, I still hate you."
He nodded, "I know, blame me, but promise me, don't leave me too far, I'm afraid you walk too fast, I can't keep up with you."
"My legs are short. Where can I go?"
He chuckled, "go to other people's arms, I can't pull back."
I closed the smile, heartache, no more words, for fear of a mouth said should not say, between us, too much should not be separated, I do not want to add scars between us.
I said, "yes."
"Drow."
"Yes?"
"You've really grown up."
I laugh, indeed, I grew up, only he found out.
"Regret."
I asked with a smile, "what do you regret?"
"I regret doing my own business several times without considering you. I was waiting for your news in the city on the day of your divorce. I thought you would come to me as before. I underestimated the harm I had done to you in those years."
I dropped my eyes and took a breath. For the first time, I asked, "who is that Jianghua?"
"Xuan'er, do you remember?"
His cousin, we met once and never again. I have forgotten her appearance. It's just that she was her cousin who hated me very much at that time. I haven't seen her for many years. It must have changed a lot
Ah, is that Xuan er?