Chapter 771

Big pillar laughed and warned me, "wait and see."

In fact, his threat has no effect on me. As long as I can't move Zhuo Feng, I can handle it very well. I don't need to find a bodyguard. As long as he appears, I will call the police. Where can I jump when I catch someone? What I care about is that he tortures me with Annie.

Annie is my good friend. Even though the past is far away, I don't remember it very deeply, but this feeling will not change. He wants to make Annie's status in my heart become disgusting and terrible, but he is wrong. I am no longer the silly girl who can only cry.

After I hung up the phone, I asked someone to find the source of the call. Sean quickly gave me the previous reply and told me that the landing address of wechat was in a small town in China, but the details have not yet been found, because it's mobile traffic, so it takes a lot of effort to find out.

I'm not in a hurry. Since Dazhu has admitted that he wanted to torture me, I want to see how he tortured me.

I didn't tell anyone about the big pillar. Zhuo Feng didn't say anything. He just wanted to do it by himself.

As for my mother, I think, she has nothing to do with me?

Not everyone in the world can be a mother, especially her. She just wants to use the function of giving birth to a child to survive. Then everything she gives birth to still has a purpose in her eyes. Her son is OK. She can get some resources, but what about women? Like me, I can only be the object of her hatred.

How can I give her back without my mother's love?

This evening, Zhuo Feng finally busy, temporary free about me, this thing after I came back, we for the first time so quiet sit down and have a good chat.

Facing him, he looks very tired, but his face still does not leave any traces of years, which makes me still in a trance. Do we know that many years ago, youth was with us, and we had a lot of time to spend together.

He gave me a rib and put down his chopsticks, but he didn't eat it, and I'm not in the mood to eat it. The problem we are facing is very serious. As time goes on, our feelings have changed. In the past, we had nothing to say, but we can't find a common topic.

For a long time, he told me, "Shen zhiang has been developing overseas projects recently. It's estimated that he will have a long business trip. You can go to see him when you have time."

Up to now, Zhuo Feng still wants to make the relationship between Shen zhiang and me simpler, but he doesn't know that the relationship between Shen zhiang and me is not complicated.

I nodded as a promise, but I didn't think about going.

I asked him, "brother-in-law, are you busy recently?" I ask knowingly, and I don't have a topic to talk about, which makes our relationship more awkward.

He laughed, then ate with his chopsticks and told me, "are we very distant? How long have you been away from dinner? "

I was thinking, yeah, how long? A year or two? The last time he suddenly came back to cook for me, I was still choosy?

"Brother in law, I'm sorry."

He was stunned, looked up at me, a face of helplessness, frowned, "why apologize?"

"I don't know. I just feel sorry for you."

He took a breath. He could see that his heart was heavy. He also understood that there was a reason for my apology. We loved each other, but we didn't have the courage to be together. I would rather marry a man I didn't love and be used by him than go back to Zhuo Feng. This led to a deeper and deeper rift between us.

He was silent and sat for a long time before he spoke. Then he got up and moved to a seat next to me.

I'm a little nervous. I haven't had such a close distance for a long time. We used to meet each other sincerely and hug each other. Later, we had an affair late at night because we missed each other. Finally, we had children. What happened after that? Hand in hand, not even a kiss.

But I am still very familiar with his body, where there are scars on his body, what shape of abdominal muscles I know, but no longer have the strength to touch, it seems that desire has long been hollowed out from my body, everything has no meaning.

He sighed first and then reached out. Hugged me, helplessly said, "drow, I said, has been waiting for you."

When I was shocked, tears filled my eyes. When I turned my eyes to look at him, I couldn't see the outline of his face clearly.

But he laughed, gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, and said in a low voice, "I know you are not willing to leave me, but without a determination to be with me, I can wait."

Wait and wait. He was the one who waited for me when I grew up. When I became mature, I finally got to my age and became what he expected, but we separated. Now, we do not need to estimate right and wrong, but still in me.

"Brother in law, I don't know how to do it."

Too many things, more choices. I've thought about countless endings, but only one is the result of us together. I don't know why. I can choose to study abroad, run my own company, and find someone who loves me for a lifetime. Or I can continue to be a little turtle locked in a tortoise's shell, hiding in the campus all day, and no longer contact with society. The last one is to stay with him and go Enter the palace of marriage and have a child that belongs to us.But in the past, I only wanted to be with him. No matter how many storms I experienced, I just wanted to be with him.

I don't know why I have so many desires that I can't hold him.

"Brother in law, when it's over, OK?"

He laughs, "no matter what reason, I will wait, you just do what you like to do."

I sobbed, lying in his arms crying with a child many years ago the same fragile, in fact, no matter how strong I become, still is a little girl around him.

After dinner, we came out. It was misty and drizzled. The dark sky was more like a deep pit. He took my hand, got down from the stone steps and got into the car. Suddenly, a warm current came. Brother Li looked back at us with a smile and asked, "where are you going?"

I said, "back to school, first drop me off at school, and then send my brother-in-law back to the company."

Brother Li's facial expression exaggerated loose, followed by very weak Oh, said, "I know."

At least I'll wait for another bad person to deal with me, or I'll be better with him.

At the gate of the school, Zhuo Feng insisted on sending me in. He sent me to the dormitory. When he came in, he saw Xie Jingjing reading on the desk, and he stopped, "I won't go in."

Xie Jingjing was stunned. She got up in a hurry and yelled, "brother Zhuo, don't go. Come in, come in. You haven't been here for a long time. Come in and sit down." She winked at me mischievously and ran to pour the water herself.

I smile, gently pull the Cape of Zhuo Feng's clothes, "then come in and sit down."

I don't want to