I was shocked. I didn't look around. He should have washed his body. Come and take off my pants after drying.

I instantly understood that he was going to do it with me. He didn't delay for a while.

I didn't struggle, but because what I was wearing was the suspender slacks that I used to wear when I was a sports car, he would not take them off. He untied the button and belt. He was just about to stop. If he didn't untie the chain for me, he would not take them off.

He made a mistake, frowned at me, thought about it and went out.

Did not say for a while, he took the key over, but did not want to be stopped by the old woman outside, "silly, no brain, with scissors."

I understand this. Although it's much worse than Putonghua, I still understand it.

The man nodded, put the key into his pocket, took the scissors from the old woman's hand, cut my belt short a few times, and then pulled off my trousers.

I have been cold since my abortion, so I have to wear two pairs of trousers after the end of September. In the north, they are called autumn trousers. They are very warm, but their white color has changed. I don't know what I went through when I came here. They are full of scale and have a strong taste. It is estimated that there is urine.

The man also knew the smell was bad. He frowned at my trousers and turned his head to go out again.

It's dark to come in again.

There were no lights, only the swaying kerosene lamps, beating in the dark room.

I've always been very vigilant. My mind is highly concentrated. My eyes are about to stare out. I just hope who will come in. As long as I have a little hope, I won't be slaughtered, but I'll ask them to loosen the chain on my hand.

Late at night, there was a movement from outside. The mute came back, holding a pair of autumn trousers in his hand. It seemed that they were still new. He put them in front of me and pointed.

He should have asked me to change it by myself. I frowned in embarrassment and said, "I must have no way to make it convenient on the way when I came here, so I got it on my pants. If you dislike me, you can do it by yourself, but you should let go of one hand, or how can I change it?"

The man stares at me, the eye bead is very big, the white eye is many, stares for a long time to call the human heart to give birth to some kind of fear.

He couldn't speak. He scratched his ears and scratched his cheeks. I didn't understand what he meant after a long time of scribbling.

After a while, the old woman came in and brought a bowl of beef noodles. There was no beef in it, only a few diced meat.

She didn't leave after she put it down. She must have smelled the smell and frowned at me. "Good girl, poop and pee? What are you doing standing there

The mute gesticulated for a while. The old woman nodded and frowned, "I'm watching outside. You let her go and ask her to change it by herself. I want to have a grandson when I wash up and do things earlier."

The mute nodded and took out the key. The old woman went out, and the wooden door outside rang.

Dumb opened the lock, my wrist was liberated, I swing around the wrist, want to relax, after a long time to feel.

I took a look at the Johns. They were really new. They were a little cold and smelly. It was because they were always blown by the wind on the road. I spread them on the Kang and said to him, "I'm afraid of cold. It's warm when I put them on."

The mute was staring at me all the time, with no change in his expression.

While I was tidying up, I looked around at the rooms. This is a earthen house, like a cave. I don't know how many years ago. The place near the stove is black and full of oil. The people who can save money in this kind of environment should be in the northwest region. There are not many poor and backward places. Maybe there are not many people who can find it.

There is a mutual relationship between the top and the bottom here. Even if I go out to find no one, I will be taken back.

So I had to run all the time.

Nine years ago, when I escaped from that mountain, Zhuo Feng was there, but now I'm not so lucky. Let alone Zhuo Feng, I can only rely on myself.

I ate all the noodles first, then asked the mute to fetch me water, so I scrubbed my face and hands in front of him, including the dirty lower body.

His eyes were staring out. He didn't know how to do it. He was a little at a loss.

I cleaned my pants and began to put them on. At this time, like a hungry wild animal, he came.

I didn't struggle. I knew that there were still people outside. If I wanted to escape, I had to pacify the mute in front of me.

I said to him, "I have had children. I know what you bought me for. I don't care about innocence. If you want to do it with me, you can still have children. You have to be nice to me. If I don't run, I can't run. You don't have to look at it. But I haven't done this kind of thing with men outside. You have to ask your mother to stay away. I'm afraid I'll yell at others It's not good. I went to university, and I know more than you. I know that when I do this kind of thing, it's not convenient for me to get pregnant because I'm stopped. Do you think that if I get scared and don't cooperate, will the child also get scared? What should I do if I'm born with defects? "

He was stunned and looked down at me.

Maybe it's because he doesn't brush his teeth and smokes dry cigarettes all the year round. His mouth is just like the toilet for many years. The noodles I just ate almost spit out first.He should have been thinking about what I said and didn't take any further action, that is, he believed it.

I continued, "you can not listen to me, then you start, I, I am very afraid now, can't have a baby, you say you have no face? It costs a lot of money to buy me. It's hard for you to sell me. If you want to have children, you have to listen to me. I have had children and I have experience. "

It's not that they are stupid that people in remote areas are easy to deceive. It's that they are stupid because they haven't been to school. This kind of heresy will make them unable to distinguish good from bad.

The more mysterious I said, the easier it was for them to believe it.

He was stunned for a while and continued to pick my pants.

I struggled for a while and pushed him away. "You can rape me, but don't blame me for not having a baby. You can lock me up all my life. You are satisfied to force me, but you still don't have a child. Besides, don't you worry about your problems infecting your children? Do you know that you become dumb because of it? There are also people in the village. How many children are born with birth defects? Why don't you know? How many people here buy it? Come on, how many good children are born? Not many of them survive, do they? "

He looked at me in disbelief.

I pushed him further away. In fact, what I said is almost right. There are many children in the valley, but because they are poor and can't keep up with the food and nutrition, there are not many people who can survive in the end. Even if most of them have problems, there are many people who are dumb and mentally retarded.

"Then tell your mother to go away. I like to shout when I do it. You haven't tasted the taste of a woman. I've tasted the taste of a man. It's very cool. Don't you want to try what's cool? How boring it is to be born just like others? You can't be so aboveboard with a baby, can you? "

He looked at me in a daze, and his three white eyes were more and more bright.

It's true that men think in the lower body, and he is no exception, especially the brain is not easy to use.

I pushed him, "I don't run, just eat enough, I used to be like this, you see I dress well, in fact, men are good to me, you are good to me, I don't run, go, tell your mother to go away, we are doing, I teach you, I have more experience."

He looked at me for a long time, nodded, turned around, picked up his trousers and left. There was an old woman's objection at the door. "Silly or not, she wants to run. You stinky boy, you want to piss me off. You go back to me and drive me away? Where do you want me to go? You, don't push me. OK, I'll go. If you run away, I'll see where you can buy one. "

At this time, I put the scissors under the Kang mat into my arms, waiting for the mute to come in.