He nodded and agreed, "the company needs you. We're on our way. It's convenient for me to pick you up. The day after tomorrow. "

"Good."

He kisses me. Pull me up.

I've been able to walk, even though it's a little slow, and my heart beats a lot when I walk fast. It will be better when I have a rest. I don't know if it's a man's heart. It's not suitable for me to use it. Always feel that my physical strength is not worthy of this beating heart. Want to go out and run, want to overload exercise. To make me feel better.

Then the phone rings.

Or text messages, strange numbers. That's true. It's Zhuo Feng.

He just said, "are you better?"

Look at the tone. I have said a lot before. You know my situation.

I remember that Shen zhiang had touched my phone before, and the previous information was gone. He must have talked with Zhuo Feng, but he didn't know what the content was. I'm not clear. Direct reply, "much better. what about you? What's the situation? "

"Good, coming out of the mountains. Breathe outside. The air is fresh here. The scenery is very good. I'll take you here when I have a chance. "

I bear the excitement, secretly look at Shen zhiang, he did not find, I continue to reply, "where, convenient to say? I want to see you

"Little fool, you can't come here. Don't you agree to let me live here well? Do you still want to come?"

So before Shen zhiang talked with Zhuo Feng, did he want Zhuo Feng not to come back? I understand the desire to possess. He doesn't want Zhuo Feng to disturb my life. He doesn't do anything wrong. From the perspective of his rival, Shen zhiang's every move is right, but I can't watch Zhuo Feng endure all the pain alone.

"Brother in law, I also want to have you in my life, don't you?"

There's no reply. I'll take a last look at our correspondence and delete it directly.

The next day, Zhuo Feng's message came back and changed a new number, "I think, I miss you. Drow, it wasn't you before... "

He found out.

We have been together for eight years. We have been in love for a long time. We know each other. He even knows me better than I do. Naturally, he knows that the one before is not me.

I tearfully reply, "before he, I just know your situation, no one told me, brother-in-law, I miss you."

"Fool, it's right not to tell you. I really regret contacting you. You have a good life. Don't go back."

It's like thunder. What does he mean?

I'm in a hurry. I'll call back. It's stopped.

So Zhuo Feng's numbers are all sent out and there is no charge? So you won't be followed?

I am anxious to sit on the toilet, this kind of furtive feeling has made me uncomfortable, but now it is so anxious, it makes me more sad.

I cry out, looking at the phone but powerless, he no longer contact me, what did I say wrong?

Shen zhiang knocked on the door outside? What's up? Do you feel well? You've been in there for a long time

I gasped and my heart beat violently. It took me a long time to calm down. "I'm fine. I'm just a little constipated."

"Oh, it's the side effect of taking medicine. Take your time. I'm outside. Call me if you feel sick."

"I see. You can do it."

I continued to sit and called Lu Shao directly.

There was no answer, only a message, "who, my sister or Shen zhiang?"

I replied, "drow, answer the phone, brother Lu, I have something urgent."

"Call me."

I called again. Lu Shao didn't speak when he got through. I gave him a feed first.

"Brother Lu."

"Sister, I have to be careful now, you know why."

Only he knows where Zhuo Feng is. Naturally, he should be careful. If he lives here, he can protect himself, but he is still happy.

I said, "brother Lu, I know. I got in touch with Zhuo Feng. Why did he suddenly tell me not to look for him? I'm so worried. Brother Lu, could you tell me where he is?"

Lu Shao sighed and said in a low voice, "sister, Zhuofeng is for you. You're not very good now. Shen zhiang is good to you. I can see that the boy is sincere. You can't tangle with Zhuofeng. You should think for yourself. Zhuofeng won't have an accident. What's more, I'm good for you. I'm not discharged. How's your body?"

"Brother Lu, don't digress from the topic. My brother came here yesterday. You should know my situation. You can tell me the specific location of Zhuo Feng. If you don't tell me, you can tell me whether he's there or not and when he can come back. Please, I was chatting with him before, and suddenly told me not to contact him. I'm so afraid."

I choked. I was scared.

"Fool, don't tell you to contact, don't prove that Zhuo Feng put you down? Do you still want to get tangled up? "

I shook my head, tears came out and patted on the back of my hand, "brother Lu, no, I'm very worried. I know that after this, I really..."

"Regret being engaged?" Lu Shao asked me.I was stunned and silent.

"Silly or not, it's too late to regret. Shen zhiang is a good boy. It's not bad for you to wait to get married after you get engaged. Zhuo Feng is willing and no one forces him. He just wants to give you a free living space, isn't it?"

I

Yes, what I always want is free living space. I want to choose my lover, do what I want to do, and look for my lost youth. All these are what I expect. Why am I so afraid?

"Brother Lu, I'm afraid. I don't know what to do."

"If you don't know, just let it be. Shen zhiang took care of you at the beginning. We all admire him. You're OK. I'm going to hang up and have fun. Don't call me if you have nothing to do. I'm on my honeymoon."

When the telephone was disconnected, a string in my heart was also broken.

It's like the end of all this. I'll never see that important person in my life again.

Shen zhiang came to urge, "Zhuo Er? Are you OK? Did you cry? "

I quickly denied, "I don't have it. I just have a stomachache. I'll be fine in a moment."

When I arrived at the company at noon, Shen zhiang didn't leave. He handed over the company's business to me and told me that I was too tired. I asked him slowly and didn't understand. I nodded all the time, but I didn't listen to a word.

He was urged to leave by the phone of the company. I also put down the papers in my hand and sat on the stool in a daze.

I spent the whole afternoon issuing certificates, and my head was blank.

In the evening, he asked me to go home in his car because of a meeting. I insisted on not leaving. I took the small box that Zhuo Feng had given me before from the safe, which was full of jewelry. At the bottom, the thick layer was our group photo.

I look at them one by one, but I don't think it's enough to continue.

Until Shen zhiang came back, I was still watching.

I was embarrassed to look at his stunned expression, and then look at the photos in my hand, like a prostitute who was arrested and raped, in a hurry, crash, scattered all over the floor.

He frowned helplessly and came over to help me pick up the photos, put them back, locked them in the safe, and sat quietly opposite me with complicated eyes.

I'm guilty of hanging my head. I don't dare to meet my eyes. I just stiffen my back and reluctantly ask myself not to be excited.

After a long time, he said, "do you miss him?"

I didn't say a word.

"If you want to contact me, I won't stop you."

My heart trembled. He