Nine years ago, I was the little girl who didn't know the world, with black skin, shriveled figure and shorter height than others. What about me now? Everyone said that I look nine, eight, rich and talented, surrounded by beautiful men, but why do I want to hang in a tree?

I can't help laughing, if I am so good, then I can pursue the people I want to pursue, love the people I want to love, but what about me? He killed my good friend and took away my beloved man Zhuo Feng, and hurt one after another. Now he is tied up in a broken marriage and can't go anywhere. He turns around and wants to go to his husband's arms, only to find that he already has another family, surrounded by his wife and children, and is full of happiness.

What about me?

The extra one.

After smoking another cigarette, I felt sleepy. I turned around and fell into bed. I fell asleep a little. I had many dreams all night. I got up in the morning and had a lingering fear.

Feng Fei is no longer here. It's time to be busy. It's only seven o'clock in the morning.

I washed and went downstairs. The breakfast in the dining room downstairs made me feel stunned for a moment. After Zhuo Feng left, no one made breakfast for me.

Feng Fei's craftsmanship is not as good as Shen zhiang's, not to mention Zhuofeng's, but it's delicious. I ate a lot.

When I got to the company, I felt energetic all over.

The news of Shen zhiang's awakening spread in the company, and everyone was talking about it, because I knew that I was a legal couple, and that Zhang duo had a wedding with Shen zhiang, and they had children.

What about me?

It's time for me to go.

I called Liu Dou, "to ask our people to clean up and go back to the company, the treatment is the same, the job is not the same, but the business is different, I don't stop those who want to stay, and those who want to leave are ready to leave at any time, and we will leave at night."

Liu Dou asked me, "Mr. Zhuo, why are you in such a hurry?"

It's not urgent. I know I should give up my seat. Zhang Duo is expected to join the company when Shen zhiang comes back. She is not good at it. Although I'm not a gas-saving lamp at this time, I really don't have the strength to compete with her. Shen zhiang wants to let him, divorce or continue this marriage. I don't object to it. I just want to have a good life of my own.

During this period of time, I am so busy that I am tired physically and mentally. I also want to have a rest.

"Let's go back and say hello to our people."

Liu Dou got up and went out. He stopped at the door and asked me, "Mr. Zhuo, don't you go to the hospital? I heard yesterday that Mr. Shen has been waiting for you all night. He is very anxious. He has to leave the hospital today. "

I was so surprised that I almost forgot to go to see him last night, but I was drunk and didn't cash it.

I Lengleng nodded, "I know, I'll go at noon, you ask people to prepare the car."

At noon, it was Shen zhiang's driver who came to pick me up. Recently, he was running between the hospital and the company, and he had lost a lot of weight. At this time, he looked energetic and happy.

Shen zhiang is like a mountain in the company. Many people count on him and rely on him. When he falls down, naturally some people are worried and afraid. Now when they wake up, those who follow him will be happy.

The driver told me that Shen zhiang was recovering very quickly, and all the experts and doctors left by Zhuo Feng had returned to China, and my side was also cut off from the last involvement with Zhuo Feng.

All the way in the car, I was thinking about things without a definite context. I just felt that Shen zhiang and I had a good conversation for the last time.

After I went in, I didn't see Zhang duo unexpectedly. I don't know why I have such a keen sense of smell. I always think that she has just been here, and the trace is very heavy, and the taste is strong, including the chair where I sit down has her residual memory, which repels my sitting down.

Shen zhi'ang has been holding my hand with a smile. Only halfway up the mountain can he say, "where did you go yesterday?"

I was stunned. I didn't lie and said, "when I met Mr. Feng Fei, I went out to have dinner together. Then I got drunk and went home."

Shen zhiang said with a smile, "Feng Fei is good. Is it because of the expansion of domestic companies?"

Shen zhiang knows so much. Someone should have reported it to him for a long time. He should also know about Feng Fei's living at home.

I nodded, "yes, he said he would stay in China for a month, and now he lives in our family."

Shen zhiang didn't have any mood change. He just nodded and the topic changed. "Wife, I want to leave the hospital. Let's go home."

Home.

This word looks so simple, but it carries too many things.

Once upon a time, I had no home. Zhuofeng's place was Xu Jiaojiao. Later, I went to Gu Chengfeng's house for a temporary stay. Later, I lived in school. Later, I went abroad. Zhuofeng bought the house for me. At that time, my aunt often drove me away.

I have been longing for my own home all my life. In the end, Feng Ke bought me a house and wrote my name, but I still feel that it is not my home, small but not warm.

Today's house is big enough. At the beginning, it cost a lot of money to decorate, but I always thought that Shen zhiang and I didn't have the warmth and security of any home. Finally, I went to Zhuofeng again. It was because of my identity that I always felt like I was sleeping in a Hotel and waiting to leave all the time.In the big villa house, I am looking forward to Shen zhiang wake up quickly all day, then our home will be lively, like a real home.

But when he woke up, I hesitated.

Is that my place?

I asked him, "zhi'ang, has Zhang duo been here? Took care of you all night? "

He didn't answer, just still smiling at me.

I went on, "you're the family of three."

I'm redundant.

I don't know whether my mood is too calm or because I don't really love Shen zhiang. I don't behave like a normal person. But I really can't make a lot of noise to fight, and I don't want to make Shen zhiang wake up and face such a disturbance.

As long as I quit, is it easy?

"Wife, I'll take care of Zhang duo's affairs. You believe me. Now that I'm awake, we're the family. Let's go home and say, "OK?"

I looked at Shen zhiang's eyes, did not make a statement, thinking about whether his white hand was also held by Zhang duo, whether there are traces of Zhang duo on his face? Has the body adapted to Zhang duo's company and the clouds and rain on the bed?

I had a whim, and I wanted to smoke.

When I got up, I felt my handbag. The cigarette was still there, but the lighter was not.

I pulled out a cigarette and went around to borrow a fire.

Shen zhi'ang stared at my face and asked incredulously, "don't you agree? What would you do? When did you learn to smoke? Wife You come back

I shook my head impatiently, but I still wanted to come out. He was pushing the door to go. He pushed open the infusion pole beside the bed, sat up directly, yelled my name, and continued to ask in disbelief, "drow, don't you want to leave me? I said I would handle it. Why don't you believe me? Drow

I jumped all over and turned to look at him.

After lying in bed for seven or eight months, he was only a handful of bones. If it wasn't for his brain, it was only blood stasis that oppressed his nerves. Now he is afraid that he will lose his language ability just like I did at the beginning. Fortunately, he can still speak and think.

I definitely looked at his emaciated appearance, heartache, threw the cigarette in my hand, walked over and hugged him.

This man, once upon a time, was also my dependence, but I never paid much attention to it. No matter whether we love each other or not, we are both husband and wife.