Nine years of life in the end is extraordinary, I never quietly look back to see my previous life in the end is how to look back at this time. It's a real mess.
Turn around again. Zhuo Feng didn't know when he was standing behind me.
When I'm emotional. I want to cry.
It's been nine years. He's been with me all the time.
I took the initiative to hold his hand, just like every time many years ago. The taste is the same, the temperature is the same. It's just that he's losing a lot of weight. Without the previous heavy, I also grow tall. Wearing high-heeled shoes of seven centimeters, we are closely related to him.
Shen Qing takes her eyes back and shakes her head helplessly. "I grew up. Hehe, I'm going to take over the family business after graduation tomorrow. I wanted to compete with Shen zhiang at that time. Who knows that he will fall down, my sister-in-law is really a powerful person. Hello, President Zhuo
He reaches for Zhuo Feng. Zhuo Feng took a look and gently held it politely. He laughed. "Nice to meet you. I've heard that the second son of the Shen family is very talented. I finally met him today. I just didn't expect to be here. Are you with drow? "
Shen Qing said with a smile, "it's not a moral thing for my brother-in-law to accompany my sister-in-law. I'm also entrusted by others. However, it's not convenient for me to say more between husband and wife. Now that my task has been completed, I'll leave first. I won't disturb your private meeting."
The word "private meeting" is very hard to bite, as if it's like catching a traitor in bed.
I sneer, "whatever you say, I have decided things will not go back."
Shen Qing laughs three times, takes a deep look at us, suddenly comes in and tells me in a low voice, "you don't match president Zhuo at all. What's more, you might as well check whether Shen zhiang had cheated at that time. He wanted to leave him before he confirmed anything. What do you think he is? "
I
I am a Leng, wait for me to raise head to ask, he has already turned around to walk.
The crowd was busy and noisy. His thin and tall body had been submerged in the crowd for a long time.
Zhuo Feng gently pulled my hand behind me, then I sat down.
He looked me in the face for a long time before he said, "go back!"
I asked, "go back? Where to? "
"I'm there, and it's always your home."
I shook my head. "It's not anymore. Your home belongs to you and your wife. It doesn't belong to me. I have my own home."
He frowned, his voice lowered a few minutes, "then you go back to Shen zhiang."
I sneered, "I used to like to give me back to Gu Chengfeng, but now I know I can't take it away, so I plan to give me back to Shen zhiang again? Brother in law, you are really powerful. I am in charge of my own life. "
I don't know where I come from. I'm very blunt, but I still regret it after saying it.
Hard frown, gudu a drink all the wine, just vomit a breath, "sorry, I'm in a bad mood, why come to me now, know I'm depressed when like to stay, you can only see me now, like a hedgehog like me."
He does not care about the smile, "worried about you, know Shen Qing came, I came, let's go, too late, I send you back to your residence."
I smile, shake my head, "don't go back, it's too cold, I don't want to go anywhere, I like the place with a lot of people now, if you are tired, go first, I won't have an accident."
He didn't say anything. He just looked at me helplessly and asked someone to send me some wine. He didn't drink. He just looked at me and drank all the wine, staring at me. Finally, I was tired. He reached out and picked me up.
I lay down in his arms and tried to smell the smell, but my mouth was full of wine, I couldn't tell the other taste.
I clung to his clothes and talked casually. Heartbreak, heartbreak, sadness and grievance all came out at this moment.
I regret, I have been powerless struggle, in the end, we are to face the reality.
I haven't divorced, he hasn't divorced, but we love each other, but we don't have the strength and strength to be together, there is only this ambiguity, we can't separate from each other.
The next morning, I woke up, looked around the familiar environment, suddenly sat up.
Shen zhiang was lying next to me. When he heard the news, he sat up. His head was like a zongzi. He blinked and looked at me with black eyes and worried.
I frowned hard and gave him a push. "Why are you here?"
"From my brother-in-law."
I sneered, "did he send it or did you find me?"
He pursed his lips and handed me a glass of water. I didn't take it. He put it back feebly and said, "it's really from him. I didn't lie."
I don't believe it!
I lift the quilt and get up, oh! I'm not dressed.
I screamed, "ah Shen zhiang, you are mean. "
He hugged me, pressed my shoulder, let me struggle like crazy, he still tied me, "I'm a man, you have to pull me, how can I go away? Don't be angry, please. Listen to me. I really didn't have anything to do with her. I was scared at that time. I thought I really did something sorry for you. At that time, she said that I heard it for the first time, and then I went to see her. She cried and apologized to me. Those were all her nonsense. I asked someone to send her to the hospital for physical examination. I didn't touch her, really. "I gradually did not have the strength to struggle, only fell on his chest gasping, the brain is all last night's madness.
But who did I take him for?
I said, "do I read Zhuo Feng's name when we do it?"
His shoulder stiffened and he shook his head. "No."
I don't believe it, "do you?"
"Really not. You call me husband."
But I have three men named husband.
I mercilessly exposed all this, I tried to make him believe that I don't love him, I want a divorce, I don't trust him, but his heavy body pressed over, like steel, tied me under the body.
I can not scream, this is the bustling New Year's day has become my howl.
He kept pressing my body and didn't want me to move. When I finally calmed down, he said in a hoarse voice, "you promised me that you won't leave me, unless I do something wrong, I will let you go, but I didn't do it. Why do you want to leave me?"
I
I cry, I release the contradiction and helplessness in my heart.
I make enough, cry enough, I know, in fact, he has a place in my heart.
I was flustered. I was used to the existence of Zhuo Feng in my life. Suddenly someone rushed in and forced me to give him a little love. I was slowly integrated into it. Today I know that I have already put Shen zhiang in my heart.
He continued to ask me, "it doesn't matter if you can't forget Zhuo Feng. Just remember me. Even for a kind of marital responsibility, at least we are still together."
He's crazy. He's crazy.
We're all crazy!
he helped me clean up my tears, and looked back at some of the things I had investigated before and the Secretary's physical examination. Then he smiled, his head on my shoulder, and his beautiful eyes were very much like the fireworks he saw last night.
I looked a little crazy and held him in my arms.
"I'm sorry."
"It's me who should apologize. Before, I thought she said it was true. I didn't investigate. I didn't deal with it properly. I was mean at that time and wanted to hide it. Afterwards, I knew that I couldn't hide it. So I had a drink in the club, but I didn't expect that she found it. Fortunately, you were there, ha ha..."
I wiped away my tears and voluntarily admitted, "I didn't apologize because of this, but because of what happened before. I, I didn't encounter a thief. At that time, I was with Zhuo Feng. He didn't know why he found me. I didn't want you to be angry, so I lied casually."