Zhuo Feng and I are shocked that our eyes are about to fly out. This is really an accident.
He is very calm smile, said, "a lot of things happened in those years, you are not clear?"
I really don't know. I don't know what Zhuo Feng looks like.
After a long silence, Zhuo Bufan took another sip of wine and said, "when she left, there was no news. I was sent to study abroad by Zhuo Ge. Suddenly one day, she came to see me. It rained heavily, and she was all wet. She said she wanted to have a light meal with me. I took her to my apartment and changed my clothes for her. She cooked my favorite meal, and then I went to sleep When I wake up in the morning, I find that it's not right. As you know, I used to be not very sad about the relationship between men and women, so Who knows she put medicine in the water she gave me. "
Coax!
My heart trembled violently for a moment. There is still a blood relationship between Zhuo Bufan and Zhuo Qingqing. This is too
This kind of relationship may not be anything in foreign countries, and it is a personal problem, and it will not be subject to moral criticism, but it can not be accepted at home.
At that time, Zhuo Qingqing was only very good to Zhuo Bufan on the surface. Later, I found out by accident. Later, Zhuo Bufan didn't accept it, and the relationship between them didn't develop further.
After Zhuo Qingqing left, Zhuo Bufan also went abroad to study, two people's things slowly faded out of my sight, unlike now is raised in such a way, it is really surprising.
Zhuo Bufan said, "I've been looking for her for a long time, but I haven't heard from her all the time. At that time, Zhuo Ge also had an accident in China. I didn't want to give you any trouble, so I didn't say. At that time, my small company began to start, and I forgot when I was busy. Then I met a big customer. He helped me when I first started the company, and later he became my partner She said that Zhuo Qingqing made a lot of efforts behind her back, and even provoked the local local local snake. The next day she came to me, she followed that person, ah... "
I feel a pain in my heart. Women, when they meet with love, they become idiots who don't cherish themselves, just like I did when I married Feng Ke for Zhuo Feng.
But Zhuo Qingqing is more sad. She doesn't know whether Zhuo Bufan loves her or not. She has done so many things behind her.
Zhuo Feng pinched my hand with emotion and looked at me. The emotion in his eyes was full of sadness.
Zhuo Bufan but desolate smile for a while, continue to say, "very surprised?"? I'm also very surprised. In fact, she's just a sister to me. I never thought about any other relationship. I really didn't. Even if drow pointed out this matter at the beginning, I still didn't think about it. Who knows that things will change like this? "
Why did Zhuo Bufan marry Zhuo Qingqing? I do not understand looking at him, but no way to ask, for fear that I get the answer is Zhuo Bufan want to repay the kind of responsibility, rather than really love.
The responsibility of repaying kindness is not love, which will bring happiness into marriage.
Don't want to, Zhuo Feng first asked a mouth, "how do you think?"
Zhuo Bufan shook his head. "I didn't think about it. Just let it be. I found her for two years. Later, I met her in a bar. She worked as a waiter there. Can you think of a person who can become a painter working as a waiter there? When I saw her hand, I knew that the local snake she followed was a pervert. She often abused her, abandoned her hand and couldn't pick up the painting any more The pen is gone
I almost cry out, Zhuo Qingqing if she knew that she did not get Zhuo extraordinary love, what would be the feeling?
Zhuo Bufan didn't say any more. He just looked down at the table. After a long time, he looked up again. His eyes were red, but there were no tears. His voice was blocked. "We're going to get married, because we know we won't be blessed, so I don't ask for your blessing, as long as she's too good. It's a surprise, isn't it? I'm Zhuo Bufan. I'm not a good person either. I'm also a person who starts beating women face to face. I'll never see her again. When I see her, I'll think how pitiful the woman I beat is. Ha ha Love, you really can't touch it. "
Don't want to get the blessing of the marriage, just quietly, as if never happened, the same silent, if he didn't come today, perhaps won't tell us.
Fortunately, Zhuo Feng won't interfere in this matter, otherwise it will be a real slap in the face, which will make Zhuo Qingqing more painful and Zhuo Bufan more self reproach.
Before going out, Zhuo Bufan suddenly asked Zhuo Feng, "Zhuo Ge, do you love Zhuo Er?"
Zhuo Feng nodded without hesitation, "yes."
"What's the taste of love?"
Zhuo Feng smile, a face of happiness, anyone can feel the sweet.
But in my eyes, it seems that there is a bitter pill mixed with the sweetness. The person holding the pill is the little girl in the countryside.
In the wandering, I heard Zhuo Bufan say, "I won't touch love, even if I get married, I won't touch it."
No doubt, he doesn't love Zhuo Qingqing.
This responsibility has exhausted him physically and mentally. How can he show his true love?
But how long can this responsibility last in a marriage? One loves him deeply, the other is a responsibility. After a long time, we will find that both sides are suffering from each other. The former blazing heat slowly melts, and the later hurt and full of trauma.At night, I lie beside Zhuo Feng, listening to his breathing, occasionally turning over and stretching my hand, like a rope around my waist, which makes me unable to escape.
How many couples in the world are not happy, some for money, some for interests and status, and some for responsibility, so love is particularly insignificant.
I took a deep breath, heartache, no longer sleep, went downstairs to the study.
I remember that there was a mezzanine in Zhuofeng's desk, which contained a lot of information. When Xu Jiaojiao was there, she often searched for it and secretly asked me to steal it, but I didn't find it. I don't know if Zhuofeng still had those habits.
What Xu Jiaojiao was looking for was some personal letters and materials from Zhuo Feng, and what I found was information about him working as a photographer in the countryside to help poor students.
There is only one desk and two rows of sofa. There are many books in the back. I can remember the position and page number of each book, but I don't know where his most secret things are.
Rummaged all night, I looked at the hands of the dust worried frown.
The thought of that poor country blind woman makes my heart worse.
Don't hesitate to continue climbing, looking for the top shelf.
Just stepped on the stool, the door opened.
Zhuo Feng stood at the door to see me silent. Our eyes were opposite each other, and the embarrassing atmosphere spread in the room.
For a long time, he frowned and asked me weakly, "have you something on your mind recently? What are you doing? What are you looking for? Why don't you sleep? "
A series of questions made me feel very guilty. He should have guessed something, and his mood was revealed in his tone.
After reading him for a long time, I remembered that I wanted to get off the stool and lied and said, "I just wanted to find the previous book. I forgot where to put it, so I didn't find it. Did I disturb you?"