I don't have the strength to deal with him. I didn't show up for such a long time just to ask me this boring question? I pulled away my hand and pushed him, "Shen zhiang, I'm very tired now. Tell me to have a rest. You go back first. We'll talk about our business another day."
He sneered and asked me, "drow, you still want to go, don't you? I explained that day to you. You don't believe it. "
It's a joke. How can I believe what I saw with my own eyes? How can I believe it? Do I want to cheat myself that what I saw is not true? That man is not him?
I dodged his sight, carrying the quilt to the room, he followed me into the room, I reluctantly let him follow, curled up in bed, his head pillow in bed, sleepy hit.
Shen zhiang didn't know when he would climb the mountain bed. His hand seemed to be on fire, and he ignited all the way to me. I pushed him helplessly, but he was weak and hot. I don't know what happened, but I loved his touch. I hate it very much. Even if we are not divorced, I don't want his body to touch me again after touching others.
"Go away." I reluctantly sat up and pushed his hand, but it caught me. He gently pulled me into his arms.
"Wife, that person is not me. Why don't you believe me?"
Bullshit, I low scold, slap has not been patted up, he put me under the pressure.
Huge pressure almost pressure I did not through the gas, my powerless struggle in his body has become another kind of seduction.
"Go away, go away."
Regardless of his face, I pricked his nails and even heard the sound of scratching his skin.
Shen zhiang attacked me like he was crazy. He pushed away my clothes inch by inch. I was not easy to be scared. Most of the wine woke up and kicked him hard.
"Shen zhiang, are you crazy? Are you crazy? "
He trembled all over. I thought he was hurt by my kicking. He turned around and fell to the ground. With a thump, I got up with my help, but I didn't push the door to go outside.
Shen zhiang ran after me. When he came to the end of the corridor, he still caught me.
I struggled hopelessly and screamed all over the empty building.
But even if this floor broke its throat, it would not be heard by the security guard downstairs.
We are still husband and wife. Even if the security guards see anything in the surveillance, they will not interfere. Such a couple is ridiculous.
"Shen zhiang, I don't love you. Don't touch me. I'm willing to be used by you, but now I don't want to. Release me, release me..."
I screamed and screamed, trying to wake up the people who were already mad at this time.
My last foot, hard kick in his lower body, the voice is huge, he also completely released his hand, frown at me, gasp, after a long time said, "Zhuo Er, that person is not me, why don't you believe it?"
I don't want to be sure whether it's him or not. It can't change the gap between us.
"Shen zhiang, I said that you will not divorce whatever you become. This is the bottom line that I can achieve. What you want to do has nothing to do with me. It doesn't matter whether that person is you or not. Do you know, at that time, after I saw it, I was relieved that I didn't have to work hard on a man I didn't love. I even felt very lucky that you were willing to let me go. You go to her. I don't love you and I'm not worthy of your love, understand? "
"Drow!"
Shen zhiang roared and turned around in a hurry. He walked several times in front of me, and red eyes told me, "that person is not me, but my stand in. Even the person on the wedding day is not me. I want to hide all the time. Only in this way can Zhang duo relax his guard and hand over the last thing, and my family will let me go. Drow, why don't you listen to my explanation? "
What?
I looked at him in surprise. He was like a trapped animal that lost its direction. He kept wandering in front of me and never stopped.
I don't understand. What's going on?
"It's not me, it's not me. It's another person. When I had an accident, the first time I disappeared because Zhang duo suffered a loss. Later I found a person who was willing to have plastic surgery and disguised as me. Most of the people who appeared many times in the future were not me, except when I was with you. Do you know? Can't you see that? I thought you would understand me, at least believe me, but you disappoint me so much. I'd rather this plan didn't happen at the beginning than you misunderstand me like this. At that time, I was also thinking about whether to test you, but I regretted that I didn't know you would pass. You don't love me, I know. Why do you say it? "
Shen zhiang is a bit incoherent, but I still understand him. He doesn't want to say that I don't love him personally. He just wants me to love him as hard as before, but I can't do it. Even if it's not a trial, it becomes a trial, proving that I really don't pay for him at all.
"I Zhiang, I I must say, I don't love you, you know, I don't love you, I'm trying to love you, but that person It's you. Why don't you tell me in advance? "
"What you know is not good for you. My father did it to you. You know, so why Zhuo Feng came back? Before you came home from work, you met three people on the way, and all my people were killed. Zhuo Feng knew that it was a week later that he came back, and it was Feng Fei who asked you. When you came out of the bar, it was Feng Fei's people who helped you. From that time on, my father already had your idea. What else do you think I dare say to you? Now my family can't hold you when you are doing business alone. But I can't stop you from doing what you want to do. I just want you to be safe. "I'm like a rag that has been wrung dry, sliding down the wall a little bit, and the water is flowing down slowly.
All this, why is it like this?
We think we are all trying hard for each other's good, but we don't know that this kind of good is the deepest hurt.
"Zhang duo hasn't appeared recently. Don't you know why? Indeed, you don't care, you just want to do your own business, you want to be strong, you think you can be afraid when you are strong, but the people who want to kill you don't care if you are strong will do it. Did you forget Dazhu? No matter where you are, he is staring at you. He nearly caught him before, and now he is called to escape. Zhuo Feng came back and I guessed that he didn't trust you, but he didn't do anything. As I said, you are my wife. No one wants to take it away. I thought you would come to me after a month of cold war. But I didn't expect you to be like this when you met Zhuo Feng. Did I overestimate my own feelings or underestimate your feelings for Zhuo Feng? "
No, I'm too stupid, I'm selfish, I didn't keep my promise.
I said to gradually forget Zhuo Feng, I said to be good to Shen zhiang, I said no matter what happens, we will not separate, but I regret again and again, I want to escape again and again, it's my fault, my fault.
My tears line up and my hands are cold.
"I don't want to, I'm not reconciled, but I don't want you to have an accident. Zhuo Feng told me to take you away. He thought you were his sister. At least you would be safe. Feng Fei, your company, came to watch. I'll go to see you when I've dealt with my family's affairs, OK?"
What? Did he come to me to tell me that he gave me to Zhuo Feng?