When I was stunned, the food in my mouth fell on the table.
He grinned and wiped the corners of my mouth with a tissue. "It's so careless. Is it stupid to learn? I asked if it was the teacher
I asked nervously. "Why do you ask?"
"I think she just came. I'm very strange to you. If I have been here for
times yesterday, it would be nice to confirm them according to your personality. Is she not good at teaching? "
I heaved my breath and immediately shook my head if I felt guilty. "No. I guess we don't communicate much. I don't find anything wrong. It's very good. "
Shen zhiang let out a sound and looked at the paper on my desk, because there are many calculation formulas in accounting major. Before Zhuo Feng wrote me a summary. It's on the top. His words are men's words, natural and elegant. Vigorous and powerful, the female teacher's words are delicate and thin. The clothes are fragile. The contrast shows that the handwriting is different.
Fortunately. He took a look and said nothing. He continued to eat with his head down.
Back home. Shen zhiang asked me if I needed to get up late on Monday. He said Monday was OK. To accompany me out for a walk, I thought about it and agreed.
Actually, it's very common to marry Shen zhiang. He cooks and cooks, I do laundry and clean up the house, and we go to and from work together. This is the life of ordinary people. Occasionally, he goes out to socialize and comes back later, but he informs me every time before going out, and I can't go to sleep until he comes back. We get along well with each other, quiet and peaceful, but under this quiet and peaceful, there is less romance between us.
I often think that husband and wife's life should be like this. We can see that Lu Shaohe is happy. In fact, husband and wife can also be very romantic. Lu Shaohe always has endless ways to have fun together. He has more smiles and happiness on his happy face. Then we can see that Shen zhiang and I are as plain as water.
But I'm content.
My brother said, this is life, life is plain, fade into water, although tasteless, but essential.
After experiencing numerous twists and turns, I should enjoy this quiet, but I always feel that there is something missing between Shen zhiang and me.
What's missing?
The day I saw Zhuo Feng, I knew less about our feelings.
I don't love him.
In the end, I don't love. I have only responsibility for my husband and wife's life and relationship.
I'm quite sure that I don't love him.
I don't know if I spent my energy in Zhuo Feng, so that I can't be interested in anyone. Even if the sleeping men around me are very kind to me, I still can't mention half of my feelings, which makes me not sleep well for several days and nights.
On the contrary, I began to think of all kinds of forest in the past, and felt more anxious.
Shen zhiang noticed that I was wrong and asked me many times, but I could only shake my head.
A few days later, Shen zhiang said that he would give a surprise and told me to wait for him in his company after work.
I came earlier, eager to try, eager to know that the surprise he gave me would be what makes me excited.
After waiting for a full hour, I didn't see Shen zhiang coming. I asked the front desk that he was still in a meeting.
I told the front desk that I would go around and come back and ask Shen zhiang to call me. The front desk nodded with a smile and sent me out in person.
After coming out, I looked at such a big city, but I didn't know where to go for a moment.
Finally, I came to a nearby water bar and sat down. The people in front of me came together.
I'm not surprised that I met several times by chance. Since he has come back, it's not surprising that he can meet him.
"Brother in law, you always meet by chance, don't you?"
"Well, it's really bad, but I miss you, so I want to come and see you. I didn't expect to see you every time I came out. It's good."
I had no choice but to frown and continue to eat my ice cream.
He ordered a warm coffee, drank a mouthful, slightly frowned, the taste of coffee is not very good, simply put down, look at me, followed my eyes also looked out of the window, said with emotion, "it's almost new year."
I said a word and didn't say a word.
"You are twenty-five years old for the new year."
I nodded, yes, I'm 25, and he's 35. He's a real diamond king.
"Brother in law, you should find someone to marry, the one who loves you."
He laughs, shakes his head, "there is a person in my heart who can't put it down. It's hurt to find anyone."
I nodded unnaturally. What he said to himself was also what he said to me. There was someone in my heart who didn't love each other and hurt each other.
"With him?"
I nodded. "Good, very good."
It's really good. I can't find anything wrong with it.
"Well, it's always hidden in some bad things. Don't you notice?"
What does he mean by this? I know everything about Shen zhiang.
"Brother in law, if you have nothing to do, leave first, or I'll leave. Don't say that you are so boring now?"He said with a smile, "I've always been very interesting, but you didn't notice. Shen zhiang is boring. Can't you see that?"
It's not boring, but Shen zhiang is very pragmatic. He is the kind of honest man who can live in peace and contentment. At that time, he always teases me, but he only kisses me once in a while. When I call back, he doesn't have any response. Such a person can give people the most sense of security. He looks after his family and his wife. Isn't that what women want, like Is Zhuo Feng always tossing about?
I don't want to wander all day, I'm too tired.
"Brother-in-law, take it easy. You're always wandering and can't give women a sense of security. It's not good. You'd better leave my affairs alone. I'm married. You should handle your own affairs well and deal with the last part of the divorce procedure as soon as possible. You can do your own things after you get back to freedom? Right? As for me... " I sighed, "I'm fine. Don't worry, OK?"
"No way."
What he promised was quick. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it tightly. I didn't pull it away for a few times. I didn't struggle.
This is in a public place. I don't want to make a big price issue. It's so close to Shen zhiang company. If I make a noise, I will be recognized. What about Shen zhiang?
I glared at him, hoping that he would not do anything drastic.
"Drow, I miss you."
I don't listen. I don't want to listen.
At that time, I called him, but he told me personally that I was not together, he wanted to give up, why did he turn around like this?
Is he crazy?
"Brother in law, it was me who broke up at the beginning. Later, I regretted it. I met you. I called you. You refused me personally. You know me. I'm always afraid of love. Your words can break up everything. Don't you know? Now that you have let go, let go completely. Why are you still entangled? If you do that again, I'll tell Shen zhiang. Shall we leave here and not meet you? "
He shook his head, but his hand was released, "no, don't make me can't find you."
I quickly took my hand back and rubbed it. It was already red. Looking at him, I really didn't want to stay any longer. I paid for it and left.
No, he came out with me.
I walked fast, he also followed me out, to the back of the corridor stairs, he grabbed me, horizontal will I resist to go.
I screamed, "ah, you put me down, I called for help..."
He covered my mouth, turned around and locked us in the bathroom.
The door behind him was locked, and his body pressed over.
I didn't breathe. His kisses were like the tires that were going to crush my lips, attacking me again and again.
In a hurry, I arched my knees and hit him in the stomach.