Shen zhiang likes to give it to me, so I take it. However, the work is too busy, and the wedding dress trial is just a temporary squeeze. Shen zhiang worried that I was too tired to run back and forth, so he asked me to wait in the company and asked someone to invite the designers to the company. Usually, I was in a meeting. When the designer arrived, she measured me. When the meeting was over, she showed me the style and tossed about it for seven consecutive days.
Finally got free to go home early, but Shen zhiang is not.
I know that he is too busy to be separated because of fighting with his father. I simply made dinner and went to the company to find him.
I went in with a lunch box, and the assistant was not there. There was only one new employee. We didn't know each other. He said hello to me, but he didn't stop me.
I went directly into the door, but Shen zhiang was not in. I put down my lunch box and found a place to sit. Then I called the assistant, but the assistant said Shen zhiang had been in the office all the time.
I didn't think much. I put down the phone and waited for him to come back. Now I heard a strange sound coming from the lounge next door.
I got up to look and pushed the door.
Impressively, two naked people, the man is Shen zhiang, the woman is Zhang duo.
I don't think I have any experience in this kind of thing, but I can see it with my own eyes
How to say, I'm not angry, and I'm not angry. I just feel that when I see this scene, I get to understand.
All along, I have been longing for a happy marriage, the man around me can give me enough warmth, but the fact is often unsatisfactory.
Shen zhiang's body I know, I can't stand, but Zhang duo just poked into the throat, full of enjoyment, sensory stimulation makes me shiver, I subconsciously said, "sorry." Just close the door and come out.
I trembled and wandered at the door for a long time. In a panic, I knocked over the food on the table and came out with my handbag.
The assistant will also come at this time. He is in a hurry. When he saw me, he was surprised and asked me, "Mrs. Shen, what's the matter with you?"
I shook my head and kept my last sense. "It's OK. Don't go in. Mr. Shen has a bad temper now. Go out first."
He nodded, "Oh. I'll go out for a walk first
I pierced them all good, but still deliberately his face, this reason is my own did not think of.
After I came out, I drove the car quietly and went home. Looking at my things, I was worried about whether I would take them or not. But I thought I had not found them. Isn't marriage like this? Many families seem to be complete, but in fact, they are full of all kinds of joys and sorrows behind them? I am no exception. Shen zhiang is affectionate, handsome and capable. He is also a man who knows how to play tricks. He is also a powerful character who can go to today. He is gentle enough for me. What else do I want? I can't give him love. It doesn't matter whether he gives me love or not. The important thing is that what he chooses now won't stop him.
I chose two clothes casually, thought about them, but didn't take them. I left with my favorite white handbag.
Now the phone call comes in, it's Shen zhiang.
I didn't answer. I just turned off the phone and went back to the office.
Because the handover has been done very well recently, I have nothing on hand temporarily, and all the staff have left early, so I am the only one in the huge office building.
I asked someone to send me a box of beer. I opened it but didn't drink. I contacted Feng Fei directly by landline. We met at the bar. We talked about our recent work.
Feng Fei was very satisfied with my decision and planned to hand over some business to me secretly. I agreed, looked at his contract and prepared to do it tomorrow.
But after that, I still didn't want to go, and Feng Fei didn't mean to go either.
He asked me, "not happy?"
I shake my head and think about it. It's really surprising that I can be so calm. Shouldn't someone else's husband and wife make a lot of noise? But I was just quiet as if I didn't find anything.
I asked him, "Mr. Feng, how long have you been married?"
"Seven years."
Seven year itch, but in modern society, not many people can survive to this time, so what about me? I've been married twice, and I've only been married for one year at most. What about Shen zhiang and I? It doesn't seem to go well at all. I can't help laughing at myself, "Mr. Feng, am I not suitable for marriage?"
Feng Fei chuckled, "marriage is not suitable. It needs to be managed. I am away all the year round. She has been in France. We have lived apart for seven years. Do you think this kind of marriage is called marriage? In the past seven years, we met only once a year, only at the end of the year. Every time we felt like a stranger, she didn't even remember me. Ha ha, isn't it ridiculous? In fact, marriage is a burden for people like us. Apart from having children, we have nothing else to do. "
Yes, but what about Shen zhiang? Why did he do that?
Does she use me all the time?
If it is a use, then use it. I have nothing left. I owe him and I should repay him.I'm relieved to think so.
Since I am not suitable for marriage, I will not operate, so I deserve to be hurt in marriage, since I do not expect anything, my heart is not so heavy.
"Thank you, Mr. Feng."
He asked curiously, "thank me for what? Thanks for giving you some advice on marriage? Wrong, everyone's marriage is different, my opinion is not important, the important thing is how you think, see what you need. You need marriage, not love, then your marriage is just a marriage, is a siege, there is no love, only interests and relationships. If you need love and marriage, find someone who loves each other and get married. It's hard to do business
Yes, there is no such thing as having the best of both worlds. People say that marriage is the grave of love. In this grave, we are all walking corpses, and we are still unconscious. How can we keep the other half awake?
I shook my head and drank all the wine in my hand. "Thank you all the same. I know how to do it."
Since I have chosen marriage and don't need love, let's do it. Shen zhiang, I don't need to work hard any more. Why should I try my best to forget who? I am myself. Marriage can't prevent me from loving who.
I don't want to disturb the quiet life of Ke Zhuo Feng. I just want him to keep it in my heart and seal it up forever.
Put down the wine glass, I rubbed my face, "Mr. Feng, it's late, you go back first, I want to sit for a while."
Feng Fei chuckled and put down the bag he was carrying. "The beauty is here. How can I leave? Just accompany you. If you want to drink, I'll accompany you. "
Feng Fei is not very drinkable. He blushes after poisoning a glass of wine. He laughs at me, but I am sober. I am not drunk in my eyes, but my heart is drunk.
People say it's hard to be confused. Even if I live too well, I'm also confused. I'll treat Shen zhiang as if I don't know about it.
After drinking all the wine on the wine table, I began to be confused. The man in front of me didn't know when he became Zhuo Feng. He didn't change at all. It seemed that he had gained some weight, strengthened physical exercise, and was still so strong. He was the kind of person who took off meat and dressed thin.