This kiss really made me no parry, I didn't even struggle, and even a little addicted to cater.
For a long time. He let me go. Look down at me. His eyes were shining, and he looked on my face again and again, "why. How much sympathy do you have for my illegitimate son? "
I shook my head, thought and nodded. Maybe. We are all weak when we are unable to choose our origin. The illegitimate child born in a rich family is even more difficult. Comparatively speaking, I am good.
"President Shen."
"Don't talk. That's how I want to look at you. There are not many times when you don't refuse me. It's a great honor for you not to fight me. You can still look at me like this. Tut Tut, I want more. "
"Shen. Well... "
His kissing skill is not very good, a little raw. It's like me many years ago, but he still insists on kissing me all the time. Simple guidance made him master the beauty of this, from the initial active attack to catering. In the end, I still had the upper hand and pushed him away with some difficulty in breathing. His lips are full of my saliva, and the corners of his lips are full of attraction.
We looked at each other for a long time before he said, "drow, I love you. For the first time
I stared at his eyes, which were full of sincerity. These familiar eyes reminded me of the scene of three children fighting for apples for me for many years. I asked him subconsciously, "Mr. Shen, have we met before, long, long ago?"
The smile on his face was deeper, but he didn't say a word. He just wiped the saliva off my lips with his fingers and said gently, "have a good rest, I'm here with you."
Sound like a magic spell, swept away the uneasiness in my heart, looking at his gentle eyes, gradually fell asleep.
In my dream, I went back to the time many years ago when three boys were naughty all day. We girls were taught to do housework when we were young. When I was very young, I began to wash clothes by the well water. In winter, the back of my hand was broken passively and scabby. In summer, my clothes were soaked with sweat and sticky on my body.
At that time, there was no bathroom. Girls took baths secretly. Sometimes we went to the river. If we had no gender awareness, sometimes we would wash together with the boys. The boys would help us to draw water and drive the big boys away. A busy summer is the best.
Can be beautiful with the growth of age a little less, and finally because of the disappearance of the three boys and no longer change the fun.
I remember the day before they were taken away, the boy with the most beautiful eyes came to see me, but my father insisted that I wash his feet instead of going out to see him, which became a pity in my childhood.
Do not want to, this regret also appeared in the dream, a little bit of diffusion, wake up still feel sorry.
Shen zhiang is looking down at the information. He is most handsome and affectionate when he is serious. He has swept away the irritability in my heart.
I asked him with a smile, "Mr. Shen."
He turned to look at me and laughed, "huh?"
"Aren't you tired?"
He put down the information in his hand and said with a smile, "when you are tired, you have a rest. Now you are not tired."
I nodded, no words.
It's very comfortable to be with him, and I won't feel embarrassed without too many words. I just sat down and rubbed my head, which is still a little sour. "Mr. Shen, when is it? Can I go out for a walk? Is my brother-in-law better? "
He
replied, "at 8 p.m., you can go out for a walk, but you need to wear more clothes. It's a little cold. Zhuo Feng, who is next door, went out just now. It's probably about the company. He came to you before he left, but he didn't talk to me, so you need to ask him about the specific situation. "
Oh, I didn't think much about it. I got up and helped the bed. Half of my body was moved out. I didn't know where the shoes on the ground were. I was looking for them. Shen zhiang's hand held my feet and they were hot.
I am a Zheng, want to draw back, he grasps not to move, followed to put slipper on my foot.
"I'll catch cold. I changed you into soft cotton slippers."
I look down, really, and the style is my favorite cartoon patterns, shoes cut short, and a pair of very small ears, it looks very cute.
I asked with a smile, "how do you know I like this?"
"Guess."
I smile, landing, light incomparable, some new shoes stumbling, but still very comfortable.
After coming out, he helped me add a piece of clothes. I took a look at the phone. Zhuo Feng sent me a message and told me that he went to the company to hold a temporary conference call. He came back very late and asked me if I wanted to eat something. I thought about it and replied, "no, I'll go back to sleep as soon as I walk. I always want to sleep recently."
"Well, don't catch cold."
Shen zhiang watched me finish the message, and the smile on the corner of his eyes became deeper and deeper.
I asked curiously, "Why are you laughing?"
"Happy."
"Happy what?"
"I'm glad you didn't hit me before, hehe Is it because I am an illegitimate child that my attitude has changed so much? "When I was shocked, it seemed that I had changed a lot to him. I don't know why. I can't give any reason. But I don't think I'm disgusted with him. I used to worry about Zhuo Feng in Gu Chengfeng, an ancient book. Now I've dealt with their relationship well. I'm relaxed. I feel that I can do anything and have a taste Try anything, even to accept someone around you.
I look at him.
I don't know much about Shen zhiang. He suddenly broke into my life and gave me help. He let me beat and scold him. He still followed the hooligan like a dead face, but he had a sense of propriety.
Once upon a time, I didn't know that women are easy to get along with and easily captured, just like me now.
Once upon a time, there was only Zhuo Feng in my eyes. I never knew how to talk to strangers from strangeness to ambiguity. Now it seems that I really need to try.
"President Shen."
"I'm here."
"Have you ever thought about it? I don't love you. I don't know what you mean by love. At least we haven't reached the level of love. "
He just chuckled and didn't speak.
After a long time, his voice seemed to come from the horizon, some low, with the wind blowing on my face, listening to me in a trance.
"I know more about love than you do, so I know when to say it. At least what I just said is true. You should believe it. You can't accept it, but don't doubt me. I don't know much about Shen zhiang, but I can still promise to tell you that I never tell lies, just hide something, but this concealment is not selfish, it is for the good between you and me. Do you understand? "
I look down at the ground and compare the people around me with Zhuo Feng all the time. I used to think that no one can compare with Zhuo Feng. He is a good man in ten thousand. I rely on him. But it took me a long time to find out that Zhuo Feng also has advantages and disadvantages. Everyone has disadvantages, which makes us unable to integrate and forgive each other.
But compared with the man in front of me, I suddenly feel that he is also good.
"Mr. Shen, tell me to think about it."