Chapter 721

He pulled me, and I stood still, straightening my waist. The posture is sour after a long time. He still stubbornly pulled my hand. Fortunately, only one hand can push. Only in this way can I keep this position away, or I would have been forbidden by his pincers.

"Drow."

"Yes?" I dodged my eyes and didn't dare to look more.

He continued softly, "I've lived here for a while. How are you

He's asking for my advice, but I should know by his expression. He had countless reasons for me to stay.

I took a breath. The refusal hasn't been said, he continued. "Don't refuse me, you know, I can do anything to keep you. Don't resist me. I don't know what to do. Now you need me, too, you know? "

Yeah, I need company. In the face of the helplessness and chaos of marriage, in fact, I barely supported it for half a month. No one knows the panic in my heart, but Zhuo Feng knows.

He deliberately asked me to accompany him in the hospital at night. Just don't want me to sleep alone.

In fact, I have been insomnia for many days and have taken sleeping tablets for countless times. I can't sleep.

"Talk, drow. Say you stay, say yes

I had no choice but to laugh. "Brother in law, how old are you? I'm like a child. I can't stay."

"But I have to stay. Don't worry about gossip. What matters now is you. I know better than you what you need. I'm the one who caused the hurt in my heart. I'll make up for it. He will do whatever Shen zhiang wants. Now what I want is you. Stay

I shook my head and insisted, "brother-in-law, I can't stay here. Shen zhiang is my husband. I know what he does. Some gossip outside has nothing to do with me. I know clearly what I'm doing. Now I just want to go back. I'll come here often. I'll cook for you and talk with you, but I can't stay."

He frowned at me, his eyes full of expectations, his desire is so strong that I can't struggle to see more, but I have to go back.

"Brother in law, I..."

"Stay, at least not today."

He got up, locked the door and pulled me.

I can't greet him. I can't reach him. I don't want to hurt him because of my pulling.

After going upstairs, he gave me his bedroom and told me, "whether the clothes used to be there or not, you will be familiar with them when you fall asleep here. It's easier to fall asleep. I'm next door. Please call me if you have something to do."

I can't sit on the bed, watching him turn out, close the door, the room finally quiet down.

Familiar furnishings, familiar beds, familiar everything, but I am no longer familiar with myself.

I remember how I wanted Zhuo Feng to appear in my room, on the bed and beside me. Now I have been resisting.

I sat for a while before I got up. I opened the cupboard. There were still my clothes and scarves in it. In the corner was my used schoolbag. It was old, the color was faded, the style was old, but it was full of my memories for many years.

I put out my schoolbag and slowly stroked the lines on it. Every layer seemed to be full of memories of the past, which made it difficult for me to let go.

In that year, I just went to school. Before that, Zhuo Feng invited a tutor at home. The teacher said that I made rapid progress and bought me a schoolbag from my own pocket. When I went back to school with my schoolbag on my back, Zhuo Feng sent me to school on the first day. At that time, he was more nervous than me. He grabbed my hand and repeatedly told me how to do after I went in. Later, he was not at ease to send me directly into the door, arranged for me to do a good job before he was willing to leave.

Later, he picked me up from school and became his daily course. Occasionally, he had to ask the driver to pick me up when he was in an emergency.

Day after day, my life just regards him as my whole, slowly infiltrates, and finally becomes my bone marrow, which can't be separated.

Later, the schoolbag broke down. He bought a high-end brand limited edition with my name embroidered on it. It was made by him. It was not very delicate, but it was very beautiful. I like it very much. Every time I hold the schoolbag, it's like holding him.

Later, Xu Jiaojiao had an accident, and he left. I followed Gu Chengfeng to his place, and my schoolbag was changed. We changed more frequently, and we separated more often.

Up to now, I don't use schoolbags any more, but every bag I use is bought for me by him. It's expensive and unique, but I seldom use it.

I sat on the ground dejected, holding a bag silently wipe tears, brother-in-law ah, we are so heartbreaking.

He suddenly knocked on the door, I was stunned, obliterated tears, embarrassed to look at the bag, look at him, some at a loss.

He came in, put the milk on the table, and sat cross legged beside me. He grabbed his schoolbag for a look. He didn't speak and zipped it open. Inside was a book. It was the first foreign book he sent me. I read it three times. As a grammar book, it was full of grammar analysis he had written. At that time, I didn't have any difficulty reading it.

And the bookmark, which is my picture holding the basket, has changed color, slightly yellowing, no longer the luster of the past.I took it to have a look, memory is like an open gate, suddenly rushed out, instantly submerged me. I hold him, very hard, hope we will not be separated in this life.

But the reality is too cruel, will I hit more and more small, also more humble.

"Brother in law, it's cruel to remember."

He nodded, gently over my head, "just remember."

He bowed his head to kiss me, gentle kiss like a brand, engraved on my forehead.

I took a deep breath and looked at his face with tears in my eyes.

There are still scars on his chin, which have been swollen. The gray black cigar looks like a centipede lying there. I touch it gently, and it seems that I feel the pain when he was beaten. This is Li Xiangxiang's hit. In order to block me behind him, he got it hard, and the trace is very deep.

My heart pain of frown ask, "still painful, can leave scar?"

He laughs. "It's not as good as the scar on your body."

No, he has more scars than I have.

Why are we? Are we willing to watch us all die? Have separated, have their own families, why should we suffer?

"Brother in law, where are you going after this?"

I suddenly wanted to know what he was going to do after he left.

"I won't go."

I wonder, "what about your wife and children?"

"Ha ha, it's not my wife and children. My wife belongs to the Shen family. It's Shen zhiang's father's woman. My children belong to Shen zhiang's father too. I'm just protecting them for the time being. As for when to give them back and how to hurt me, you still want to ask the Shen family to leave. This is not the result I want."

What is he going to do?

I opened my eyes wide in surprise, "brother-in-law, you Don't mess about. The child is innocent. "

"I know, they didn't say to move, but whether they want to move or not depends on their sincerity to protect you."

So, as long as I'm ok, the Shen family will live? Zhuo Feng is still hiding that woman and child because I am under the control of the Shen family?

I think it's right, but why am I so worried?

"Brother in law, Shen zhiang just wants revenge for his family's property. You..." I seem to have guessed something, panic of open mouth, "shouldn't ah, I, I don't believe."