Chapter 739

"Worried about you." He said with a smile.

I shook my head, relying on his arms, "I'm ok, just feel that Zhang Duo is actually quite poor."

"It's not pitiful at all. It's the first time I've met someone who's willing to do so for the benefit of others, but the last thing she should do is to use her own children. The tiger knows not to eat children, let alone human beings, but she's done it several times. It's really unbearable, but children's business Drow, I still want to ask your opinion. I'm an illegitimate child. I know the exit of illegitimate child. I want to... "

He wants to bring up his children. In fact, I have no problem. I just don't know if I can be a qualified mother.

"Zhuo'er, you are not in good health. We have worked hard for a long time, but we haven't been pregnant. I don't want you to have a baby. Now we have a baby. If we have a baby in the future, it will be better. If we don't, we don't want you to suffer too much. But you don't think the child was born on your own. I don't demand anything if I have ideas. It's better to send the child abroad. "

I shook my head. "Take it back. I just don't know if I can be a qualified mother."

Shen zhiang was stunned and laughed happily, "really?"

I nodded, "I've thought about it. The child is innocent. His origin is not good. Now if he is taken away by Zhang duo, I don't know what the consequences will be. Maybe he will be sold by her like Gu Luo's child. It's better to keep it. It's better for the child to be older. After all, the kindness of parenting is higher than that of giving birth to him. We don't hide his life experience, so we'll give it up wholeheartedly Keep it

Shen zhiang almost jumped up happily, "ha ha, I knew my wife was the best."

In fact, it's not my best. I don't have much feelings for Shen zhiang. That's why I'm so rational. I don't know why I can be with him without love and become a husband and wife. Maybe it's because my heart has been hollowed out for a long time and can't burn up any more?

When the child came back, it was already past the full moon. He was strong and liked to cry. His little body was noisy in the car. He looked energetic.

I can't say how much I like it, at least I don't hate it, but I'm really inexperienced in taking care of my children.

Shen zhiang knew that I was busy and had no time, so he asked two nannies to take care of me. He gradually recovered and began to work at home.

This weekend, I came back early. Shen zhiang was talking on the phone in his study. His voice was very loud. I could hear Gao zhiang's roar through the door.

"I've said this many times, don't rush it. What's the use of looking for me now? Do you know the loss? How long have you been in the company? Is this key link still unclear? what? Zhuo Er won't be so hasty. You've repeatedly provoked our husband and wife. Don't talk about it. Go to the personnel office immediately. "

I frown and have a bad feeling. I didn't make such low-level mistakes when I was in the company. Why do I have so many things when I leave? And they all blame me?

There was a loud noise from the study. Shen zhiang was so angry that he didn't know what he had fallen. Then he roared to the outside, "pour me a cup of hot water."

The baby sitter got up and wanted to go. I went over and took the water cup in my hand. "I'll go."

The nurse nodded to me gratefully. I pushed the door in. Shen zhiang was looking down at the information. The ground was in a mess, and the torn paper contracts were floating everywhere. He looked up at me, put down his pen, first took a breath, and then said, "come back so early today?"

I nodded, "yes, the weekend, is not that good to go out to eat?"

He a Leng, "I forgot, I went to change clothes now, go out together."

I have a look at the time. It's all after dinner time. I sent the water cup to him and helped to clean it up. Then I said, "I'd better eat it at home. I've asked someone to do it. Don't you think you want to eat braised fish?"

He laughed and took my hand. I walked over and sat on his lap. The documents in front of me are very complicated. Most of them are new. It's up to him to accept them. He hasn't adapted to high-intensity work. Recently, he has a very bad temper. Fortunately, he didn't give me a bad face.

I didn't see much and continued, "you'd better have a rest. So much work doesn't have to be finished together. Anger is not good for your recovery."

Recently, he has gained weight, and the lines on his arms have come out. Sometimes he goes to the gym for exercise. But I'm worried that he's too tired to recover his strength. He always wants to ask him to have more rest, but he can't stay idle. As soon as he opens his eyes, he wants to be busy, but I don't know why. We are different from before.

Mingming is very good, Mingming nothing has changed, should get, should go away, but do not know why call each other empty up.

Only busy, will call each other no longer embarrassed.

His words also become very few, most of which are complaints within the company, and there is no other topic.

Maybe I think too much? I couldn't help shaking my head and nestling in his arms, praying that he would get better as soon as possible.

"Zhiang, go out with me."

He woke up for a while before he agreed, "yes, I still have a lot of information to read."

I glanced at one of the documents and found that the signature of one of them was an English abbreviation with a strange spelling. I asked curiously, "is this a new company?"He looked at it and frowned. "Yes, I just got in touch recently. The other party's conditions are too harsh, but the price is good. I asked someone to check it, but it's OK. But I just think the name is too strange. Who knows, there are so many young people doing business now. No matter him, let's go out for a walk. Are you tired? Are you busy at the company today? "

I came out with him and said where I was today.

actually, I didn't do anything today. Xie Jingjing always said I didn't accompany her, what I did not do was to bestie her. I took a day to go shopping with her, bought something back, and still put it in the car. I bought only one lipstick for Shen Zhiang, then went to the playground, played two roller coaster, then went to the mountains to see maple leaves, and never came back. It's time.

Shen zhiang, full of emotion, patted my hand, "I've forgotten to accompany you recently. The child has been making trouble all morning. I still have work to do here. I'm really sorry."

It's no problem that he loves his child, but I feel bad when I think that the child is not mine. It's estimated that I lack maternal love, so I don't know how to give a good maternal love to my child. I always feel that I give that child too much cold shoulder.

I said, "I'll go and have a look, or don't go out. Children still need company."

He shook his head with a smile, "the child is not at home, was picked up by Zhang duo, I asked the nanny to follow, there will be no accident, just we have more time, let's go."

I hesitated and said, "well, let's go around."

When I bought the house here before, it was not built around and the facilities didn't keep up. At this time, it was almost built. There is a big park in the East and a man-made lake in the East. Now the lights are shining. It looks a bit fairy, but it's a good place to go.

After walking for a while, Shen zhiang was a little panting. He sat down in the pavilion and took me to see the fish in the lake.

He suddenly asked me, "who is Vera?"