I can't answer Shen zhiang's words, I don't want to disappoint him, and I don't want to give him endless waiting, but we really can't go back to the past.
"Shen zhiang, have you ever thought about Zhang Duo? How to deal with it? You are now a couple who are open to the public. You got what you thought, and I agreed that you should go your own way. I thought about the difficulty of this process, but I never thought that you and Zhang duo would Zhi'ang, I haven't been able to accept it for a while. Let me think about it first. At least let me see that you have nothing to do with Zhang duo. "
He nodded, his eyes even more red, he is not much better than me, but this matter is not the time to make a final decision.
"Wait for me, drow, and I'll give you an account."
In the three days after Shen zhiang left, explosive news broke out all over the country. The Shen family was in turmoil, and companies at home and abroad were inclined. Shen zhiang didn't know what means he used. The shares of domestic companies had already accounted for 70%. The last bit of this overwhelming force called Shen family had also become Shen zhiang's bag.
Shen zhiang wants more than that.
That day when I was discharged from hospital, Lu Shao came to pick me up with happiness and told me that Gu Chengfeng had been on the plane, but Gao Keke didn't go.
I don't care about it very much, but Zhuo Feng hasn't found out about it. I believe Gao coco can't go either.
That night, Gu Chengfeng called me, I hesitated several times, or answered.
"I'm sorry, drow. I know you won't accept my apology, but I still want to say I'm sorry."
I didn't say a word. I was very sad. Gu Chengfeng is a beautiful man in my mind. I owe him too much, but I can't respond. I hope he is good. No matter how he chooses, I accept it, but he treats me He knew the shadow in my heart. Why did he do this to me? Drink and have sex? I don't think it's sex, it's human nature.
"You don't have to forgive me, drow, but I'll still apologize. I'm a beast."
I asked him, "Gu Chengfeng, did you think you were not right at that time, or was it caused by someone drinking something?"
He took a breath. "Drow, are you still making excuses for me at this time?"
I'm not looking for an excuse. At that time, I thought he shouldn't go too far, and why did he suddenly hit the women's bathroom?
"Gu Chengfeng, think about it."
"Zhuo Er, it was my temporary intention to go to the bathroom at that time. I was in a hurry to do that. You can marry Feng Ke and Shen zhiang. Why can't it be me?"
So, is it really his own time?
"Gu Chengfeng..."
"Drow, I'm sorry. I'm confused for a while. You can't forgive me. I'm a beast. I won't disturb you in my life. I'm sorry."
Hang up the phone, my heart is empty.
Over the years, Gu Chengfeng is like a holy flower growing in a snowy mountain. No matter what happens between us, he always maintains the rational control. He appears when I am in trouble and warms me when I am stable. No matter how persistent he is, he will lose his original faith and go crazy. He will become the image we all hate now.
At the beginning, I still thought that no matter what Zhuo Feng was, I would call him comfortable and beautiful, but now? How many innocent people have we hurt?
I took a deep breath, and my heart ached badly.
It's me that's wrong. It's always me.
They're right. I'm a whore.
I nest in the corner, has been silently sigh, no tears, only the heart is very painful.
One night sit in, I think a lot, from the moment I went out of the country to now, looking back, I was wrong.
In the morning, Zhuo Feng knocked on the door and brought breakfast. I took a look and shook my head. I really had no appetite.
He handed me the paper and said, "look at it and you'll have an appetite."
I took a look and asked, "isn't Shen Qing very good with Shen zhiang? This time, Shen zhiang took over the company. He helped a lot behind his back. What's the matter? "
Zhuo Feng shook his head. "It's not very clear, but Shen Qing and Shen zhiang don't seem to have a good relationship. It's only because of the interest involved. Shen zhiang hurt the Shen family. Shen Qing is the Shen family. He enjoyed the good things of the Shen family since he was a child. Before, the two people got close because of my children. But now the children are no longer important. Naturally, they go their separate ways, but I didn't expect Shen It's so vicious that Shen zhiang may lose a lot this time. The shares and companies Shen Qing has taken away will make Shen zhiang return to the origin. "
Ah!
I exclaimed, and suddenly got up, "I want to ask him."
Zhuo Feng didn't stop me. I called Shen zhiang, but he didn't answer. I called three times in a row. The fourth time, Zhang duo got through.
Listen to the voice, it's not up yet.
I listen to the lazy Zhang duo's call, "zhi'ang, husband, don't you answer the phone? It's so noisy. Here you are. Who is it? I don't save a number."
My number Shen zhiangcun's name is Qinqin baby. How can I have no name?I waited, my hands shaking.
During this period, the sound of rustling came from the phone, just like the needle that pierced my heart.
"Hello?" Shen zhiang's voice was hoarse. It was only after drinking.
I'm more upset, or say, "it's me. I read the newspaper. Is it true?"
There was no sound from him. After a while, he said, "wait for me."
For a long time, the squeak of opening the door, the thump of closing the door, Zhang duo's howl and roar, and Shen zhiang's helpless sigh came together. It took a long time to hear him say, "yes, but don't worry. It's not a big deal. I have a solution. You How are you
If I'm not good, how can I be good?
We're husband and wife. He pretends to sleep with other women. If I'm really fickle, am I going to sleep with Zhuofeng? But I'm sticking to it. I'm still guarding the last line of defense for our original promise. Is the relationship between us unfair at this time?
"Zhiang, are you all right?" I asked heartache.
“……” He didn't answer, or he didn't know how to answer.
I took a deep breath, covered my painful heart and continued, "silence is all right? That's good. You can deal with it well. Don't work hard in vain. I'll help you if you are in trouble. You Don't be embarrassed to speak. I've hung up. "
The phone quickly by the hang up, my heart also began to bump up, shaking hands holding the phone call me weak.
I stood at the stairway between the first floor and the second floor, looking at the sun outside the French window. The sun shining on the person who was extremely baking, but it always made me feel cold all over.
Zhuo Feng came over and reached out to hold me. I dodged and shook my head. "Brother in law, I'm ok. I'll stay by myself."
He looked at me for a long time, nodded and turned away.
At this time, the phone rings again. It's Shen zhiang.
I did not answer, he sent me a wechat, "come out, I'm outside, we meet and say, I explain to you, please!"