Chapter 716

I smile, "brother Lu, be careful."

Lu Shao's evil smile. Rub my head. "I can't die. Will you come back tomorrow? If you want to see him, just tell me that I have time at any time as a shield. "

I don't think I can come directly. I have to use some excuses. Although that Lu Shao has been discharged from the hospital, he still has to come to check up at any time. I took the opportunity to see Zhuo Feng with him. He was happy to see him as a shield.

I don't mind. Whether there is a shield or not will not affect my coming. As Shen zhiang said, I can come. But you can't go with Zhuo Feng. After all, it happened because of him.

Not long after returning home, Shen zhiang came back, put the papers in his study upstairs and changed into loose clothes.

He didn't speak. Only hold me to watch entertainment programs, occasionally see interesting places, ha ha smile. He's been silent.

How Shen zhiang explained to his family became my worry, but he didn't say. It's not easy for me to ask directly. We know it by heart. And we all know what this embarrassment is about.

In the evening, he came back from the bath. I was already a little sleepy, and the humidity was heavy lying down beside me. I dodged outside, he pulled me back, the strength of the big, scared me, sleepy also did not.

"Zhiang, what's the matter?"

He asked me with a straight face, "do you want to avoid me?"

I a Zheng, helpless smile, gently kiss him, "no, it is unconscious to avoid, your body did not dry."

Oh, he hugged me more tightly. His lips fell down and he kissed me on my forehead, followed by my nose. At last, his lips were thin and cool. After a pause, he continued to kiss me, and then he put his hand into his arms. I rubbed my eyes. I didn't have much spirit, but I didn't refuse because he was very interested.

The moment the kiss hit, his body could not wait to press over.

"Wife."

I whispered, "yes."

"Shall we have a baby?"

Children? I have thought about countless, belong to our children is born, can not be this time. His own child hasn't been solved yet. He probably knew about his coming here yesterday, but he didn't mention it. Did he acquiesce? No matter whether he really admits the child or not, Shen zhiang has not pushed the child away. How can I accept that? How do the two children face their own life in the future? Moreover, Zhang duo's child belongs to Gu Luo.

If Shen zhiang wants to be a dish setter, he still has to do it. It's complicated.

If he has to accept the children to get the company because of the pressure, is it serious that I have to push the children away?

I hesitated, and he stopped and looked down at me.

"What's the matter?"

"Don't you agree?" He asked me.

I said, "yes, a little hesitant."

He frowned and was obviously not happy. We discussed the problem of children. He knew that I was in poor health, but now I have almost recovered. It's OK to have children, but I'm still ready.

"Wife, what are you thinking?"

He asked.

I took a breath, struggled out of his arms, looked up and drank, pondering how to say these words so as not to embarrass us.

He looked at me askew, frowning like an old man in his 70s and 80s. I rubbed his face with a smile and said, "do you like children?"

He said nothing.

"Don't you think I have to be careful about having children now? Are you ready? Have you ever thought about the fate our children will face after they are born? Is it a legitimate son? What about illegitimate children? Shen zhiang, the society is different and the class is different, but things are still the same. We are all from a bad family. I don't want to call our children from a bad family any more. Do you think so? "

I didn't directly say that he is also an illegitimate child. The illegitimate child is not accepted by the society. The way of thinking accepted from childhood is distorted, and there are some differences in personality. This is different from the growth of ordinary people. He is also an innocent child. Why should he accept such treatment?

I don't dare to think about it, let alone have a baby at this time.

If there are many illegitimate children, problems are not solved and there is no good living environment, I will never bring a new life and accept a different miserable life.

"Zhuo Er, you are right, but this child belongs to us. He is not an illegitimate child, and he will not be treated like an illegitimate child. He is Shen zhiang's child. I want both men and women. "

People say that marriage is good for men. They marry their daughter-in-law and have children. Women are in charge of their own affairs. All their energy is given to men. Therefore, men are more eager to have a lot of children because they can't realize the hardships and dangers of having children.

No matter how educated a man is, he has an indelible sense of reproduction, including Shen zhiang.

His insistence disgusted me. I unconsciously thought, if the person in front of me is Zhuo Feng, what will he do?

I remember that Zhuo Feng said that he would not have a baby when he was unstable, so he was very careful every time. During that time, he went to see me in an accident and suddenly said that we would have a baby. He was ready to be with me at that time, but he didn't expect that his father was so cruel. He secretly ventilated the news and fanned the flames behind his aunt. In the end, he made Feng Ke and asked me to take the child away It's on.Things are hard to predict. If Zhuo Feng knew that things would be so serious at that time, would he call me pregnant so rashly?

"Zhi'ang, I won't consider having children until the matter of duo'er is settled."

I get up, want to go out to relax, the mood is depressing.

He tugged at me and didn't ask me to go. He prayed like a helpless child.

I insisted.

It was a long time before he said, "I know it's my fault."

I suddenly feel that Shen zhiang has made a very low-level mistake. He mistakenly thinks that as long as he has a child, he can tie me down and keep me around forever. But he doesn't know that if a woman is cruel, no one can stop her. I can take her away. Even if I can't find anyone else, I won't give up leaving him.

I began to sympathize with him. How humble would a man be if he kept the women around him so carefully?

Even thought of using children.

I hugged him with heartache, "zhi'ang, the baby will be born. It's just a matter of time. We'll have it when it's over, OK?"

“……” He didn't answer directly. He just practiced breathing and calmed down his excitement. Then he said in a hoarse voice, "OK."

At night, we embrace each other and sleep, but separate dreams.

The next morning, Shen zhiang answered the phone and left in a hurry.

I was about to go out and watch the wind when Zhang duo came back with the baby in his arms.