He stared at me with blood red eyes. He sat still all the time. The blood on his neck was dripping on the Kang mat along his neck. Maybe it was because the fire Kang was too hot, and the blood was coagulating soon after it flowed down. The blood was spreading around, and the smell was very bad.
We four eyes opposite, outside is the old woman's crazy cry, for a long time did not subside.
After a while, I said, "if you don't bandage, you'll bleed to death. If you die, I'll kill your mother. You should know that she advocates you. I don't hate you and I don't want you. I hate your mother. Your mother forces you not for your own good. She forces you to force me. But I don't want to. I'm not ready. Several men in my family didn't force me before. We'll be married My wife is happy. If it wasn't for my man's family accident, I wouldn't be sold. Do you think it's this reason? You spend money to buy me back, and then your mother will sell me. When the time comes, all the things in your family will be given to you, a mother who is not good for you. What can she do? She must go to others and give birth to others. You see, your mother is so old. In fact, a woman can still have a baby at the age of 60. How old is she? Forty, right? When I gave birth to you, I was 17-8, wasn't I? "
Maybe I guessed right, and he also knew this truth. I held on to his weakness of hating his mother and told him to let me go.
I cut open the quilt with scissors. There was cotton in it, and the cloth of the quilt was torn open. I handed it to him and said, "wrap it up yourself. If you die, we won't have a better life."
He looked at me, looked at the things, nodded, took the things over, casually pasted them on, and wrapped them with cloth.
I continued, "did I make the alarm? I guess it was made by the family who came here to fish. I don't like you as husband and wife, so I just said anything. And are you so afraid of being sued in this village? I've been sold many times. I know better than anyone whether it's useful to report to the police. I didn't even think about running. Is it necessary to report to the police, do you think? It may be that your mother encouraged you to do this. If you look at us well, she will remember that your father was not good to her. She was not balanced in her heart, so she began to attack me. It must be. "
The dumb man opened his mouth and began to search for the book. After writing for a while, he handed it to me. The blood on his hand wetted the book. I could barely see the words on the book. What he said was that it had nothing to do with him what her mother did. He just wanted me.
My heart trembled, in the end is a man, the lower half of the body can't hold on to tough, his little brother can't manage well, what can we expect?
I snorted and threw away the book. "You can't control your lower body. What do you want to do to me? I'm not willing to give it to you. I'm not willing to give it to you. Even if I have a baby, I won't like it. Do you want to see your son like you? We are parents, not enemies. We have to educate our children well, and we have to watch them hate us to be reconciled? "
The mute looked at me in surprise and kept shaking his head.
Although many people understand what I said, many people believe it. However, people who have never read books can't deal with it, especially these rural people who only know that it's hard to educate them.
But the mute was sure. He looked at me in amazement. After a while, he nodded. He turned around and threw my trousers to me. He jumped off the Kang.
Outside came the sound of opening the door. The old woman screamed to rush in, but she was pulled away by the mute. The sound went away, and I was finally safe.
I am dejected lying on the Kang, looking at the trousers lying on the leg, the body can't move, if I can, I really want to solve myself now, life is difficult, live really tired, why do I have to suffer so much suffering, is it not enough for me to cry in those nine years?
I don't know how long it took me to get up and put on my trousers.
After this, the mute is better to me, but I am more alert to him.
No matter how good he is to me, he doesn't really love me. He just wants me to be convinced and give birth to a baby for him. I'm not a tool, I'm not an animal. I have a mind and know the route of the mountain road nearby.
After the necklace was given out, there was no news. I don't know if they did it. If they did, it would not be safe for them, because such things are very common in the village, and they are often public secrets. In order to make this matter unknown, many people would rather turn a blind eye. It is the person who raises the problem rather than the person who governs it The crux of the problem.
I sat hopelessly on the threshold of the earth house all day, watching the wind outside, blowing in bursts, cold people's bones hurt.
Winter seems to be very long, perhaps because it is too cold, living here for a month seems to be a lifetime so long.
This morning, the university is still flying, a thick layer on the ground, stepped directly to the knee.
Mute has been out for a long time, but he hasn't come back. He recently went to the town to buy medicinal materials. Every time he came back, he brought me some fresh gadgets. Today is lollipop, tomorrow is a scarf, and the day after tomorrow is a pair of shoes.
But he didn't show up when he should come back at this time every day.
I want to go out and have a look.
The old lady is still worried that I will run away. She will follow me wherever I go. She will stand at the door as long as I sit here. It's terrible.But I don't care. I pretend I didn't see it.
I got up and put on a down jacket, carrying a stick, which was convenient for me to explore on the road. When I went to the door, I asked the children if they saw the mute.
I went to the yard next door to find the uncle who tied me up last time. He drank all day, and in winter he drank fiercely. He was lying on the Kang and was sleeping. I didn't wake him up after several calls. Instead, his baby came to ask me what happened.
I asked him, "will you drive? I'll go to the mute. He hasn't come back yet. I'm worried."
The boy thought about it and said, "yes, but I dare not."
I smile, "I'm here. What do you dare to do? You ask your two children to go together and we'll find them together. I don't know the way. Do you know me?"
He lowered his head and frowned, thinking, the old woman came in, "do you want to run?"
I Pooh her, "if I can run, can I ask you to look at me? I'm worried about the dumb. It's your son. If you don't care, I still care. If you don't go, I'll go myself. "
The old lady was stunned and didn't believe it very much.
I don't care whether she really believes it or not. I'm going to find him now. Even if the mute is dead, he can only die in my words. The people who torment me don't want to have a better life. And taking this opportunity, I want to go out and have a look at the route. I can't go anywhere without money. On the contrary, I'm caught and beaten more severely.
The boy set up the carriage and went to call some half aged children. I went to hold the quilt and went straight to the town in the carriage.
It's still snowing. I can't see it clearly.
I'm brave. I've been driving fast all the way, and my butt is going to blossom.
I yelled, "slow down, it's very bumpy. This road can't be so fast. Take a good look at the road."
The kids kept driving, and when the carriage reached the river, it stopped.
The river ahead is frozen, with huge holes in a thick layer of ice.
I was shocked and thought of something bad.