The meal lasted nearly three hours, during which Shen zhiang went to the bathroom four times and Zhuo Feng went to the bathroom twice. Lu Shao has been drunk for a long time. Happy to help him leave first. There are fewer and fewer people left.
Half an hour later, there were only a few of us left, all family members.
Sister in law. Still sitting quietly, I was drinking too. Not a word.
The elder brother is diagonally opposite her. His face turned red and he belched with wine. Staring at my sister-in-law and not talking.
Here, Zhuo Feng is still tall and straight, holding the wine glass. Take your time.
Shen zhiang leaned back in his chair. It seems that it's OK, but I squint and stare at the table. A little dazed.
I didn't eat much. I didn't drink a mouthful. It's the most sober one here.
It's midnight. I got up and asked to see you back.
I'm picking up the phone. Zhuo Feng took out a small box and put it on the table.
My heart is locked. What he took out was a ring. I know this box.
I took a deep breath and my heart was beating. Look at that box. Look through a hole.
Quietly, we all looked at the box. No one spoke.
Zhuo Feng was not in a hurry. He drank two glasses of wine before he said, "I have known Zhuo Er for nine years."
What does nine years mean? It means that I have gone from youth to maturity and close to middle age. However, he has gone from a young age to a calm and experienced middle-aged man. Time is like a sharp knife between us. The knife is full of flesh and blood on our bodies, but the scar between us is left.
Over the past nine years, we have been on and off, gathering less and leaving more, hurting more and more, but we still can't completely cut off this love between us.
Who knows, I've taken the road of using others to forget Zhuo Feng. I'm sorry for Zhuo Feng, Shen zhiang and myself.
After a moment's silence, he said, "I'm very good abroad, but I don't know a lot of things. I'm surprised you got married."
On that day, I called Zhuo Feng. Shen zhiang was furious and wanted to break up. Since then, I haven't contacted Zhuo Feng. I changed a new phone. Once again, I set the unfamiliar number as a blacklist. The new phone didn't have any prompt, so I couldn't receive any news. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't find a cent.
But he came back.
When he looked at me, he saw how much affection and emotion he was full of. He said, "I'm in a hurry to buy this thing, but I still want to give it away. I..." After a pause, he couldn't open his mouth. He looked at me with red eyes and said, "I know you're busy with wedding delivery. I don't know what to send, so I gave you a ring. I hope you like it."
I breathe disorderly and my heart beats like thunder. Many people know that Zhuo Feng has proposed to me, but few people know the ring with different meanings. What does Zhuo Feng mean when he gives it to me as my wedding ring?
I was surprised to see him, eyes are all Zhuo Feng red eyes, alcohol has been on the head, his face is red, in the abnormal white clothes like a red fire.
I took a deep breath and didn't pick it up.
Shen zhiang looked at the thing and didn't move. I glanced at his face and wondered if he knew the importance of this thing.
In the silent hotel room, we only have our silence, it seems that everything is still.
After a while, Shen zhiang reached for it and opened the box with a smile. There was no accident. It was the pair of rings that had taken on a new look, just as they had just been made.
He took it out, looked at it and laughed, but the smile was very sad.
I think he knows. In order to find me, Shen zhiang did a lot of research. He must also know the meaning of the ring. I always wear it on Zhuo Feng's hand before. Now I come back, I must know the meaning of this ring.
Resist Shen zhiang's hand, for fear that he will wear the ring on my hand, which is a great irony to him.
Because my fingers are empty now. It's not that he didn't buy me a ring, but that I forgot not to wear it when I took off my face and put it next to the sink.
I stare at Shen zhiang's face and don't move away for a moment.
He laughed for a while, put the ring back, closed the lid, and then pushed the ring to Zhuo Feng. "Brother in law, we have this thing, but sometimes I think you should know that people's living habits will change. Zhuo Er used to like wearing these, but now he doesn't like them. I will forget the ring I gave her for a long time. This is too expensive. We can't take it. "
Shen zhiang's words are to remind Zhuo Feng of our current relationship. One by one, his brother-in-law shows that he has been planed out of my life, and the man who swung the hoe to planed Zhuo Feng out is Shen zhiang.
Shen zhiang laughs and pats the box. "Put it away. Don't send the ring easily, so as not to be misunderstood." He looked at me and said, "wife, we should go back. We have a meeting tomorrow. Remember?"I nodded, the atmosphere didn't come out, but my nervous limbs were shaking.
I got up with Shen zhiang and thought that all this suffering would come to an end. I didn't want Zhuo Feng to stand up and smoke a cigarette. "I don't have a place to go. I'd better go with you. How about that? I'll see if my sister's home is going well, and I'll see for myself. "
What does Zhuo Feng want to do? I frowned at him.
Block in the white smoke under the face can not see any emotion, only holding the hands of the ring box, standing tall and straight.
Shen zhiang looked at me. He should be asking for my consent.
When I was about to speak, Shen zhiang said, "forget it. I'll ask someone to book a hotel for my brother-in-law. We don't want to be disturbed, especially in the evening. It's not good to be heard. Let's go, my wife. "
I keep up with Shen zhiang silently. I step on Shen zhiang's feet several times.
At the moment of opening the door, Zhuo Feng called out to me, "Zhuo Er!"
My heart is touching. Wait a minute. I want to jump out.
He immediately said, "I'll be right here, waiting for you."
I didn't care. I followed Shen zhiang and left. Shen zhiang looked back at him. His eyes were complex, like a blade.
We went home, sat quietly on the sofa, and no one spoke.
Shen zhiang is full of alcohol, and he is sweating all over at this time. The person who can drink is this good. He walks through the kidney and volatilizes quickly. I washed the towel for him, but he didn't answer it.
I breathed helplessly, sat beside him and asked him, "Shen zhiang, do you mind?"
He nodded.
"But the past has happened. I'm really surprised that Zhuo Feng can come. Fortunately, he didn't do anything, but I think I won't go with him."
He chuckled, raised his eyebrows and asked, "is it pity me?"
I shook my head and said firmly, "you are my husband, we are married, and..." I still put the towel in his hand, took a deep breath, and leaned on his shoulder, "I want to live in peace now, can't I?"
As soon as he reached out, he put his long arm around me and kissed my forehead. "Just follow me and don't regret it. If you want to go, I won't stop you. Just tell me, but don't do anything behind my back, OK? Promise me
When I married Feng Ke, I was also entangled with Zhuo Feng. Shen zhiang knew about these things, but I would not do that. At that time, marriage was a conspiracy. Feng Ke used me to threaten me. How could I be honest? But now it's different. Today's marriage is my own wish, and I take the initiative to ask for it. I will not miss the opportunity.
"No, just trust me. I'm measured. As you said, people will change. I think I've changed a lot, too?" I used to like Zhuofeng so much. Now I've married someone else. Isn't that change?
He nodded and said with emotion, "I was afraid just now, so you went with him."
He looked at him with heartache and mild eyebrows. Even though he was staring at the pressure just now, he was not excited. Shen zhiang was not simple, but it also proved that his simplicity made me so relieved, because his simplicity didn't work on me.
I took the initiative to kiss him, the smell of cigarettes in my mouth mixed with strong wine.
I kept asking, he slowly catered, suddenly pulled, behind the zipper was torn, that pair of gentle hands knead in the back, waves of Flame Mountain mixed with the back spread all over the body.
I can't help murmuring, "ah, zhiang..."
He chuckled, "zhiang? That's good. Keep calling. "
"Zhiang, ah..."